can't be fussed about anything

Bailey rocks!

Being happy isn't having everything in your life be perfect. Maybe it's about stringing together all the little things like wearing these pants or getting to a new level of dragon slayer making those count for more than the bad stuff. Maybe we just get through it and thats all we can ask for.

Some people show off their beauty because they want the world to see it. Others try to hide their beauty because they want the world to see something else.

Tibby: Oh man, you were right, and I was wrong, but I'm... I'm wrong about most people, so...
Bailey: The important thing is, you always change your mind about them.

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:32:00 PM
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bawling

well I waaas....I rented a movie called THE SISTERHOOD OF THE TRAVELING PANTS..it's REALLY damn bloody good. I was crying half the time because it's just so touching. I was moved I tell you and for ANYONE who wants a feel-good movie to rent, this has to be it. =) I give it the double thumbs up...for making me wail...ahahhahahahahahaha!

Time to rest, my eyes, everything...

renzi kissed and swore @ 5:13:00 PM
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i'm a huge lian

sigh, so much for me calling GO a lian (hur hur due to various reasons - we've highlighted to her already...), if u were to look at my nails, u would exclaim that i'm one too! sighhh!!!

At least my fingernails saved me because....

my stupid rash decision to go for a medi and pedicure resulted in...AH LIAN TOE NAILS!!!!!!! Ulgh... NEVER GO TO THE BLOODY SHOP (at the corner) ON THE SECOND FLOOR OF CALTEX HOUSE...N-E-V-E-R!!!!! You should patronise FAVE NAILS instead. It's located at 1 Raffles Place #04-16 OUB Centre (call them at 6536 6825 should u need to book a slot for manicures/pedicures). Their service is MUCH better than the bloody chinese who rushed through our nails and charged us a few bucks MORE expensive than what was stated in their banner. knn! second thing tat i wanna complain abt is...MY STUPID FOOT LOOKS SO FAT AND F-ING DRY!!! I wanna go for the stupid foot spa again. *dream*

Another highlight for the week - Wendy, Susu, Keith and I met up with a visitor - VIV!!! Hahaha...Haven't seen him in ages! It was a good time of suppering (at TWO places hahah) and catching up with the 4. =) I can't wait for the rest to come back...whee!

One more thing this week - Carol's wedding! Hehehe...this was taken before the church wedding itself. We were a bit jittery because of the surprise performance we planned last minute for Carol.

One of the more decent shots I took w Derong.

Kenneth!

the gals - the performance was great, even though I heard myself go off pitch SO MANY DAMN TIMES! Ulgh!

Before the wedding dinner, I pinned up my hair but... someone suggested that I should let it down so oh well, I thought it was quite cute and pretty...oh well...*shrug*

Pearlie! One of the rare times when I actually see a mother-to-be so damn fresh and skinny! I'm so excited to see her kid anywway.....!

Acting cute - Hahah we coerced Ben to join Anne in being, well, Japanese... Hahaha clearly someone REALLy thought they were trying too hard.

A couple of group shots...

She's so damn cute man!

One of those moments - trying to act cute, courtesy of xi...i learnt THAT art..hur hur hur...

A mellow note to end off - Sent my Ai-Yee off today *sniff* I'm quite sad that she's come and gone so quickly, too quickly...Guess I've to make it a point to visit her in Melbourne, say next year? HAHAHAH.... Anyway learnt quite a bit of things today, I'm a little depressed at the moment, guess all I can say is...some things are not for us to decide and we should try not to let these certain issues distract us too much....sigh

end note = I LOVE U KAREN!!! *hugz*

for more photos, click here.

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:52:00 PM
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my brother's a prick

that's a fact and of course this post is not all about the spoilt asshole of a brother, but it's more of my little adventure to Sentosa...

It started out with a simple gym session with GC, GC's friend and Zac. We then proceeded to have some snacks at TCC before deciding on joining the (what seemed like) 1 other million Singaporeans in bloody Vivo City. After aimlessly walking around Vivo City (without GC because she deserted us for her bf kekke), we decided to go to Sentosa. We walked to Sentosa and by the time we reached Siloso, it was close to 8pm!

We bought snacks, a mat and some drinks - enjoying a picnic in the dark! hahahah...

More spontianity (wrong spelling but I don't care) wouldn't hurt - hahaha picnics in the dark can be quite interesting. It's a first for me, and I'm sure for the 3 others. Well, enjoyable lah overall, especially with two new friends! Hahaha....and that's how I celebrated Hari Raya...

for more photos, click here.

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:26:00 PM
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the return of the stingrays!

WAH LAO..another dude being stung by a stingray!!! Tsk...we need to equip ourselves thoroughly to fight against these evil creatures...EAT MORE OF THEM FOR SUPPER!!! hehe speaking of supper, i can't wait to go Geylang today..whee!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:50:00 PM
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my highlight for the weekend

went to ger's place for a baking session with the gals and AWWWWWW ger's dog is soooo damn cute!!!

Even though we did actually did some baking (and it was successful mind you)....

....everything was overshadowed by Junior...AWWWW....so cute!!!

We all took a liking for him...awwww

for more photos...click here

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:36:00 PM
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Sentosa buddies unite!

Catchin up with these peeps made my week I tell you. I haven't seen Xiu and Cat for A-G-E-S. It started off with just chatting with Min and Xiu, I'm glad Cat decided to drop by. We talked about everything from our dreams of future partners (when we were so much younger) to current happenings. Amazing how far we've gone and how much we have grown, matured. Of course we still looked the same though. Xiu even commented that I looked younger! HA! I miss them Sentosa Buddies, sadly Min's going off to Melbourne again. Sigh...

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:20:00 AM
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SOOO CUTTEEE I WANNNAAA CRYYY

so damn cute lah this dog, or well pup...can't wait to move out one day and get my own dog! =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 5:36:00 PM
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Actions and words speak louder than ANYTHING!

HAHAHAH...check out this link.... very funny!

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:06:00 PM
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Lazy to type again..letting pictures do the talking

We were at the tower club 2weeks back. PIty the view isn't that good because of the friggin haze.

Then we had drinks on friday (2 wks back) because it was VL's last day.

hahaha...funny...guess who!

supper after drinks...me with VL...i look retarded here

and when i stepped out of the damn club, from where I was (boat quay), i couldn't even see suntec! TMD!

some time during last week after our usual meeting, we went for short drinks. we were trying to mimick JS' moment...hahaha

And just last friday, after some drinks in the office (JS was SOOO RED HAHAHA), i met up with jonnnyyyy...we were treated to a walk down memory lane. It was a good day... =))) hahaha

We walked around the basement of Raffles City (it's changed a lot) and we actually came across this cafe which sold really WIERD looking wraps... ahahha check out the sign that screams I AM FOR VEGETARIAN....cute...

Another guy that made my day - Ken. HAHHAHAA...stayed up with him till bout 4.30 in the morning. =)

To top it all up...On saturday met up GO and JS before meeting up with the gals and Kenneth for Dinner at this nifty place. Go check out this place in Bugis (Liang Seah Street) called TONG SHUI PLACE...or something like tat... hahah...

ta for now....lazy lah, only highlight certain things..click here for more pics...

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:12:00 AM
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love u jeff!!!

love u too hehehe thats why if u have anything unhappy u can just talk to me, even if i won't understand but if u let it out u'll feel better

awwwww...i love u kor.....!!! thanks for showering me so much love!!!!! *muakz* cant wait to go for your wedding!!! get married soon!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:40:00 PM
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Know thy fears

Hahahah... someone in the office was asking about fears so I decided to google it. Check out this website...man, some of the things that have been listed are incredilous!!!

Things like :
Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens.
Androphobia- Fear of men.
Arachibutyrophobia- Fear of peanut butter sticking to the roof of the mouth.

AND THIS IS FUNNY...!
Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words.

Let me go through this and see what sorta fears I have...
Achluophobia- Fear of darkness.
Acrophobia- Fear of heights.
Agateophobia- Fear of insanity.
Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease.
Altophobia- Fear of heights.
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Anginophobia- Fear of angina, choking or narrowness.
Apeirophobia- Fear of infinity.
Atelophobia- Fear of imperfection.
Atychiphobia- Fear of failure.
Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria.
Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings.
Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells.
Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty.
Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer.
Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed.
Cleithrophobia or Cleisiophobia- Fear of being locked in an enclosed place.
Dementophobia- Fear of insanity.
Dysmorphophobia- Fear of deformity.
Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism.
Geniophobia- Fear of chins.
Hadephobia- Fear of hell.
Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms.
Insectophobia - Fear of insects
Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood.
Macrophobia- Fear of long waits.
Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth.
Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things.
Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia)
Pediculophobia- Fear of lice.
Tachophobia- Fear of speed.
Taphephobia Taphophobia- Fear of being buried alive or of cemeteries.

Hahaahaha...and if u managed to get through my list, good on ya mate! Treat yourself to this little clip. It's about this song...hehe I don't really understand most of what this woman/man's singing but it sounds funny. CHECK IT OUT!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:59:00 PM
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Is it just me?? hahaha..

Was offered yam vodka a few minutes ago...am struggling to finish up the drink...because it sucks! hahahaha....well, maybe I am still not used to it PLUS the fact that I hate vodka really doesn't help.

Anywayy...check out this website. It's about this person who portrays herself as a slut. Hmm just check it out and find out for yourself. And i actually read out something aloud. I said "I can have some fun sex with Europen, and American guys" and for a moment, there was this awkward silence that resounded in the office. Sighhh. MISUNDERSTOOD AGAIN!!! HAHAA... hmmm anyway time to zonk out and prepare for the weekend!!! WHEEEEEE

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:56:00 PM
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Learning process

Life's all about learning, ain't it? Well... I'm still overwhelmed by everything around me but I guess I'm learning. I'm learning about the little things, to slight care (hur hur)certain things and issues and I'm still finding out about the bigger things in life. As what Ken said to me last night, whatever's happening to me is good...so...I'm looking forward to be stronger, a lot stronger.

Watch out for me, world because I'm here to stay!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:47:00 AM
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This is especially for Keith, my dear Mr Loy!

It's a weee bitt late but blogger's FINALLY allowed for the locking up of entries (so I think). I'll try out and see what I can do with this new feature.

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:59:00 AM
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dreams tire you out.

Sweet dreams are made of this.
Who am I to disagree?
Travel the world and the seven seas.
Everybody's looking for something.

[Chorus:]
Some of them want to use you.
Some of them want to get used by you.
Some of them want to abuse you.
Some of them want to be abused.

I wanna use you and abuse you
I wanna know what's inside you(Whispering)
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up, movin' on
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up, movin' on
Hold your head up, movin' on
Keep your head up, movin' on
Movin' on!

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:15:00 PM
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Disturbing, been having wierd dreams lately

I woke up this morning, feeling more tired than ever. It could be the bloody haze that's hovering our little island but I guess I know what was nagging at me - my dream, and obviously waking up almost every hour since 2am didn't help.

The only thing that I could remember in that dream was that I kept committing suicide in my dream. (Yes, fear not, some may argue that in the deepest facalties, I may be contemplating it, the rational side of me would definitely not allow that to happen.) That wasn't it. I guess, the most troubling point of this whole matter is that, when I woke up, my so-called rational self actually pictured myself at some high-rise building and I thought to myself it's okay. But it's not fuckin okay...i mean that was what made me a little distressed.

Hmm and yes, to all those worried souls out there who bothered to message me back, I'm fine. Appreciate the concern, peeps. Thanks so much. Guess I've been pretty stressed at work, and maybe back home. I will be fine...I know I will be and no, Karen, I'm not insane enough to go see a psychiatrist, but it'll be a fun experience though..hahahahah...hopefully it's some cute dude sitting next to me, listening to me ramble on and on... hahah..I'm just dreaming again, aren't I?

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:10:00 PM
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A short simple letter for Santa.

Dear Santa,

Since Christmas is round the corner, I would like to say that I've been a bad girl, BUTTT that doesn't mean that I will stay that way. I promise to be good. I promise that I'll be good by Christmas. SOOOooOOOOOooo... can i have a kitty and a puppy please?

Please please, pretty please with a cherry on top? I'll even throw in an innocent purr for you, just for you.

Love,
Renzi

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:31:00 PM
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I can't see

Call me a suaku, but I never knew you could see where you stay through this website. Click on your postal code and you can see and arial view of your residence. I actually got this from GO. hahahah I can't seem to find my house though..hahahahaha

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:51:00 AM
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Looking forward to it...

WHOO!!! So many things will be happening soon, well at least I'm anticipating it.

2 Dec - Yeah yeah I know I don't know much chinese but I do like his songs. hahaha I wanna go for Emil Chau's concert. I'll probably get the cheapest ticket for this.

13Jan - Since friggin Robbie Williams isn't coming, I'll go for Eric Clapton's concert on the 13 Jan. I'll probably buy one of the cheaper seats - I just wanna hear him sing.

1Apr - I definitely want to catch the Phantom of the Opera. For once, I want my friggin birthday to be a happy occasion. And I would want to get the best seats.

Sooooo..any takers? hehehe

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:01:00 PM
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Happy Birthday Dad!!!

A couple of close friends and relatives came together to celebrate Dad's birthday on Sunday. Persis included! hehe (note: my stupid cousin can't take photos for nuts!!!)