Monday, January 31, 2005

can't be bothered

today has been a pretty slack day. hope i have more to do tomorrow, and *crosses fingers* hope i dun screw up tat much. HUR HUR HUR.

anyway waitin for dad to come pick me up. apparantly one of my uncles came from hongkong for a holiday. so i get to tag along for dinner. althought i'm not really tat hungry, guess i'll eat my fill HAHAHA...

going to meet izzy after tat for maybe some drinks. haven't seen him in a while. hmmm jus like a couple of ppl. i'm getting tired of always organising outings. after this week's (4c outing), next week's (aa2 outing) and the girth sistas' plans, i'm done. i am lazy and sick of being the organiser. i'm not even obliged to do so. yawn. so if anyone wans to meet up they'll call, if not i dun really want to bother already.

ken-boy doesn't understand why i do such thinmgs. neither do i sometimes. hahah wat's the point when ppl dun give a fuck, or when they give excuses like they're busy, they have school, they have work. hey HELLO i'm working as well. and there are ppl like karen who also take the initiative (actually we kinda take turns). i dun always wanna be the one asking, wait almost begging ppl to go out.

since i've been 'wasting' my time asking ppl out and ppl dun really bother to reciprocate, why should i continue doing tat? you can't always jus sit on ur arse and wait for me to call/msg. friendship is not one-sided.

i've wat, let's see...22 more days? so whoever wants to meet up will call. i can't really give two hoots anymore.

yawn...

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 6.57pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:55:00 PM
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my weekend

before i knew it my weekend flashed passed. bah. another week gone. argh...the day's impending, the day when i have to fly my sorry ass back to aussie-land. NOOOoooOOO

anyway i spent my weekend basically watching anime. HUR HUR HUR. i am almost done with prince of tennis. sigh..i'm so infactuated with tesuka and fuji HAHAHAHA... i noe i sound retarded, i've heard that from ken-boy as well but hey! i love it when i find a avenue that can transport me to another world, where i dont have to worry about anything. yes yes the escapist renee is speaking, but oh well. if it makes me happy and excited for a bit, it helps also heheh =)

hmm the QUEEN tribute didn't impress me that much. it wasn't as good as i'd thought. but oh well... HHAHA shall try to ask dad to sponsor that. sherwin and jon are interested in going for another concert. i'll get back to them soon. if it means spending more again.. hmm i've to think twice

speaking of spending. in a short span of 1 hour, i spent or well i potentially wiped out 350 out of my $500 pay. ulgh. hahah i bought another pair of specs. but i always think buying specs is an INVESTMENT... hur hur hur... i was allowed to choose my colours, so i picked light, dark orange and the transparent shade. hmmm hope it turns out alright. ulgh. i hate thinkig about money because it always makes me worry. oh well... i shall worry about that again, very soon.

yeah as i was saying, i spent about 350 on my specs as well as contacts. i still intend to get....
1) a cheong sam. yes i'm running back to my roots HUR HUR HUR.
2) the black dress i was hyponotised by
3) the black boots from hush puppies
4) hard drive

hmm tat's about it. HAHAHAH that would cost about another 500 more. argh... why can't money grow on trees? hahah tt would makelife so much simpler. heheh =) i thought about it, maybe i should start a fund, i shall call it the save-renee-from-poverty fund..HAHAHHAHA....enough of nonsense,...

now back to reality. (somehow that phrase just reminded me of eminem)

~wish upon a star, **renzi (it's 12.15pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:13:00 PM
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for all health freaks.. i'm hungry

10 of the most common weight-loss lies

1. “Lose 30 pounds in 30 days.” Or any other gimmick that pledges massive weight loss at breakneck speed. “It’s not healthy, and it’s not true,” Wilbert says. Permanent weight loss requires lifestyle change, not a quick fix, he adds.

2. Fat is bad for you. “Dieticians forwarded that one to people for years,” says registered dietician and nutrition teacher Rick Hall. Now they know better. The truth is that some fats are unhealthy, and some are good – indeed, necessary – for your health. (Hence the term, “essential fatty acids”!)

3. Carbohydrates are bad for you. First it was fat, now carbohydrates are the bad guy. Wilbert explains that this trendy idea is just too broad. When trying to lose weight, make a distinction between unhealthy carbohydrates, such as white sugar, and complex carbohydrates, such as vegetables and whole grains, which provide vital vitamins, and fiber to aid digestion.

4. Lose weight by not eating. Uh…no. Starving deprives the body of the nutrients it needs for life and can lead to serious illness. Plus you lose muscle mass, not fat. Even if you do lose pounds, you gain them back almost immediately when you raid the fridge again.

5. Don’t eat after 6 p.m. “It’s not what time you eat, it’s what you eat!” insists Dare to Lose author, Shari Lieberman, Ph.D. “In Europe they eat at 10 o’clock at night and they’re half the size of Americans.”

6. Salad bars are healthy. Bacon, cheeses, fried chicken, oily dressings…The apparent allure of salad bars means they probably require as much of your considered attention as ordering at a fast food restaurant. “You have to choose the foods at a salad bar wisely,” Lieberman reminds people.

7. Diet sodas aid weight loss. This is one of Lieberman’s favorite pieces of diet-industry hype. “There isn’t a single study that shows diet sodas help you lose weight. There’s absolutely no data on that at all,” she claims.

8. You shouldn’t step on a scale. “It’s another misconception that dieticians have passed on,” says Hall. “I completely disagree with it.” He says checking your weight on a regular basis, say once or twice a week, is an obvious way to gauge your progress and alter your diet accordingly. However, Lieberman notes that scales in and of themselves, well, suck. She encourages people to keep track of hip, thigh and tummy inches, too.

9. You can lose weight with a pill. “You can’t replace healthy eating and exercise with a pill,” Hall warns. “Pills aren’t a new thing, they’ve been tried for decades…[with] horrible side effects.”

10. You have to join the gym. Actually, the most recent research indicates 30 to 60 minutes per day of moderate physical activity is all it takes to balance healthy food intake. It doesn’t have to be strenuous exercise, “just move your body!” exclaims Hall.

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I'm hungry....haven't had breakfast. i wonder wat's for lunch today?

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.04pm)


renzi kissed and swore @ 12:09:00 PM
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Friday, January 28, 2005

i'm so rash

HAHAHAHA my office is having a CNY party and i'm actually staying for a while before i rush down to the esplanade to catch a tribute to QUEEN! wheee! hahaha it was so impromptu, i love it! =)

am meeting jon, sherwin and their friend. hope this thing is good, if not i'll scream at the band later. DUMDEE DUM!!!

hehhehe in a superb mood now! maybe i'll go down to get a drink..heheheheh oh yeah...company is providing food as well..HUR HUR HUR....

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 6.07pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:08:00 PM
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN!!!

hehehe i'm in a terribly good mood. guess the early turn in was a good idea. =) and it was a good idea to wear nice undies..hHEHEHEHEHEHEhehehe.... my first time wearing something so lacy. thanks pers!!!

well i've one more week before i stop working, YAY!!! sigh....that means i have about 3 more weeks left before i have to go back to hell hole...ARGH~

anyway happy birthday to my dearest neighbour, sista, friend... Jean sigh..u're 20 years old now...NOW ACT YOUR AGE....heheheheh =) be a 20 yr old... not older than me. i feel like a kid sometimes next to u..hehehe well you have fun ... and....I LOVE YOU!!!! and I WANNA BE 20 AGAIINNNNNNN....

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In open fields of wild flowers,
she breathes the air and flies away
She thanks her Jesus for the daises and the roses
in no simple language
Someday she'll understand the meaning of it all
He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on her lips
Someday she'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call her and she will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and she'll pray,

"I want to fall in love with You"

Sitting silent wearing Sunday best
The sermon echoes through the walls
A great salvation through it calls to the people
who stare into nowhere, and can't feel the chains on their souls

He's more than the laughter or the stars in the heavens
As close a heartbeat or a song on our lips
Someday we'll trust Him and learn how to see Him
Someday He'll call us and we will come running
and fall in His arms and the tears will fall down and we'll pray,

"I want to fall in love with You"

It seems too easy to call you "Savior",
Not close enough to call you "God"
So as I sit and think of words I can mention
to show my devotion

"I want to fall in love with You"

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 9.46am)

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:46:00 AM
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

for the first time i'll sleep REALLY early

maybe the day should end EARLY. tired lah...

had a long day at work. took a cab (AGAIN) to meet the gals, who were all late. oh well..maybe i should have actually taken public transport. oh well.

went to beer garden for dinner. we had kang kung, prawns, ee min, calamari and tofu. the food was quite salty for my liking. but had a good time with the spice gals. at tat pt in time, i decided, i might as well be nice..heheh so i treated all of them. yeappppp...today's be-nice-to-the-spice-gals day...HUR HUR HUR>...if i keep this up i'll be broke very soon.

hmmm well spent the rest of the evening talking cock with the gals. we cut the cake and ....i took another cab back with jean. sigh..getting broke.

yawn....going to sleep.tired. i can't wait for this day to end...oh yeah..took this test and it predicted that i was going to die at the age of 70! the probable cause of death is...heart attack...ulgh. maybe i really should assess what i'm eating. and start exercising more! =)

oh well..time to turn in...good night world...

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.32pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:27:00 PM
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sigh

wa lao..i can't believe i made SO MANY FUCKING MISTAKES in less than one day. i'm not concise, don't elaborate when necessary, and i'm friggin careless. fuck man... God help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....

Hiding in the place where i download shit. Hiding in my temporary santuary. ulgh.. World, eat me uppppp.....

hungryyy...hmmm had breakfast but hungry again..think i beat myself too much, wasted too much energy...i need food. maybe i'm jus emotionally eating..ulgh..

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.06pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:11:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

u noe u watch too much anime when...

hmm....at wheelock's NYDC. waiting for karen before we tuck in. ahahhaha my fingers are almost quivering with excitement! i like the ibook...sniffff....i wish.......i'm jealous

anyway met germaine and graham. chatted with them for a while. guess we'll meet up soon. hur hur hur...

ohh.... hahaaha i dreamt that i hehe ditched kenneth for inui!!!! ulgh...hes quite a disgusting character...dun like him....but funny scene ...heehehhe...ok time to eat.....

~wish upon a star, RENZI it's 7.28pm

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:22:00 PM
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believe it or not

sigh..think i'm sensitive to MSG... BAHHH. jus had lunch and after a while, my face tightened, felt very weak and had a splitting MAJOR headache. sucks man... went online to check out "the effects of eating MSG"..... will cut and paste one site's claims...

"Monosodium glutamate (MSG) is a salt form of an amino acid that is used in food preservation and flavoring. It has been noted that MSG can trigger headaches in susceptible people. It is frequently added to oriental foods as flavoring and is found in many processed meats and canned goods. Reactions can occur as early as 30 minutes after ingesting MSG, which is rapidly absorbed in the stomach.

MSG reaction can cause other symptoms such as perspiration and tightness and pressure over the face and chest. Research has suggested that the effects of MSG may be minimized or avoided by countering these effects by consuming at least one cup of a complex carbohydrate, such as rice or pasta, as part of the meal."

BLEAHHH...hate it when this happens....spoil part of my day man...

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 3.50pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:52:00 PM
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my days

for some reason, blogger seems to be extremely slow today. anyway waiting to go for lunch. was craving for an apple because i kept walking past the fruit stall so i bought an apple to snack. hahah i managed to eat an apple by itself. *Proud beem* first time in a few years. hahha

well i was quite busy in the morning because of some jobs. ulgh. had to sit in a chinese-translation meeting. quite tedious but entertaining somehow. however i kinda wished i were someone like jan, so i can contribute more to that particular chinese job. made me kinda regret not studying mandarin properly. the only phrase i can cough out properly is prob NI HAO MA! sheesh!

let's see...waiting for the rest of the day to crawl by because i'll be meeting one of my favourite gals- karen ong GEOK PEI. whee~ hahaha i suggested going for frog leg porridge but...she said it was a little too inconvenient. besides, she has her precious ibook. she named it ibabe. HUR HUR HUR. hmmm maybe i shall name my lappie dick. HAHAHHA then when someone asks me what i'm doing, my strange answer will be "oh i'm playing with my dick" sounds damn wrong man...HUR HUR HUR...

hmmm had dinner with ken-boy yesterday. finally had steamboat. but it wasn't satisfying. for the price i paid, it was not worth it. it was be-nice-to-ken-boy-day yesterday so...hehe i treated him to the steamboat dinner. but we weren't too happy with it. we shall go coca soon...whee! haha kenneth suspected that i was tryin to bribe him but HEYYYYYY...i wasn't. but somehow i ended up in his place watching a little pot.

=) HAHAHHAHA oh well..time for lunch... =)

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.50pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:48:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 25, 2005

for bulimics

"...Ironically, some Bulimic behaviors are not effective in weight control, which may lead to weight fluctuations of up to 10 pounds. The body begins digesting food as soon as food enters the mouth. Purging all calories is impossible, especially since most binges can last an hour or more.

Vomiting may get rid of the majority of calories (at a high price gastrointestinally) but the Bulimic still ingests some calories. Laxatives and enemas evacuate the large intestine but most calories are metabolized in the small intestine. Diuretics result in water "weight-loss" which will simply be regained upon hydration. Abuse of diuretics can actually result in edema, or swelling of the body...."


renzi kissed and swore @ 4:08:00 PM
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calling out to...spewers??

hahaha had quite a full lunch with veenu. feel so full that i'm about to spew. anyway had quite an interesting day. went for a photo shoot. shan't say/disclose much. when the ad comes out i shall complain HUR HUR HUR... =)

speaking of vomiting, was at suntec yesterday. i had dinner with meng-meng. hahah caught up and happened to tell him wat i was planning to get for ken-boy and he said that i was crazy. HUR HUR HUR... hahahah typing out the "hur hur hur"s crack me up some how. anyway he told me "aiya...break up with him and get me that lA" hahahahha...damn funny. he also made a joke/comment which i glazed over promptly (it's something of this extent)"i dunno how kenneth has kept you so mesmerized" HUR HUR HUR....

=) anyway prob meeting alvina (we were messaging for a while today) next monday. WHEY!!!charms i'm waiting for your reply. i'm waiting till the roses wilt (er...translate that in chinese if you may HUR HUR HUR)

oh ya...as i was talking about vomiting before i happily got distracted. i was in the toilet cubicle. when the gal beside me spewed. ulgh. it wasn't the loud puke-into-toilet-bowl-SPLASH kind. it was the oops-i-can't-really-aim-splatter on the floor. i immediately changed cubicles. hmm either she can't aim, or she's severely bulemic that her body couldn't even wait to get to the bowl. either ways it's GROSS. in fact it's worse than joe's puking lesson because that time it was dark. i could take it.

oh well for those bulemics out there....effects of induced vomiting include
- Dehydration and electrolyte imbalance: This can lead to kidney failure and cause heart arrythmias. Most common symptoms are weakness, thirst and irritability.
- Cardiac arrest, cardiomyopathy or peripheral myopathy: Frequent gluttony and purging places a great deal of stress on the body.
- Ruptured esophagus, gastric tears or choking from continually forcing food back up.
- Dysmotility of the esophagus (from vomiting) or intestines (from laxative abuse): The normal motor function of the gastrointestinal tract becomes impaired which can lead to automatic vomiting, indigestion, and constipation. Laxative abuse can lead to chronic constipation and dependency (defecation becomes impossible without laxative use).
- Bowel infections and increased risk of bowel tumors: The protective mucous lining is stripped out from laxatives and the function of the bowel is impaired, both increasing the risk of infection and tumors.
- Pancreatitis
- Abdominal pain and bloating
- Endocrine abnormalities and fertility problems: Females may experience disturbances in their menstrual cycles.
- Dental decay: Stomach acids will erode the enamel on teeth.
- Enlarged salivary glands from frequent vomiting.
- Osteoporosis from malnutrition

so all u stupid gals who are bulemic...please stop being stupid. hmm maybe easy for me to say. but u're doing ur body more harm than good. well...wat good isit anyway? i've kinda tried it before but i couldn't bear to purge.

maybe it's just me...

take care u gals...dun let the media especially dictate how you should look like. stick-thin gals aren't always the healthiest gals. (HUR HUR HUR that's how i console myself..hee)

~wish uponm a star, ***renzi (3.40pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:34:00 PM
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Monday, January 24, 2005

a month to departure

i've got close to a month before i fly back to hell...sighh...

kenneth says i shouldn't brood over it. i dun tink i am. i guess (?) hahah but how not to when almost all my close frens are gone.

anyway i've already asked lucy to help me out in asking the person-in-charge for rapp collins in melbourne to get me a part-time job. if i do get it, it means
1) more money...heheh that means i can save up...
2) less time to tink...

i hate an idle mind...and i noe i easily slide into that state where i just day-dream or my mind just slips into the thinking-mode. bleah.

oh well...life goes oonnnn...bleah..

(it's 3.43pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:46:00 PM
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the i need tos

hahaha wrote this just now...
I need to...
- SHITTTT.... haven't done that in a while. I envy ppl like Joe who can shit bucket-loads.
- BUY A CONDOM, a phone condom that is...hur hur hur... I had to tear off the protective covering of the face of my phone. somehow the plastic covering couldn't stick to the phone any more *sniff* I also had to get rid of the phone cover mum gave me becos the zip ripped. bah!
- RECOVER. stupid flu. i finsihed my course of medicine but i am still sniffing.WASSUP man...mum claims i can't recover if i keep staying up
- EXERCISE....bah..i did that last friday, in ecp. bladed for a while but felt sick so chilled with karen for the rest of the day in coffee bean while we got a nice crisp tan. he hee...
- EAT LESS...every claims that i gained weight. yes yes i noe... hahha i must curb my eating habits. where's my orthodontist when i need him to tighten my braces!!?
- OPEN MY MOUTH MORE...hehe...managed to open my mouth to kinda reprimand persis yesterday during dinner. i thought she was very rude to her mum. she has always had this tone which i can't stand. so i told her off. i need to do that more often. not for my sake...but if i think is reasonably right.
- STOP BLOGGING SO MUCH. actually haven't been. everytime during the weekends, i dun relaly use the internet. so there goes.
let's see........thurs went to see doc. fri went out with karen to blade, and had a buffet dinner with the guys. sat went out with karen first, then watched close to 17 episodes of POT, while kenneth slept. cried during one of the episodes. sigh i'm a wuss. sun didn't do much. the gals wanted to go sushi but i was quite sick of it, so sze hao was nice enough to send me home. had dinner with the Lees, grand aunts and the uncle from china. went to 'visit' a couple of places, much to my dismay. hate some the actions from my parents. but oh well.,...u can't choose your family emember eh?
time to continue downloading shit!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 3.15pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:13:00 PM
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Thursday, January 20, 2005

ever felt this way?

sigh..i'm not too sure whether it's me or, it's become of "circumstances" (i choose the former)

ever since i've stepped into the company, i felt tht i've screwed up SOOO much. damn ppl say that one should learn from one's mistakes, but i seem to be screwing up ALL THE TIME. damn. i seem to be committing several types of mistakes and the worse thing is my sups are being so nice about it (not too sure whther they bitch about it though). argh... i'd rather be scolded...

the sups said something like i should know what's going on, but in the first place if you don't keep me in the loop, i've left to only sink. sigh just feel kinda lost right now and screwing up just doesn't make things better.

and also, i feel like i seem to be burdening instead of lightening my colleagues' loads. as the chinese saying goes "yue bang yue mang" this is how i feel right now.

sigh...let me ramble for a while more. i'm sick but i can't get out of the office because of the constant load my sups give me (i welcome that, hesitantly because i'm afraid of screwing up) but the guy beside me keeps pushing me to go home because i'm sick. sigh... not like i chose to fall sick. bahhh

now he's pissed because he's sniffing. yeap my fault again.

seriously...bring it on. i really can't wait for this day to end...15 more minutes and i'm taking a cab home!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 5.44pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 5:41:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005

to all shisha lovers

for those who don't noe what shisha is, erm..then it's good i guess...

I read an article in "MIND YOUR BODY" in straits times. I quote

"...The health promotion board is also concerned in popularity because it is seen as the trendy and less harmful alternative...

... Ms Choo Lin from the Health Promotion Board says there is a misperception that shisha is a healthier way to smoke...'there are no filter materials in the market that make any tobacco product less harmful, and shisha smokers inhale the same chemicals found in cigarettes'....

Studies have linked shisha smoking with oral cancer, oerophagael and gastic cancers, lung cancer, decreased lung function and low infant birth rate..."

so all shisha frequents who don't actually smoke, here's something to think about =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:32:00 PM
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feeling cold brrr

welll .... i'm falling sick. had to wake up in the middle of the night to grab tissues. bahh..hate this feeling. i'm drinking barrels of water, hopefully i can recover before i have no choice but to see my doc AGAIN.

anyway had quite a satisfying meal yesterday. had not much of any appetite so i requested to have teachew porridge. had nice little dishes of pork, tofu, chinese sausage etc. yummm. after dinner, dr kenboy and myself decided to watch alfie. (DO NOT WATCH IT)

yawn...going to meet karen and her friends for some indian buffet. hope it doesn't make me feel worse, if it really does then guess i wun have to work tomolo. heh heh... meanwhile. got loads to do today.... yawn....

~wish upon a star, **renzi (it's 10am)

OHHHH...if any of you are itnerested, i came up with this website for food etc. check it out be nice okay. it's still under construction.

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:01:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

waiting for the meeting before i head to parkway

feeling so damn tired. ulgh. falling sick AGAIN, why am i not surprised. my gosh i need to build up my immunity system. bahhh maybe i'll ask dad to buy some supplements for me.

hmm speaking of my health etc, two nights back, suddenly it occured to me that i was going to die young. HAHAHA dun ask me why, i just thought that way. the scary thing was i didn;t even feel a thing, was very calm. oh well.

we'll see when i die eh... AND OBVIOUSLY I AM NOT SUICIDAL. gosh, i wun kill myself like that lah. i love myself too much, that's why i was shocked that i wasn't scared when i had the thought that i would die early.

hahaha everyone must LAC!!! hmmn i msged a couple of ppl and they told me not to "tink to much" erms... i wasn't even indulging to anything, i was just lying on my bed. AND NO I"M NOT SUICIDAL, let me reiterate that pt again.

tsk...time to wait for the meeting...ulgh...

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 4.44pm..time to die...HUR HUR HUR)

ps: if i do die, wait...if i do land up in a coma in a hospital, NEVER PULL THE PLUG. tink i'm strong enough to live..hehehe and if i do die, don't cry for me =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:44:00 PM
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i'm sorry to hear

a few days ago, i came across unfortunate news. I heard from rayner that mrs creffield's husband passed away. He died because of an accident- he fell while rock-climbin. i'm very sorry to hear of the news. i shall ask susie how she's doing later.

hmm reminded me again of how we have to be thankful constantly of what we have, who we have. and it made me think...yeah show the ppl around u u care, well as many would say actions speaks louder than words.

BUT i also feel that we should also verbally say we love our special someones from time to time. even though actions do actually show one's sincerity but saying "i love you" or "i care for you" doesn't hurt. in fact, it take more of a person to spout the words out because of prob the norms here, and our culture here.

take a time to reflect, have you ever said "i love you" to your parents? i know i haven't. it would take a lot of me, AND the shedding of my pride to do so. I'm still struggling with that. well my granz died before i could even shout the words "i love you" in cantonese. don't wait till it's too late. this is especially so, when it comes to family.

Also, say these wonderful words to your friends and close ones, whom you treat as family. These are the people who have somehow along the way seen you suffer and lifted your heartaches, troubles in prayer and action. say i love you to them. i'm grateful for some ppl who have been constantly reminding me that they love me through emails, smss. ppl like alvina and karen, i love you! thanks for such encouragement and greetings. it indeed does brighten up my day

oh well i've said wat i wanted to say... =)

so go out and brighten someone's day. don't wait till it's too late.

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:24:00 PM
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Monday, January 17, 2005

a great day today

hahaha had a pretty long and tiring day at work but after that, i met up with aunty lena, honfei and lolo. hahaha we had quite good tasty vietnamese food in bugis, chatted and caught up quite a bit =)

it's quite interesting to talk to aunty lena. and it wwas actually my first time talkign to her properly. guess when it comes to asian families, it's just hard to break the ice and merge generations together. it was a good time nonetheless.

koko (aunty lena) had to rush home because her son (my cousin) was starving at home so lolo, honfei and myself settled at swensons before conquering the EARTHQUAKE. we shared stories about us bein drunk. I told them about accounts from danny and some others who hav e witnessed me drunk...hur hur. =)

anyway i'm looking forward to a good day tomorrow again. i'm prob meeting derong and kenneth for dinner. karen coulnd't make it. so oh well. hahaha prob meeting her on wed, with her other friends.

wheee....

lolo, honfei, aunty lena and myself at that viet place.

from left, honfei, me and lolo. hahahahaha... lolo looks good man.. *drool* hahahahha we were in swenson's after much deliberation. bleah

ahhh i feel the earth move under my spoon...

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's almost 12am and i'm going to sleep)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:29:00 PM
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belated entry on the 16th

it’s been 4 days since the proper rundown of what I did. Let us see.... I met up with Jingyi. He’s also going overseas so another friend to visit soon. He invited me over to his place to look at his photos. I ended up with an even better bargain because I got to drool and swoon over his house and room. MY GOSH his room is huge!!!! I’m very jealous. But oh well. Other than his room, another aspect impressed me- his photography. He took up photography and he’s doing well. He went to Europe by himself to backpack and that in itself is worth mentioning about, because he managed to survive in Europe by himself for 3 whole weeks. That’s a feet. (but of course the money bit/aspect has to be there lah) I didn’t dare ask him how much he spent. Hehehe

Anyway had dinner at home and couldn’t take it at home so here I am in Marine Parade Starbucks minding my own business.

On the 15th, I went for lunch with mum, dad and ray at jack’s place. BAHHH we had sooo much food. Thank goodness I didn’t order myself a main. I finished up everyone’s food. YESH…the rubbish bin at work. I had to practically gorge myself to finish up the food. Dad lah! Ordered two mains. Tsk… I managed to ask mum whether I could do my masters, she said “when it comes to education, we will pay as much” wow…inspirational and at that instant I had to thank God for the my folks who have been standing by me, materially. But what made me laugh was her next line “that’s our only LEE-GAA-SEE we can pass to you”. Lee-gaa-see??? I turned to my dad, confused, and he interpreted it immediately “she meant legacy” HAHAHHAHA….

Hmm time to do up karen’s and jean’s birthday present. =)

~wish upon a star, ***Renzi (it’s 8.11pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:27:00 PM
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an entry on the 12th

I’m seated at this TCC café in Orchard. Basically I’m waiting for Wee to knock off. Coincidentally it’s his birthday today. I’m going to buy him a cake and celebrate with him I guess. =)

Well I was thinking of people watching but I thought I’d better pen down what I’ve been doing because I realized I haven’t actually done much updating of my blog on what I’ve been doing, especially after Joe’s party.

Let’s see.

On new year’s day, I went to Jingxi’s house to chill. We watched a couple of DVDs, and we took turns to fall asleep. We had the famous geylang dishes and I think I finished up a lot of the food. I guess I can call myself the stupid rubbish bin. I could also finally have a taste of being driven by Jean. She wasn’t a bad driver, just new I guess. I think I was also like that. Hahaha

Last week, I met up with my favourite girth sisters from aussie. 2/3 of them are back and well I’m just waiting for oaks to come back before we become one again. (that sounds so wrong). We had a good time chilling at chijmes and we have somewhat decided where to go for our next dinner.

I can’t really recall what else I did last week. One day was to send Joe off. This was Tuesday I still remember.

Wednesday I went to double o with Karen and Kenneth. What a weird night. And I lost my specs. Sniff… I want them back *whine*

Thursday was a blur. OHHH I think I went for a buffet with Karen and my parents. Wait… I am confused. Oh well Friday I managed to catch some of the AC people. We had dinner, and some drinks after that. Met Chi Sern for a while to wish him a happy birthday and had supper that night.

Saturday and Sunday were just spent on watching POT. Kenneth had to introduce me to that. Heheh Prince of Tennis is actually quite addictive. With my constant harassment I am quite sure Kenneth can vouch to that.

Monday and Tuesday were devoted to buffets. Monday I had a buffet in THE BUFFET (yes a very original restaurant name I must say). The food wasn’t that fantastic. Definitely not worth the money. Thank GOD we had a voucher. If not we would be paying 177 for 4 people! *gulp*

Tuesday was better. I went for an intercontinental buffet. There was a wider spread compared to Monday’s. Even mum and dad complained for Monday’s buffet. ANYWAY as I was saying, I went for the buffet with the aussie SAM ppl, well some of them. Sam, Alvina, Sharon, Jon, Janelle, Kelvin and Jiarong. As usual Jiarong was the last to finish because he was eating continuously! Jon and Sharon were happily helping themselves to the durian prata while I decided to stuff myself silly with… dessert =) I’m sure the group were amazed at my silly eating idiosyncrasy because once I came back to the table with a portion of moose, a piece of sushi and something savoury. Hahah the mixture must have grossed them out. Oh well.

Anyway time to go get the cake and celebrate his birthday. Dum deed um. I’m in a good mood. =) Maybe it’s because I’m finally meeting my close friend after such a long time.

Time to go!

~wish upon a star, ***Renzi (it’s 10.17pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:25:00 PM
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Saturday, January 15, 2005

my two fridays



yeapperz last week i went out with some of them. it was quite a time eating, drinking, and just basically chilling. my gosh. we're all getting old man. sitting down and talking. hahahaha

yesterday was another friday. hmm went out with ken-boy. we ended up at the hawker centre after walking round parkway, deciging wat to eat. hahha snacked a bit more before headign to his place to watch POT! =ppp POT POT POT.... (jus for the record, POT is prince of tennis)

okay..time to head on outta here...going to meet karen, deneng and maybe james =)

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1206hrs)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:54:00 AM
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Friday, January 14, 2005

dum dee dum

sigh jus got a msg from jon. we can't get tickets any more..BOOO....so we can't throw bottles of pee and swear at the players or the indo fans..sigh.. oh well

anyway...didn't wanna go for lunch so i asked saun to buy bread back. no appetite..had breakfast though =)

oh did a quiz...


AQUA



You enjoy life, humor, and being exuberant. Wherever you go you usually find yourself stealing the spotlight without even trying. You love to let go and have fun.




Find out your color at Quiz Me!



renzi kissed and swore @ 12:48:00 PM
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my day yesterday

there's nothing much to update, work-wise, guess i'm getting to do more. BAHHH just when i'm going to leave in 2 weeks. *shrug* no biggie for me

met up with jean, anne, and jingx at sushi tei in taka. my gosh, i think i ate quite little but i paid so much. but quality wise i think it's better than sakae. like what jean said, i'm definitely going back. one of the crucial reasons is becaus..hehe i wanna try the peach sorbet dessert by myself. i highly recommend it. oh speaking of recommendations, i'm currently doing up a website on buffets since i've been buffeting quite a bit. hehehe

after eating and walking around (I SAW THIS PAIR OF RED SHOESSSSS I WANTTTT I WANTTT!!!! sniff no money), i made my way to ken's place. hehe bugged him to watched POT and i dozed off while watching one (probably i was just beat). hahah then when kenneth sent me home, haha i made a small remark, which resulted in kenneth's reply "you have been snapping the whole night" i was like EH???? APA INI??? hmmm.. apparantly when he tried to wake me up to go home i snapped at him. hmm i was probably in a comatose (i can't friggin spell) that i didn't even recollect/realise me snapping at him. and he claimed i do that all the time when i wake up. hmmm i'm not really a nice gal when i just wake up. the bad hair, the bad breath, enough to make me grumpy... HAHAHHA warning to all who call me in the morning. even worse, i dun remember the conversation. oops

hmmm my shoulders are feeling sore for some reason. sigh. got more work to do. what to do? hehehe =) i dun mind lah..kinda. right now i'm just indifferent. just can't wait for this day to end asap. everyday's getting pretty monotonous. yawn

anyway will talk about ppl complaining that they're fat/big later...yawn...(mental note..dun tink i'm sleeping so i wun forget..bwhahaha)

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.18pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:13:00 PM
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Thursday, January 13, 2005

cancer

after i read and published in my previous entry, i decided to surf and browse through this website. well i didn't know they even had neck cancer, wtf??

Well more and more people have fallen prey to cancer. In singapore alone, according to raw statistics, the number of cases have increased by more than a startling 100% in 30 years(from 69-97)! Even for the elderly, the number of colon cancer cases have been on the rise, slowly but steadily taking over the number one killer for senior citizens (which is heart disease).

I'm sure there are natural ways of preventing cancer. Although one develops cancer, there are avenues which one can turn to. I've read a book once when i was in secondary school about this. Maybe i'll go look for it again. It was this man who accounted his daily struggles and diet as he trudged through his weary journey of cancer.

Even yesterday, uncle aloysious was talking to the owner of the shop opposite him. She mentioned that a glass of water (warm) with honey and cinnamon a day prevents cancer. wonder whether that's true eh? U.aloy didn't really bother about her because she seemed a little eccentric but hey sometimes even people who don't make sense, make sense in times of need (tat didn't really make sense does it?)

oh well... time to lumber back to my a/c director. did some more research for her. got a meeting again later!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.06am)

haha went for dinner with u.aloy, his wife, mum and dad because i had to meet dad to collct keys from him. hahah stupid silly me forgot my keys so...hehehe...

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:58:00 AM
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Steady Diet of Red Meat Increases Colon Cancer Risk

TUESDAY, Jan. 11 (HealthDayNews) -- Eating a lot of red meat and processed meats such as salami and pastrami over a long period of time can increase your risk of colon cancer, researchers report.

A 20-year study of more than 148,000 adults aged 50 to 74 found those with the highest consumption of those meats were 50 percent more likely to develop cancer in the lower colon than those with the lowest consumption. The report appears in the Jan. 12 issue of the Journal of the American Medical Association.

This is not a groundbreaking finding, said Dr. Michael J. Thun, head of epidemiological research at the American Cancer Society.

"There have been 20 such studies looking at the relationship between consumption of red or processed meat and colorectal cancer, and most have shown a greater risk in people with higher consumption," he said. "But this is the largest study that I'm aware of so far, and it adds substantially to the available evidence about the relationship."

The study defined high consumption of red meat as eating at least three ounces a day for men, or two ounces a day for women. High consumption of processed meat was defined as eating it five or six days a week for men, two or three days a week for women.

The risk for those people was 50 percent higher than for those who ate red or processed meat no more than three times a week. Long-term consumption of poultry and fish was associated with a lower risk of colon cancer.

Those are numbers that could be important to the followers of the Atkins diet, which encourages consumption of meats, Thun said.

"The Atkins diet became popular just recently, so no one knows the health effects long-term," he said. "But the accumulating evidence that a diet high in red meat or processed meat increases the risk of colon cancer indicates that it would certainly be undesirable to remain on the Atkins diet long-term."

But meat consumption is "not in the same scale" with other risk factors for cancer, Thun added. Smoking is the most obvious example, but he cited two other factors most people do not always associate with cancer -- obesity and physical inactivity.

"High meat consumption is associated with at most a 50 percent increased risk for cancer of the lower colon," Thun said. "Obesity doubles the risk for all colorectal cancer, as does lack of physical activity."

The society's recommendations for risk reduction include maintaining a healthy body weight and regular physical activity. Screening by such methods as an annual fecal occult blood test, colonoscopy every 10 years and flexible sigmoidoscopy every five years is recommended for those over 50.

While Thun said he does not regard himself as a model, when questioned about diet he said, "I haven't eaten red meat for quite a while."

A more cautious approach is taken by Dr. Steven H. Zeisel, who is the American Institute of Cancer Research professor of nutrition at the University of North Carolina, Chapel Hill.

The study findings point to the need for a controlled trial that would assign people to different diets and follow them for years, he said. Since such a trial is not in prospect, he recommends moderation.

"Moderating red meat intake makes sense in terms of reducing the risk of colon cancer," Zeisel said. "But I don't think that anybody says that eating red meat now and then would increase the risk of cancer. There's no need to become a vegan or make drastic changes in diet. I would be moderating my intake a little more than I would have moderated before."

More information

A guide to colorectal cancer and its prevention is offered by the Memorial Sloan-Kettering Cancer Center.


renzi kissed and swore @ 10:53:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 12, 2005

ARGH ANOTHER BOO-BOO

i can't believe it did it but i did it. sigh...

oh well...TOMORROW WILL HAVE NO SCREW UPS!!!!
stupid renee, stupid gal..

renzi kissed and swore @ 5:50:00 PM
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yawn

i didn't finish lunch (didn't have a full meal) but i feel soo sleepy. this is bad. going for a meeting soon, wake up renee!!! argh

anyway went for 2 buffets consecutively. feeling pretty guilty right now. hahaha have decided to set up a website on food. =)

hmmm tired sia...going to meet wee late at night to catch up. i need to energyyy...i'm lumbering around again today..ulgh..

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2.37pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:36:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 11, 2005

the end-o-e-year party


renzi kissed and swore @ 12:54:00 AM
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Monday, January 10, 2005

new year's eve at joe's


renzi kissed and swore @ 11:55:00 PM
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mada mada dane

i'm not yet done!!! i wanna watch some more of the damn anime!!! sniff...bahhhh....

anyway going for dinner with persis, mum and dad. karen rufused to go because she's paiseh..chey! self-proclaimed serogate daughter eh? basket.

prob going home after that to do up some photos. =) may have to see the doc. she called me just now again. sigh. need to get another dose of antibiotics. bleah

dum dee dum... =)

prince of tennis

click on Echizen Ryoma if you wanna get to the webbie..ARGH i'm such a junkie!!!

well note from the devil: for all those who are bored or have just graduated, go waste your time on this. it's good stuff =)

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 6.17pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:15:00 PM
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i am a prodigy

HAHAHAHA think i've been watching too much prince of tennis. stupid boys keep talking about it. when kenneth finally made me watch it on saturday (spent the whole day with him heheh), i got hooked!! argghhh

hahaa anyway i'm a prodigy. i noe that..... i'm a prodigy for sleeping and making excuses.. HUR HUR HUR....

hmmm i did something silly on friday. haven't told kenneth. tink he'll scold me =p karen thought was daft doign that....SIGH I NOEEEEEE...argggh!!

hmmm need to go to the doc again..sian..

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.16pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:18:00 PM
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Friday, January 07, 2005

having lunch rite now

well asked adeline to TA-BAO lunch back for me because i had rush through a job. stupid a/c director left me and my gm with all the shit. well we're picking the mess after her but i guess this job's going to be completed soon..hope the client doesn't rush me agn..

anyway the chilli sauce is...yummyyy...spicyyyyyy think my stomach is going to burn again..arggghh... hope i dun fall asleep so soon later...

hmm jus realised something...about us in general. we dun compliment one another tt much? why is that so? is the excuse "no time" a relevant factor (note the word excuse)? i tink we get too caught up with the happenings around us, the expectations that society has dictated or placed in front of us. well...i shall say some nice things to some ppl...maybe even mum. i wun for dad, well can't because i dun have his mobile number =p

time to finish up my food and wait for myu gm =p

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2.18pm)



renzi kissed and swore @ 2:13:00 PM
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yesterday was another bad day

i really hope i am a help more than a hindrance in rapp. sigh... i jus felt so incompetent yesterday. yesterday veenu handed over some jobs that i was supposed to follow up. but it was already late and the client was jus pressing and taking it out on me. traffic/creative were also unhappy. middlemen always get the shit, and the intern gets the most shit. wah laooo YUAN WANG AH!!!! guess it's just one of those days. and something else happened.

yesterday i had to rush in a cab to pass my colleague something. i asked the uncle before i got into the cab whether i could pay my mastercard (because once again i ran out of money), he agreed so i hopped in. when we arrived at tiong bahru, he wasn't familiar with the mastercard system and apparantly i couldn't pay with master. then he shook his head and said "(sigh) nevermind lah nevermind llah, just go ok" and he was close to tears!

i told him "ah?? then how?" he kept saying nevermind nevermind, and he really was almost choking. sigh...so i told him to wait for me while i rushed up to pass my colleague something, AND withdraw money. by the time i ran back to the taxi stand, he was gone... =( uncleeeeeee...whyyyyyy.... i feel damn bad lah.!!

wa laoo...do ppl cheat taxidrivers (or i would like to call uncles) , like him, so often that they resign their fate like tat.? sniff...

feeling so bad...guess the only highlight was eating with the guys in parkway. finally got to meet stephen's gf. wasn't whom i expected but guess i'm happy for him. =)

hmmm hope today will be a better day...well..IT WILL!!!! =) anddd i shall conveniently quote from chen hoe "hardship build character!" hahahah

have a great weekend everyone!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.18am)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:18:00 AM
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Thursday, January 06, 2005

this pack of noodles are SPICY

ohh lahhh lahhh....my stomch is burnbing, i'm gasping of air....stupid wan tan noodles. argh i still can't eat spicy food ....i've become aussified! =p

anyway the office is queit with the occasional phone calls made by carrine.

going to do some work before i meet ken, and prob jon. hahah we're going to play mini golf. hope the plan comes thru.

hmm....anyway on monday i went out for dinner with my favourite aussie gals (also affectionately known as the girth sisters...where's oaks!!!??!) hahah it was quite a nice time (not the dinner though) catching up and even drinking in chijmes. we're prob going to meet up again next week, hopefully *crosses fingers*

tuesday we went to send joe off. guess i'll see him when i go back. hopefully i'm not tat busy this semester. bUTTT i noe i'll be a little less preoccupied because i've no other commitments!!! WHOOO!!! i just wanna be an ordinary international student this year and MAYbe get better grades! i'm keeping my fingers crossed for that.

yesterday i went for dinner with karen. had a good heart-to-heart chat session with my best buddy. =) i love her to bits, think she knows that too. gal i love you!!! *muakz*** then kenneth came to join us at chinatown point. we watched him eat his dinner while we bitched about the service in swensons.

NEVER GO TO SWENSON'S in chinatown point. the waitresses are just so unmotivated. their service was VERY SLOW (they seemed to be lumbering around aimlessly) AND to make matter worse, they burnt kenneth's food which resulted in a longer wait for an alternative dish. very disappointing visit because that place is pretty desserted. the least we could get was prompt srevice. oh well. AND stupid ken didn't wanna complain, fearing that he would get extra ingredients in his food.sheesh! i wish tina were here, she would prob have BBQ-ed them.

ALSO since i'm talking about service, NEVER GO TO BILLY BOMBERS in century square. the waiters can't seem to get your orders rght. the waiters seem so blur and unsure of everything!!! to make matters worse, we got our bill wrong THREE TIMES. bleah!!!

hmmm anyway i'm praying for milo to come into the office. i wanna ask him about the ipod. i'm doing some window shopping for it. i wanna get one for someone =)

SNIFFF i haven't finished my tragic story about yesterday. WAAA it's prob one of the worst days in a while. just a bad day i guess.

i dropped my specs (my FAVOURITE PAIR MIND YOU) in the club while dancing with karen. sigh.... looks like i have to fork out money to buy aother pair. i can't really stand wearing my other pair of specs because it's too heavy. YESHHH i'm a ku niang at heart sniff

i want my specs backkkk *whine* holds sentimental value ...

anyway time to start working, after i brush me teeth

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.45pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:33:00 PM
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interesting email

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renzi kissed and swore @ 12:09:00 PM
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"you know you're old when you yawn in a club"

hahaha went out with kenneth, his rugger friends and karen in double o yesterday =p feeling the aftermath of it now...ulgh...i got so much to do!!

better get crackin!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:44:00 AM
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Wednesday, January 05, 2005

i hope i make sense

I shall attempt, with my limited capacity of the English Language, to voice out what I personally feel and think.

I do feel for the victims who have suffered or died in this recent disaster. I am sad for the lives that have been innocently and easily swept away and killed. I don’t think I can even imagine what they were thinking just before they were washed off so simply and quickly.

I also feel for the friends and family members who remember and grieve for those who have died. These are the people whom deserve more than material goods, nor money.

Another batch of people whom I sympathize with are those worrying for the safety of those who still have no news. Or worse, giving up hope after the agonizing count of each minute.

However I have noticed only after a huge calamity would people sit down and realize how precious life is, how the people whose lives were claimed were pleasant, lovely. Now isn’t that too late? Why do we always wait till nothing can be done before we start to see the light? Why do we have to wait till there’s no turning back? Why do we always have to realize something a little too late? Why do I see that in myself and the people around me? Why do we have to realize we love someone only after we sever contact with them? Why do we have that much pride?

ALSO It’s also scary to see how massive a mishap has to be to ‘attract’ the attention of people. So what constitutes a calamity? One person dying? Or do numbers have to be evidence for a tragedy?

It saddens me, really, to see how we have evolved as humans. Nothing can shake us that much.. One incident will eventually harden us to be indifferent. Each happening has to be even bigger to distress us. Aren’t we as humans supposed to feel? That is what separates us from animals.
So have we become indifferent to the feelings, the happenings and the people around us?

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:00:00 PM
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renzi shall

NOT SWEAR... renzi shall not swear, renzi shall not swear

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:22:00 PM
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let me wallow in self-pity for a while

hmm just went to see a doc, NOOOO wait, i went to see TWO doctors. i went to the first clinic next to my usual clinic because it was closed. however, this old INDIAN doctor was so slow, JUDGEMENTAL and hard to understand that i told him that i wanted a second opinion. that IDIOT charged me friggin 20 bucks for consultation!!!! fuck man! no wonder he has no patients. tsk... he kept making conclusions without proof and he was SO SURE he was right. tsk. ppl like that ought to be shot because i almost cried there and then in front of him.

bastard, fucker, dickhead.

then i took a cab down to siglap for my second opinion. it was actually closed BUT i begged the nurse to let me be the last patient.

well all's settled, for the moment. but i guess i just had a horrible afternoon. ulgh. missed my bus, took 3 cabs, spent almost 70 bucks just on medicine and two consultations. sigh... my 500 will be gone very soon. i foresee it.

hahaha i wish i were rich, don't we all eh?

but consolation was i went for a studio recording for an ad so tat was interesting. AND i'm goin to have a meeting with one of my account director. will be working with her for a while i guess...

time to meet her!

argh i need to pee again!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2.45pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:32:00 PM
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Tuesday, January 04, 2005

reflections, recollections and reminiscences

skimmed through a few blogs and some are looking back at 2004. wow. let me also try to recall, yes it's pretty late but hey better late than never, what happened in 2004.

JAN
started off the year with... swimming with the spice gals. well 3/5 of them at least. jean was pissed at me (i remember) and jx n myself went over to her place at the end of the day. *shrug*

hahaha surprised jean on her birthday which resulted in her crying. I LOVE SPRINGING SURPRISES =)

did i work?

a/c to jon's blog, we went to KL in jan. did we?? thought it was in dec03? *shrug*

FEB
tina flew over to visit my granz. i spent quite a bt of time with her.

paid for karen's tattoo. think it'll be my first and last time seeing someone scar him/herself in front of me haahha

went out on valentine's day with jon, dr, tina and kenneth. hahah we ended up at swenson's where tina was being bitchy to the waitor/manager for the horrid service

MARCH
mama passed away. had to fly back for the funeral

in the process i missed most of the interviews for MUISS. couldn't choose my own gen comm members

team-building camp, which was a success! =) the group had fun, that's all i know. most went well.

APRIL
ahhh my birthday. went to gippsland with byron, alvina and charms. remember coming back with a lot more than the initial load. =p fancy shopping in the subs. bleah!

MAY
ken was already in melbourne. had a great time with him, finally was able to catch up and settle a couple of differences

hahah cried in the airport when he left =p

JUNE
exams...

had a clubbing session which resulted in me getting pissed drunk in fron of my frens for the first time. hahaha danny reminded me that i kept screaming i didn't want to be a gal. hahah

had a confrontation with my dear lovely ladies (charms n alvina). but we settled everything.

went to sydney with charms. and spent 5 whole days with her =) i wanna go on a hol with her again. she's so like me, damn relak jack.

JULY
AHHHhh..came back to singapore for 2 weeks. spent my time mainly with my 3 sides of the MJ table (jean, ken, karen) spent more than 1k then. ulgh! what did i do man??

AUGUST
stressful season. had bouts of depression hahah

first... SAM ball, which sucked. well i thought it did. didn't enjoy myself because i didn't drink too much

second... MCF. had a gruelling 4 days. it was finally over before i knew it.

MMN... was pissed drunk and i heard a lot of stories about that.

SEPTEMBER
can't recall much. catching up on my work.

OCTOBER
blisss..it was handover periods. stepped down from MUISS, showed my first video to everyone

NOVEMBER
exams

spent quality time with my dear alvina. almost teared when i left her.

came back to singapore. was pissed at kenneth

DECEMBER
started working at rapp collins

suppers with the guys

chilling with karen, jon teo, jean, etc...

hahahha xmas celebrations with the spice gals, family...

more suppers...

NYE celebration which topped off everything =)

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hahaha wow one year has passed. although the memories and dreary of the tsunami tragedy still lingers, i hope this year will be a better year.

i need to exercise more!!! gained 3 kg since i came back! HAHAHAH...stupid suppers... =)

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.54pm)

time to get back to work!

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Sunday, January 02, 2005

a year has jus passed in a flash

someone once told me on my 21st birthday that once a person reaches adulthood (ie 21 years old) life flashes in a jiffy. i hav to agree. argh!

it's a new year and i'm not going to make a list of resolutions like wat i normally do every year. i shall set a reachable goal, and try to stick to it. next year this time, think i'll look back and hopefully i'd be able to laugh and be satisfied with the results.

hmmm wat did i do for the past few days??

new year's eve

went to joe's place after lunch with the family. spent the rest of the day/night/morning there, just eating, chilling and singing. hahaha dozed off halfway while the guys were screaming at the top of their voices. waqs just so beat. haha could see ken also dozing off.

met some of the ac ppl there. weiquan, deborah, fannie and constance. hahah had a short chat with fannie and my GOSHHHhh..sigh heard from her something depressing but oh well hopefully it's just a phase for this friend of mine.

heard stories from yivette (argh dunno how to spell her name) and mandy on the night i got pissed with close to 20 glasses of wine. hahah how i was talking rubbish and apparantly i was VERY TALKATIVE! haahaha how embarrassing.

anyway stayed over and today...i went to jingxi's place to jus chill with the spice gals. watched some shows, dozed off and we had...*drool**** beef hor fun, beef sang mee, or lua and some miscell. food stuff. yuumm.. all i'm craving for is................... hahah frog leg porridge. anyone game for that??

30th dec

can't remember much. argh think i went to jean's place to chill. watched two movies before i met joe, jon and ken to watch meet the fockers. hahah this show is better than the first. "ASSSS-HOOOOOO" arggh the baby's just sooo adorable!!!

had our dinner at billy bombers in tampines. NEVER GO THERE. very bad service, the kid waiters are so unsure of what they were serving ANDDDD they got our bill wrong THRICE! wtf!

oh yeah we had supper as well at geylang. joe was driving ken, andrew, weihao, ken and myself. hahaha we told him not to drive like a madman after eating. but well didn't tink he heard us. argh!

yeapperz. taht's about it for my updates.

29th dec

had the party in church. and we had the privilege to see three guys shake their BOOOTIEESS! hahaha ben can shake his arse too! =) looks like st hilda's not only can EAT, we can shake as well! =)

the party was pretty much a success. the food was gone in prob one round. WARRAAAOOO...

anyway time to sleep. and maybe chat with ken for a wile.


renzi kissed and swore @ 1:51:00 AM
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