can't be fussed about anything

I love you too!

This is one of the sweetest things my dear has done for me. So cute eh? Really...thanks so much. You made my day once again *hugz n Kisses* I can't wait to see you and meet you again!

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:14:00 PM
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Ditto!

Anyone needs any rocks?

I don't mind killing one or two...

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:54:00 PM
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Bangkok, the land of frowns and uncooked food.

Finally, the Bangkok trip post is up. Lazy to elaborate. Let this link do the talking...CLICK HERE

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:15:00 PM
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Losing the voice

A couple of these instances happened today, and only today. Kinda made my day eventful.

First was Derong. My dear boy called me and asked for JX's number. I was actually quite surprised he didn't have her number. I told him I'd send it to him via sms. Then I called him again because I was too lazy to sms, only to realise that...

Renzi: Hey...(wanting to make it quick because I knew my voice wouldn't last me)..I'll give you Jingxi's number now eh
Derong: Waaaaaittt...you're Jingxi right?
R: No...I'm Renee.
D: Nono, (cheeky tone) You're Jingxi!!!
R: NOOOOO...I'm Renee
D: Cannot be what...You're...
R: Okay..here's her number...

Hahaha...my voice must have changed quite a bit to make him so certain that it wasn't me. Brrrrr....andddd why would I wanna pretend to not be JX? Puzzling haha...

Next instance was when Rongyang called. Hahha... He wanted to tell me something but before that...

Rongyang (MrL): Renee? You sleeping?
Renzi: Nono...go ahead...
MrL: Wah ji! Your voice cannot make it leh...! (then he told me some stuff)
R: Hmm you must understand that.... (and I rattled on with whatever that was left of my voice for about a good 1 min until I stopped and there was a bit of a silence)
MrL: errrr...can't really hear what you said leh...
R: .... (then I went on to explain myself AGAIN...this time with an alternate of squeakiness and huskiness)

Third instance. I'm still recovering from it because my heart is still beating so quickly. I was resting in my parent's room when I finally was about to doze off and my maid tapped me. Think I didn't expect that and I let out a yelp. Scared the shit out me man!

Fourth, my dad opened the door so damn softly that when he called out my name, I let out another yell. MANNN!!!! My heart is that weak....!!!

Hahaha...anyway MC for one day...Hope I can regain my voice tomorrow. I want to go back to work!

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:48:00 PM
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They can be pigs sometimes

In view of my dear friend's blog, I'm also a little cheesed off by a person's behaviour yesterday. Maybe not a little cheesed off...i'm pissed!!!

Disclaimer here : I'm not trying to be racist but read on and you'll realise I'm no the friggin racist here

My friend's dad, uncle, was waiting at least 20m away from a mosque when this malay man came up to up and knocked on his window. Naturally, like any person would do, uncle wound down the window only to receive a very rude and racist remark from the fucker

"what are you doing here stupid chinese man? go back to china!!!"

ANNNNNNDDDD you know what. That wasn't enough for that jibai. That fucker actually slapped uncle!!! IMAGINE THE AUDICITY!!!!!! That son of a bitch hit uncle, and uncle wasn't even fucking doing ANYTHING, he didn't aggrevate him or anything.ALL HE DID WAS TO WAIT FOR AUNTY.

Uncle didn't even do anything and he drove off. I mean I told my friend Y that uncle should have lodged a fucking police report because assault SHOULD NOT be tolerated. Fucking hell. What right has he to hit someone? AND MORE IMPORTANTLY, being in a so-called racially harmonious society, such racist comments cannot be overlooked. I mean I would think that especially in SIngapore, it woulnd't happen. Such things, I know for sure, happen in Msia or Indonesia, BUT IN SINGAPORE?? A place that prides itself for being harmonious among races???? Fucking hell.

What a shit head. That fucktard ought to be charged. Really...put that fucker to jail. Cane him if possible. Fucking hell. Or stuff him silly with............P_r_....make one intelligent guess wat tat word is. Fucked up.

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On a lighter note my horoscope yesterday was "Social events and group activities should keep you very busy today, Renee. You may be scheduled to attend more than one, and you may even be responsible for helping out at one of them. Many people will want to speak to you, though you may not have as much time for each one of them as you'd like. Nonetheless, this is likely to be a very stimulating and interesting day for you. Enjoy it!"

How true isit...i mean even though I don't really believe in this crap but the coincidences are quite itneresting. I was actually triple booked last night! hahahah..... *grin* Really, thanks guys for talking to me, asking me out, and well, checking on me....I really appreciate it....Rongyang, Alvin, Xi, Nielle, HUMPAAAA (ie Bryan) and some ppl who have no clue but still ask me out...David Lee, Zac, Calvin, awwww.... LOVE YOU GUYS DEEP DEEP....!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:35:00 AM
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13 days before Xmas...Come onnn..tell me what you think u wanna give meeee....

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for renzi

get your stocking

You say hello, inside I'm screaming I love you
You say goodnight, in my mind
I'm sleeping next to you
You drive away from my car crash of a heart
And I don't know

But you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I only wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

You talk to him, inside it burns me like the sun
You talk to her, and you say that you feel like he's the one
I talk to me,but you can't hear the pain I feel
You don't know

cause you gave me the best mixtape I have
And even all the sad songs ain't so sad
I only wish there was more than that
About me and you x2

(Bridge)
oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah it crushes my head when you call me your friend
I'm not the same person
From back in the day in the back of the class
that you thought was gay
No I can't find the words I lost them
The minute they fell out of my mouth
and it's love and I'm in it, so give me your lips
And just let me kiss 'em
and let's get messed up and listen to possibly...

The best mixtape I have
And even all the bad songs ain't so bad
I just wish there was so much more than that
About me and you

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:49:00 PM
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I love surprises

Had an extremely bad day yesterday, really really really bad day. Probably the worst day of my life, or at least this year. I guess, when it rains it really pours. It's like a reflection of Singapore at the moment, in terms of weather that is - it's constantly raining cats and dogs. And I was bugged by the trivialities of life like collecting bloody photos and packing my room. Oh well. Life is such.

Anyway on a more positive note, things are picking up and guess certain incidents made my day. For example, met Trudi today during lunch. I'll probably email her to arrange for a lunch =) THENNNNNN I surprised Susu. It was actually a belated birthday present, so to speak. Heh I love surprises - Other than the very small percentage of my friends who hates surprises with an absolute vengence (because they need to be in 'control') , I reckon surprises (talking about those ones which are positive) make people happy, kinda makes their day. That was why despite Susu's pleas, I managed to have a cake sent to her. I love surprising people even though sometimes well, it does come across as shocking. I like making people's days - especially those close to me.

Sooooooo well, Susu, I'm glad you like ur pressie. ANNNNNNND speaking of pressies, Christmas is coming. It's a favourite of mine I guess because that's probably my only season I like, although it reminds me of certain tragic aspects of my life. Sigh.

Anywayyyy....all I want for Christmas is.........

I dunno mannnnnn.....probably good health. And, more money...ANNNDDD....erm erm erm... good health to friends and family....ANDDDDDD....shoes, bags, tiffany&co jade heart pendant, clothes, more dresses, a dog, a kitten, blades, lifetime supply of daily contact lenses, another wallet, more books, those fill-in-the-blanks books, nice smelling moisturisers, muji products, a nice small phone, hotel stays, more holidays, more leave, toto/4d prizes.....MAYBE even a sugar daddy...hur hur

Surprise me, really. hehehe...Did I ask for too much? ;)

Okok...how's this...I just want a bf who can cook for me, be nice to me and love me. How's that? Nahhhhh....nah...I can't decide now...hahahha okok....I want ALLLLLL of the above.

Now, surprise me! Go! HAHAHAHHA

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:16:00 PM
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Quality Time eh?

The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Quality Time
with a secondary love language being
Words of Affirmation.

Complete set of results

Quality Time:		9
Words of Affirmation:		7
Acts of Service:		5
Physical Touch:		5
Receiving Gifts:		4

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:52:00 AM
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Retardation at work, seriously

Warning, angsty entry from an irritated blogger (ie me). No offence to anyone...zzz

As what dancingdiva said "Tears are a useless waste of emotions. They strike you mute, unable to speak, unable to think straight, and leave you with ugly, puffy eyes the next day." How true is that...

Anywaywwwwww there are so many retarded people around...really. Can like the garment, since they are so keen on implementing so many rules and regulations, come up with a charge for retarded people - hang them or kill them I don't care. They shouldn't be left on the streets to irritate people like me. Zzz

For example...today...I called up a certain restaurant to make an apt and my conversation went something to this extent:

Renzi: Hello? Could I make a reservation for today pls?
Waiter: Oh? For lunch or dinner?
(BTW it was already close to 2pm when I called up the damn place)
R: Ermmm..dinner pls
W: Oh for how many person?
R: It's for 5 peeps.
W: What is your name?
R: Oh, it's Renee Yang. (I even spelt it for him) R-E-N-E-E YANG.
W: I-E-N-E-E?
R: Nnono...it's R - e-n-e-e Y-a-n-g
W: I-E-N-E-E?
R: Nnono...it's R (strong emphasis) - e-n-e-e Y-a-n-g
W: Ohh? R-e-n-e-e Y-e-n-g
R: (getting impatient) NOOOO..it's y-A-n-g.
W: Ohhh..okok... and what's your contact number?
R: Nine-zero-six-XXX-XXX-XXX-XXX-XXX
W: Okay...Nine-zeelo- six....?

Ulghhhh....zee-lo???? Ulghhhh!!! Can the damn primary schools teach proper english and pronunciation for once??

ANd and....while driving yesterday, I was driving and I saw this jogger who was jogging on the spot in the middle of the road. I was prepared for him to dash across the road but guess what? He slowly jogged across the road, so obviously as a cautious driver, I horned at him, tryin to warn him of an incoming vehicle, and his instant reaction was to point a middle finger at me. How rude!!! I tell you, if I wasn't travelling at my speed, I would have wound down the damn window to shout "FUCK YOU YOU PIECE OF ANG MO SHIT". I don't care whether you're white-skinned, dark-skinned or plain yellow-skinned, you get on my nerves, especially when I'm in the right of way, I will curse you! F-ing hell.

Hahaha..kinda reminded me, there and then, of ST's remark. Even though it's pretty racist, it was hilarious. He said once, "stupid ang mo, come to our land, take our jobs, take our gals and fuck our gals" hahahaha...quite funny lah.

Zzzz...anyway...I'm just extremely tired lah, of everything. I really can't wait for my mini Bangkok trip.

3 more days! Whooo!!!

Maybe escaping from Singapore for a bit is good. I need to get away from retarded Sporeans for a while. They are rude and obnoxious. Zzzz Reminds me of me sometimes. HAHAHAHA...okok...

Time to go back to work...

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:00:00 PM
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Thanks gals.

hahahhaa took leave yesterday and went out with a couple of ppl.... May was around (will upload the photos then) annddddd of course I met up with the gals after my looooong meeting. (hahaha we look so rosy cheeked...niceeee ) Anywayy we went to Gelare.... yumm... thanks gals for spending time w meeeeee.... *hugs u all*

More photos comin up soon...zzz

Back to work for now...hehehe

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:35:00 AM
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Random days = random entry

Boy, this is an incredibly random post denoting well, what has been happening for the past couple of months. Haven't been the best of moods but wat the hell, life goes on eh? Let's see what happened like for the past couple of weeks, which led up to...now. Hur hur..haven't had the energy nor time to upload even my photos. Oh well...

Had a mini BBQ at Ken's... hahaha didn't really get any shot other than Ken's co-partner. I had SOOO much to eat that night....yummmm

Of course we FINALLY took our revenge for Steve Irwin - Derong, Elias and myself trodded down to the Esplanade (Glutton's Bay) and had a good session there. The sotong tasted horrible though. TMD. NEVER, i repeat, NEVER patronise the bloody shop that sells sotong and stingray. It isn't all that great, I've tasted better

SC, GO, JS and myself played MJ one night as well, which sparked off and ignited a little itch to gamble more...ulgh! Hehehe.. I did win some money... =)))

Bestie and I feasted on fooddddd one day.... Had a great time at ....shit-i-can't-remember-what's-the-name-of-the-place....ern erm.....MENOTTI'S!!!! =))) Service was good....food wasn't too bad either!

A few weeks back, we had a co chalet and before that we had dinner at TCC. Let's see...SC, GO, JS and AS.....SC is so damn hilarious I swear....she insisted that there were 5 when there was only 4 of us (AS left us halfway). That really did freak us out quite a bit.

Second day of the chalet, we had a BBQ. Hur hur...I HAD to put this up because of SOMEONE rolling his eyes...hahaha

A couple of us...being dumb.

Just last week, if I remember correctly, Rongyang and I had like...dinner together at Bugis. That fish place that Jingx introduced is really not that bad. Only thing....it had quite a lot of MSG, not so good for me. Ulgh

AWWWW I had to put this up, even though I'm not readily a fan of cats, well, this cat looked so comfy snuggling up like that on the atm machine. I wanted to walk further up to take a closer look but that fella jus looked up, as though I was tryin to kill me. He did warn me with those beady eyes...Soooo I just backed off.

The other night, I met up with Keith and Christie. I was quite horrified when he showed us his car...it's ULGYYYY...why did he have to zeng it???

For one of the first few times, JS actually opened her eyes!!! HAhaha we were preparing to see some of our counterparties from JPY... =)

One of our many coffee sessions together.... =)

After that coffee session with them gals, think it was wednesday, met up with Gabs... =)

We had a couple of drinks last thurs at Harry's with some of the office peeps =)

And last friday....went for kor's wedding =))) Awwwww......

for more photos, click here.

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:32:00 PM
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Beautiful Child is a great story about a teacher who helped transform and blossom this girl through sheer hard work and patience.

I wanna borrow the rest of her books. I never really did imagine I would actually fall in love with the book. I was so addicted! Thanks Christie for lending me the book. I'm probably dropping by Siglap to get the rest of the books.

Time to look for other books to read...meantime..got a wedding to attend today... =) so Happy for WEiqiang! hehehe...

Later

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:42:00 PM
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