Tuesday, November 30, 2004
highlight for the weekend
AIKS!!!! i wanted to make persis a great surprise video gift so i skipped church to rush down to commonwealth to meet my cousin's church friends to capture their greetings on video. after the short meeting with her friends, i went back to church. whilst i was looking for a lot in church, i SCRATCHED...wait, i scraped off a piece of paint from my dad's car!!! =p i showed it to jon, derong and gang and....they were pretty amazed/appalled at the disaster. =p was worrying my lunch away and decided to come back early to break the news to my parents.
moral of the story: dun skip church. as the song goes "god is watching us, god is watching us..." ARGH...
BUUUT well thank goodness my dad didn't make a big fuss. all he did was sigh and tell me mum "what to do...things like that happen" *bewildered!!!***
yeapperz...then i spent my afternoon sleeping. wasn't feeling too weelll.. think it was because of the shock i went through. haha but at night i had to accompany my granz to a funeral. spent about 5 hours at jas' place. =p
was very grumpy by the end of the day. think it's because of my constant sneezing and my mum's friends' comments. well i dun like reunions, for various reasons. ESPECIALLY with my mum's frends. all they do is compare.
"oh isn't monash's ranking MUCH lower than melbourne uni?"
"oh my daughter is well doing her honours in psychology (expectant look), so wat are YOU doing?"
yawn...save me the crap, when's ur funeral?
speaking of funerals, i can't wait for my own. i can't stand and cannot take funerals. i see people cryng and it makes me wanna tear as well. i can't cry man.. *shrug*
anyway...today was another horrid day. long story. all i can say is it started off with my granz nagging, then my granz nagging, then my aunt, cousin and granz screaming at each other, then my granz SCREAMING AT ME for no apparent reason, and ended off with both my dad and myself ignoring each other. yawn...
sometimes i can't stand my family, extended family and what have you. well as they say you can't choose your family.
tomorrow's going to be a better day. well how bad can it be when i'm going to meet mr elias. then again, shit happens. when a bird shits, the rest of the jungle comes rushing to dump their business at you too. bleah.
hopefully the medicine the doc gave me works. i've taken medicine and i expect to have a good sleep. tomorow i shall run it off!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.55am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Sunday, November 28, 2004
my room's very dim
i dun like the condition of my room but...i've gotta live with this shit anyway. *shrug* hmmm
went out with karen but...hahha she's lazy to upload the photos so well i shall get the photos uploaded tomorrow...
after blading with her in the morning, i went for bak kut teh with the family. on my way to some funny location around jalan basar, i took some photos with ray, and aunty (my maid).
hahaha stupid ray didn't wanna smile. bleah!
took a photo with mum at that BKT place where i made friends with this drink lady, for some reason. hahah my granz actually thought i knew her for a couple of years!! i dunno whether mum looks young. karen claims she looks younger than her age...any takers for how old she is?
after the lunch, i took the car out to meet kee, christie and janz. hahah i think we ate quite a bit. =) we had a 'snack' at newton. we ate stingray, poh piah, rojak and i had a HUGE coconut. i wonder where else sells BETTER stingray though. =p anyway after that snack session, we headed to the city hall area where we settled down at one fullerton. we had a cake each...yummm and janz couldn't help but MMMMMMM her way into her cake! =p
yes it was PURE INDULGENCE yummm
taken in the cafe. stupid cafe doesn't serve bloody plain water (*$&#*(@$
doesn't christie look like some star? =)
hahah jan was worried the backdrop would be ugly...well our big heads covered everything!
the last photo for the outing.. =) hahahha think christie thinks i'm full of shit right now..hehehe
hahhaa while driving back, i met jean and well was tempted to go to church. went to church for a while and i was quite trigger happy again...hehhe
oh well..time to go...time to sleep...hahaha =) anyway before i go...i'm very upset...ppl think i'm wild. i'm very wild meh? think i'm super guai lOR!!!!!!! basket... a few ppl did mention that i'm quite wild. wa laoo..if i'm wild, then...what about.....gal 1, gal 2...hahaha names have been changed to protect the individuals' privacies.
*shrug*
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.41am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Friday, November 26, 2004
i hope i remember wat i did...
damn...i wish i got the HR job that dennis offered..hehe now i'm jus very picky on the jobs that i wanna do. izzy offered a job that is hard to resist...80 bucks per day...hmm...
right now i'm jus sending resumes to variouz companies..guess i'll call izzy tomorrow to confirm working for him..sigh... i wanna hard job... i dun like easy simple jobs, i want stressss... hahha yes..dennis, my agent thinks i'm wierd..but...stress=improvement, progress!!
oh well..
tues
i managed to well hehe get ken's attention. had dinner with him. tat was prob one of the rare times that i met him for the past week. we had crystal jade, again... =) yummmmmm...
tues
had dinner with geok pei....at tampines mall. hahaha i was supposed to go watch two movies by myself...BUTTTT it started to rain so i accidentally went to sleep. *shudder* i woke up in tears!!!!
brought karen to the open air place in tampines after dinner at fish&co and gelare. turned out she didn't know about this place!!!
met kenneth for a short while. bought him supper. hehe while waiting for him, i amused myself by walking around and immersing myself with the sights, smells and sounds of the local pasar malam. yummm..there was food....food and MORE FOOODDD...
Thurs
met jaime for breakfast. was very late. for once i was glad she was also late. =p we had maccas before heading to SB for a drink. jaime made a comment that once a SB partner always a SB partner..very very true. we then decided to watch "the incredibles" which was a damn good move because the movie was GOOD!! much better than sharks tale!!!
i then met shaun to catch up. we had lunch (that was my second lunch) then for some unknown reason, we ended up in ya kun and sat at the SAME spot and chatted. hahahha i love chatting with shaun. we talked about ...LOVE again, hehe and food. hahah i realised i've been eating a lot, and he did comment about it =) heheh i tink i scared him by my eating antics.
hmm had dinner with chris and karen. then karen had to rush off to meet another friend so chris and myself sat ourselves in TCC in orchard cine and chatted and chatted and chatted. i actually enjoy tokin to ppl who are older than me. we talked about secondary school days, advertisements and advertising. he totally psyched me up about working in an ad firm. hope all the resume-sending didn't go down the drain..sigh
Friday (TODAY)
hahha met grace for lunch. heheh she asked me why i wanted to come back for the hols..hehe then we walked around before she had to go back to work.
then i met jon teo for a while. caught up with him...treated him lunch, it was my second lunch again. had tea at coffee club and we talked till i had to meet alvin.
met alvin..we discussed what we should for persis' birthday. heheh then i decided to come home. alvin was actually very surprised i ate so much. ooops...
when i was with him i had dessert, and a bun. when i left him, i dropped by bedok because i had cravings. i satisfied myself with one cup corn and...a taiwanese sausage. upon reaching home, i called karen out and then we went for supper. our first stop...siglap. we both had a banana split...then we decided to go to bedoik north. we had bak chor mee and...chicken wings. stupid gal ate more than me!!! hahahha talk about eating too much!
nobody should put us together. we would prob eat the house down. i'm amazed at how skinny that woman is! i well...i blame it on her family's good genes #**^&*^(* oh well... i can't have everything eh? hehehe
ok..time to go..i need to bathe and sleep...tired and drained from the few days...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.19am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004
22nd November
hahah my day lasted for about 12 hours..yawn.
i sent por por to the national eye center. she didn't want me to wait for persis' mum and she insisted on me taking the same cab to my destination so..*shrug*
i chatted with the taxi driver and we talked about speaking good chinese. obviously i couldn't hold a proper conversation with him. nonetheless it was good and i wanted to take a photo of him. he was quite shy though..
i went for one job interview before meeting ah-pa =) nice to see him, although some things just don't change. stupid jon...can't smile properly or pose properly for that matter!!!
we had chicken rice while jon conveniently picked on my food. hahaha stupid prick wanted to "lose weight" hehehe... anyway he begged us to let him cut his hair so sherwin and myself relented. sherwin and myself were chatting about aussie idol...we both couldn't believe casey won...wow!!!
hahaha jon wasn't the only one who cut his hair. apparently even sherwin cut his hair. i wondered how he looked like before the haircut. *ponder* shaochang came to join us and we then went to watch a crap show called SAW. a terribly b grade movie with only a tinge of originality. jon thgouht it wasn't too bad... eeks. we had dinner at crystal jade before heading to europa for a few drinks. i had to leave the guys to meet izzy for...well just to catch up.
on my way to meet izzy, i met ah boon and karen. HAHAHA i couldn't recognise karen because she cut her hair. =) anyway i arranged to have a MJ session with her soon so..heheh =)
finally i met izzy. he greeted me with a compliment, usual, and we had dinner (well my second dinner) at yoshi in cine. we wanted to catch a movie but...oh well...there were no movies to watch because it was almost 10pm. so we decided to go to his place. we walked past lee kuan yew's house where there were guards stationed outside the gates. izzy was pretty scared of them dudes with the nasty looking guns and he forbad me to take photos with them (i was being cheeky ehehhe) oh well. anyway had ice cream while watching a stupid movie. in the intervals or the boring parts of the movie, we chatted a bit. well even after the movie i was reluctant to go home but oh well... hahha
that's about it for my day. tiring but fun...i wonder what tomorrow has in store for me. =)
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.12am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Monday, November 22, 2004
decisions stupid blogger...stupid computer...stupid everything...bleah... argh..jus feeling like crap today. it can't be a case of PMS because...i just know it. bahh...anyway i typed one long entry..lazy to retype it. basically, i'm going to the hospital with por por, then i'm meeting jon, then izzy. and byron called me. hmm should i go over to china for the holiday/working experience? hahah basically he asked me to find out for him about some matters because he wants to open a cafe style coffee place. and hmm he did mention and asked me whether i wanted to come over for the hols...interesting... time to go now..feeling like shit for some reason..argh
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 12.13pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Sunday, November 21, 2004
sianz jus walked back from starbucks...wanted to have supper on my own but realised i spent my last few dollars on a SB drink so..*shrug* walked home quite unsatisfied. going to meet jon teo tomorrow for lunch....and izzy for some drinks tomorro =) whoo!!! hahaha i planned my week already. and ... chatted with rencong and jon leong for about 30 minutes each, in SB. can't wait to see ren-ren man.. =) time to sleep...need to wake up early and i still feel sick... fuck man... ~wish upon a star, RENZI (it's 11.36pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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my second day in Singapore
my day summarised in photos
after church i picked up jean and had lunch with jingxi and anne at thai express.
we then headed off to have dessert at gelare...i think i had about 4 scoops of ice cream. i need to exercise...sigh... anyway was talking to the gals about life in aussie again and basically talking rot. we decided we concluded it was dump-the-girlfriend day because ian called jingxi to inform her that he couldn't meet her, anne didn't wanna meet ben and as for myself...well stupid boy has to study so.. =) hahah i even heard some guys are ...taking bets on...hmm this boy. oi you guys ahh!!! so mean lor. it doesn't mean anything even if his girlfriend (er..tat's me) is back for a holiday lor..heheh
i took the gals out for a spin before driving jean and company back to her place. i then drove down town to meet weiqiang. on my way there...i decided to take a photo in the car (my first day driving heheh)
i met weiqiang and we chatted for a bit after shopping. i had to buy shampoo and conditioner because there's just NO SHAMPOO for me. mum's using some hair growth shampoo and dad's using anti-dandruff shampoo. do i look like i need more hair???? no way hosei~~~~
anyway we walked past the wisma/taka stretch where it was the last day of the busker's festival. there weren't that much buskers, prob due the weather so... that was that. i noticed quite a few rafflessians though. RJC is pretty active in supporting such an event.
i heard that the decoration sucked this year so i had to see it for myself (i had to drive along orchard to go home anyway...so..yeah.).. it sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
time to go to marine parade. my parents are going for a wake so...guess they'll drop me off.
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 7.37pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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my first day back home =)
hahaha i arrived at about 5am and it was pouring. what a start to my holidays. well reached home took a shower and was fighting the temptation to call kenneth. i finally relented. turned out he wanted to pick me up but hahha he couldn't wake up. spent the morning with him before i took off to parkway.
my second cab for the holiday
i was in a fairly good mood so i decided to take a photo in the cab. the cabsy driver prob thought i was crazy!
i met karen who accompanied me for a meal with my family. upon prior request, my parents pickde the indonesian restaurant for lunch. hehehe we had quite a good meal before we spilt up to go to the marine parade starbucks for a catch up session. =) the rest of the troup had to go for some picnic.
hehehe.... we caught up, i showed photos to my best fren before we headed to parkway. we walked around. karen bought some make-up =) heheh she decided to go home so i called kenn and we had YA KUN. i had some tea while kenneth topped himself up with his daily dosage of coffee. he claimed that he needed to study later during the night so..*shrug*
took this with karen while walking around.
hehe....went home with kenneth for a while before going for supper =) saw sze hao, derong and jon there.. hahah had my bomb (do they call it that?) and curry. was feeling sick after that so i slept all the way from simpang back to my place. gotta thank kenneth for sending me back =)
anyway tat was my day yesterday. hehehe.... i'm prob going to starbucks again, later, to do some reading =) i'll prob read one of my literature textbooks =)
hahaha oh yeah..showed mum my pierced ear and...of coruse i told her about my brazilian. i offered both karen and mum to pay to have a brazilian at the same time but they declined my offer...oh well =)
time to go now.... =) more updates after i upload more photos!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 7.04pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
well i'm home
well i'm home and i dun feel any diff. i wonder whether i'm supposed to feel any diff anyway. my flight was tiring. got to sleep a little, watched one and a half movies before i landed.
one irritating baby was crying and screaming. thank god after a while, he quietened down, or maybe i increased the volume of my headset...hehehe
i watched "the notebook"... i heard many ppl cried but...it wasn't tt sad leh...or maybe i hardened my heart before watching this. hehe i dun like to cry in movies. wait...i dun like to cry PERIOD.
oh well...deciding what i should do at 7.09am. i woke my maid up because i rang the doorbell. stupid cabsy driver took a long route. hey mr..i may have jus come back from somewhjere but i still noe my directions in spore!! when he started driving in a diff direction, i asked him "er...uncle...isn't this way a longer way?" then he started to stumble with his words...TMD!
hahahhal...okay..i shall go talk to my maid for a while...and decide where to go..maybe i'll go to starbucks..
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 7.03am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Friday, November 19, 2004
i'm so glad this computer is working...
bahh...jus now i logged on to a computer which backspace, enter, and space bar (the most impt keys) were spoilt. i was actually typing, or well attempting to type an entry which had no space, no paragraphs...thank god i had enough brains to go back to the attendant who was nice enough to offer me another card.
anyway...i have about a few more minutes left before i board the plane. having mixed feelings. i want and dun wanna go back. sighh...when i hugged alvina just now i almost cried. sighhh
oh well...we'll see each other very soon.
i also called a couple of ppl like alv, may, kee, bryan, charms, Sm, sharon....some didn't pick up theoir phone )*$#&*@($ oh well..looks like i'll have to see them when...whenever i guess...
sighh...
time to board the plane...hope the plane doesn't crash!!!
~wish upon A star, ***renzi (it's 12.07am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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in a few hours time...
wow...i can't believe i'm going back. sigh...now i really am dreading to go back. yes i'm a fickle bitch but....buttt.... i'll miss my gals here. i'll miss oaks, alv, charms and SM...sighhhhh
anyway my aunt will be coming down to pick me up anytime soon...sigh...
yeah...so if i dun type an entry today...i'll be back in spore by tomorrow 6am...(if the plane doesn't crash and all goes well)
had a nice 'last supper' with victor, drew, ivan and alv...oh well....sighh
~wish upon a star, RENZI (it's 3.58pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Thursday, November 18, 2004
what shall i do today?
hehehe i'll probably be... (hahaha was almost going to type "studying"... my gosh!!! i've been programmed to keep writing that...)... staying at home. this way i wouln't spend money. besides i need to get some things sorted out.
i need to email lisa because mum's bugging me to. i wanna send her a card to congratulate her on damian but...i dun have her address. anyway wat should i buy for her kid? hmmm what is useful for a baby and is suitable for a baby? hmmm milk powder? a pacifier? *shrug*
karen's asking me whether i wanna buy vic secrets products because there's a sale...but it's in US!! hahahha we're prob going to get a few gals to get them so it's cheaper? hahahha
oh yesterday went out with keith sam and alvina. we went to chapel, bourke, and brunswick to look for a present for keith's gf. couldn't find anything.
Alvina n myself discussing what we should do
we thought the "zoolander" look suited us the best
AND we went to smith street to get keith's crumpler bag. I WANT ONE TOO!!!!! hehehe and i wanna customise my own!!!! well when i leave for aus i'll go get one! but i need a good design. should i put renzi? or wat? hmmm *ponders*
sighhh....
so many things to buy and so little money. SPEAKING OF SO LITTLE MONEY...sigh...we just got out electricity bill. it amounted up to close to 2k!!! FAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRKKKKKK....seriously AGL is fucking scrwed up. they sent us a bulk bill and sent us a mass generated apology letter. fuck man....i need to ask for money again...arghh...
fuck man.... bleah....
anyway i'm going to 'beatify' me blog. see what i can do with it... =)
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.44am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
installing programs now...
hahaha jason just reformated my computer and well i jus need to install some more programs before my computer can be up and running properly.
anyway let me pen down what i've been doing for the past few days...
Sunday: Dinner at Pacific House
YESHHH....ryan, grace, danny, bryan, charms, jason, SM, CS and myself went for dinner at WONG KUM (i like to call it that) hahah... we had...*Drum Roll* LOBSTER for dinneerrrr.....and two wong kum dishes...bryan commented that other reestaurants like warrus and new royal garden has this dish but nothing beats Pacific house. the overall price wasn't too bad also. 25 bucks!!! wheeee!!! =) a satisfying meal and what danny said was true that if we don't eat in school for 2 days, we can afford a meal in pacific house....DEEP indeed confusious....
that was the highlight for the day. dropped by charms' place to chat and reformat the computer..wheee
satisfying meal at the pacific house...recommended place by renzi
Monday: Window Shopping in the City
Nothing much to add. just that i'm pretty broke now. didn't do much shopping. bought stuff for alv's xmas present though.hahahha =)
anddd...we had a CRAPPY japanese meal. we walked past this stall in between two blocks of shophouses and decided to try the food there because it looked authentic. oh well. all i can say is LOOKS CAN BE BLOODY DECIEVING...bleah.... and it was pretty steep for horrible food!
Tuesday: Lazing around at first!
hahah yesterday was well... just a lazy tuesday afternoon. i went to tighten my braces in the morning and he apologisssed because he tightened 3 mths worth. sigh...couldn't eat much. oh well *shrug*
after tightening my braces i decided to come home instead of going to the gym. hehe alv and myself jus lazed around for the whole day. we watched a movie and started meddling with photoshop. hahaha we made each other very ugly and laughed at each other's masterpieces. =)
oaky was sweet to drop by and she gave me a hug in case i dun see her until she gets back from singapore. ARGGHHH i'll miss my sweet, girthy SATC girlfriends man. sigh..they'll all be graduating this year. sniffles... AND that's one of the reasons why i dun really wanna go back now. i'm not tat excited to go home now. sigh... =( was jus thinking about it in the shower just now...snifff
oh yeah....anyway ivan and i collaborated to surprise alvina once again, for her belated birthday. they surprised kelvin (because he is also a november baby) then andrew called me twice to "ask [me] to come over" hahhaha well i tink i'm quite a good actressss. i was lamenting to alv why drew had to call me during OC. but anyway i ran back and excitedly asked alvina to go over. poor gal fell twice in the process of walking to no7. oops..! sorry gal! but it was a fun night...chilling...drinking...playing MJ, malaysian style. IT"S DAMN EASY...and easy to win =) hehehe
well a night to remember....who was there...? sam, keith, yicheng, jiarong, rachel, victor, ivan, drew, kelvin, kexin, kelvin, derrick, and a few others...(aikz..i can't remember names well))
the seascape bunch..with the hats!!!
hahahah alvina and myself
yeap..so these were my few days worth. wow...it's so fast. i can even smeel lll singapore now. i dun wanna go home!!!!! =(((
time to go... i need to collect my com ppr...maybe find out what i should do next year and go to muiss and sign certificates for the MCF volunteers...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.44am)
WHOO!! finally went to the gym!
renzi kissed and swore @
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Monday, November 15, 2004
my day was tiring...
hahaha went out with alv today. we jus kept walking and walking and walking. fort he first time, she had a better sense of direction than me. AIKZ! hehehe...
anyway i din get anyclothes or anything...sigh...no moneyy...wish i were on a scholarship. then i can spend...WHEEE!!! oh well
prior to the window shopping in richomond, chapel and... (?), i went for a brazilian. i was tempted to take a photo because i'm amazed at how clean i look (AHHAHAA) buttt i decided against it because my blog will look like some porn SITE!!!! bleahh... but it waas not as painful as i expected. which is good. hehe i will definitely go back to have a brazilian when i come back from singapore again.
after the temporally excruciating experience, i decided to try my luck with kelli (virtual cultures tutor). i went up to her office and asked whether i could get my ppr back... when i popped my head in, she actually went "renee?" i was quite stunned. she mentioned that i could have my ppr back tomorrow after it is cross-marked today...dieee...it's either good or bad news....why would she know my name?? ARGGGHHHH
another argghh...sighh... i can't do a public relations minor. i'm fucked...HOWWWWWWWWWWWWW i dunno wat to do...sigh...my degree's CRAP. fuck man...
bleah...anyway i shall go to alv's room to tell her the bad news- that all my movies, and songs are gone...sighh... hope i can retrieve it from jason's computer...hahaha oh well
time to go...
sleepy and tired...
gotta wake up to tighten my braces...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.27pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Saturday, November 13, 2004
my two days in a sea shell...
hahaha was supposed to wake up at 8 to exercise, i woke up at 8.15 in the morning but when i checked my phone, SM didn't call so i assumed that gal didn't wanna go so i went back to sleep. woke up at 11+ when danny knocked on my door. oops
had the MUISS vision meeting which lasted for close to 4 hours. at first it was supposed to be at 12pm but everyone was late (#(#()#@& ADUIii.... be punctual lah ppl...tsk...we're supposed to be execs, maybe like set ane xample?? oh well...daryl was on time but pitied her because she had to wait for a good 90 minutes??? and we had to wait for this person, that person...wa laooo.....*SNOREEEEEEEEEEE***
anyway after that....shall not mention that much of wat we said...it's over and we'll see how the next committee fairs...jus note and work on whatever we (the past years' execs) didn't accomplish/achieve.....and COMMUNI-fucking-CATE!
oh well *shrug*
i shall write more in my personal blog about this. think i'll step on MANY ppl's toes on tis very (as what danny would love to use) "touchy" matter...
well after that (as i was saying before i deviated), we went to bryan's place to see WHAT THE... sigh..he looks funny...without most of his fur... I WANT A DOGGG TOOOO...jus like how i want the personalised crumpler bag WHEEEE ... for the dog issue, i'll wait till i get my own house, and for the crumpler bag, i shall get it before i leave australia for good.
heheh
we went to new royal garden and waited for a good whole 30 minutes before we were were given a red-carpet usher (*cough*) to our table. we ordered...er...too bad i didn't take photos of our food. YUMMM we had 8 dishes, and one of which was...YUMMMM STEAMED FISHHHHH...yummmm
hehehe...
we only spent 14 bucks each because bryan was there, and let's jus said we had a HUGE discount ...hehehe
we headed on to happy bup for bubble tea and chilled there while gerard and bryan were telling us horror stories of what ppl could actually think of doing in the lounge 3-4 years back. fancy stealing a microwave, or.... stepping on glass tables for convenience sakes. SHEESH...we're all adults here...behave like one man! tsk...
yeap...tat's our day...well mine and so were a few others like oaks, gerard, ryan, grace, danny, bryan... those who joined us for dinner were charms, her other half (who happened to give me a crash course for my camera thanks jason!!!), allan...yeapperz.....
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ahhh yesterday..the burden for the exams was lifted but another worry came into mind- whether i could get at least a C for this subject. most of the short-answer Qs were from tutorial questions. but i whizzed past those that came out and focussed on topics which i was familiar in. DOH!!!....
sighh...
but yeah...cleaned up my messy room....swapped around the furniture....took a short nap, before heading out for dinner at crown with ivan, alv, andrew, victor, germaine, graham, kelvin, kexin, and elaine. we went to sexpo (erm..an exhibition which basically had stalls selling adult materials and gadgets which evolved around *surprise surprise* sex)...it was kinda boring except for the fact that the videos (that i walked past) were pretty degrading to women and found an interesting item - the vibrating condom! HAHAHAHA....looks dodgy though..!
at about midnight (when the exhibition officially closed) we went to khokolat bar. the music was bad. the crowd was horrible and seriously there was no atmosphere to party and dance. maybe i'm jus getting old...sigh... drank two drinks and felt sick already (maybe it's the lack of sleep).
oh well...
tat's about it... for my two days...was supposed to go to no7 but am tired and i jus have no mood to drink.
i'm looking forward to tomorrow though. WONG KUM dinner.... wheee!!!
time to go bathe...
~wish upon a star, (it's 1.31am)
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he ain't heavy...he's my brother
we were at new royal garden waiting to be served when these two boys were mucking around and the older brother was carrying his younger sibling, trying to let the latter see over the counter top (PRICELESS)
and when those two brats realised they were in the limelight, they continuously demanded our attention by doing the very same thing that attracted our attention =) awwwww....
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tired... (part 2)
hahah jus came back from clubbing. will elaborate tomorrow. well going to bed because i need to wake up early to exercise. hope those gals can wake up because i'm prob lacking of sleep and i'm waking up purposely to go to the gym...
ok...
good nite world...
~wish upon a star, ***4.27am
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Friday, November 12, 2004
tired...
i jus cleared up my room, moved around the furniture and vacumned the place =) heheh it looks more spacious and i like where i place my table....i overlook....trees...*shrug* oh well better than nothing. those damn birds better not come round my window or i'll smack them.
anyway i jus compiled all my com2020 notes and MY GOSH!!! CHECK OUT only SOME OF THE READINGS WE HAD TO DO!!! wtf... tsk tsk.... think i spent like at least 50 bucks on printing all these in the library...my money..sniffles... well i'm reusing this stack of papers for next year...poor treessss...sniffles...
ok..time to go...i'm need sleep.... i only had 2 hours of sleep before i woke up to discuss questions with alvina, for the exam (AT BLOODY 4am...poor gal didn't sleep at all). tsk tsk... ANNNDDDD speaking of the exam....it was screwed up..me is FCUKed...sigh...
oh well...*shrug* nothing i can do already...
oh ya...going to club later...whee!!! anyway for the benefit of those who are in melbourne...come join us at chocolate bar (down chapel st)...wheeee....
time to sleep!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 5.40pm)
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Thursday, November 11, 2004
EVERYONE'S INVITED!!!
hahaha...exams will be finally over tomorrow and we're going to party the night away! i'm going to keep this short and sweet (KISS) because i still need to mug....
i'm not too sure whether danny's been spreading the word around butttt....
for anyone who has finished his/her exams, or jus want a break (and is currently in melbourne) join us to parttteeeeee at 10.30-11.30ish (?). we're prob going to line up at around 10ish lor.. =)
give me a call if u're interested....the venue TBA.
hahahah yeapperz...tell your friends,...and bring ur partners i guess...TMD i have no partner!!! =_(
time to head on outta here...i won't be sleeping i tink.,...sigh...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10.27pm)
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we are retarded
hahahhaha my household is getting crazy!!!!!
alvina was prancing around, showing me blogs (as usual) and jus chilling with me after lunch. she commented on my room AGAIN...sigh...my room stinks now. bleah...
speaking of stink. i tink the corridoor outside is stinking right now. graham jus finished shitting..argh! HAHAHHA we're all teasing him about it and thus my whol household's getting retarded...
let's get retarded!!! HAHAHHAHAHA...toking cock time!!
time to study again!!! argh!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 3.41pm)
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hahah i can't wait to go back...
a few more hours to the exam...well more than 12 hours but...i can just smell freedom. right now i only can smell the incense that i burnt an hour ago! bleah! alv commented that my room smelt like a temple. BAHHH...i dun wan me room to smell like a temple!!! no nuns, no monks...SHOOOO SHOOO!!!
anyway i'm taking a break from the studying. it's killing me i think. useless information that is purely theoretical. what practical aspect can i get out of it? ZELCH...but oh well.. *shrug* renee freedom is beckoning!!!! RENNNNNN.....RENNNNN....
hahaha am talkin to jon leong now and i was telling him i'll go crazy when i come back. i'll be sms-ing like crazy, er...using the phone like crazy...HAHAH oh well...am thinking of actually paying for my own mobile bills...will think about that soon...
okok..time to go eat...alv jus came in....and she suspects that i'm being suicidal because my room stinks...BLEAHHH
time to eat...
~wish upon a star, **renzi (it's 1.38pm)
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Wednesday, November 10, 2004
i'm being optimistic
well due to various reasons (i'm still shocked) i'm pretty optimistic that things will turn out all right. it always has.
hahah annnddd... well i will strive harder to do better the next time round (meaning next sem) even though somehow some parts of my life are screwed up and i'm leading quite a fucked up life right now.
Although so much ppl are in better predicaments, i know my turn will come. IT WILL! IT HAD BETTER! i've been a bum for too long, a good-for-nothing who hasn't achieved SHIT yet. BUT i will fucking work hard (now i can't do much for this friggin subject) the next time round and nothing will stop this eveil bitch1!!!! i'm grasping on hope now (ironic for a cynical bitch like me)...hahaha
i need to do well next year!!!!!!!! i need to do well for my fucking life!
i recieved slaps from myself already! i'm psyched! i'm psycho now!!! BWHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
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Wilting flowers are God's gift to those who are crying and aching...
Fresh flowers are satan's gift to those who are happy and contented.
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bahhh...
stupid communications, HAS TO BE THE LAST PAPER!!!! ARGGGhh...everyon's having fun already while the SAM girls (most of us minus charms) have to slog hard for it. i dun see the point in it. i just hope i get at least a credit for this. right now i've about 37.8/60 for this subject. i just need to get 25/40 (62%) to get a credit...ARGGGHHH..this is bull shit...no whore shit man!!!!
bahhh!!!! i jus have no motivation and i'm in playing mood already. i can't seem to do anything else thought because if i do it, i'd feel guilty. so i'm stuck in my room, doing nothing. TMD!
annndddddd.... sigh... turned off my computer to study but the deafening silence was killing me so i had to turn it on. i'm so used to the whizzing of my laptop. i'm wierd...*yawn*
well time to try to study...kenn asked whether i wanted to talk but i jus feel guilty for talking to him. i need to study!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (10.38pm)
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argh
everywhere i go today, ppl are talking or makign noise!!! bahhh..how to study like that...??? i'll prob go home and try to get work done. bahhhh...
wassssuup mannn...
first i went to the place i was studying in yesterday. it was very quiet and i was getting into the rhythm of things when the lady beside hissed and glared at me. i was only sniffing and clearing my throat. not like i was doing it on purpose. what? can't i afford to be sick? stupid bitch. felt like i was at home in singapore once again. i can't cough or continuously sneeze nor clear my throat for fear that my mum would scold me...sighhh
thenn i moved to the second level. guess wat? one guy from my com class was yakking away with his china mate. bahh... i forced myself to finish up a chapter before i wandered to another part of the library.
was going some work when the construction for the ladies' toilet started. ARGHHHH!!!! and now i'm in another section. occasionally i will hear ppl laughing, talking, giggling...ARGGGHHHHH u wanan talk go out of the library and laugh your lungs out!
i'm feeling so mentally drained now..how???? arggh!! i need to exercise!!!!
i need to stdy!!! damn it! arggghh!!!!
stupid pigs, stupid dogs, stupid cowS!!!!
~wish upon a star, *** desperate renzi (it's 2.04pm)
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
DOHHHH!!! i'm so blur man...
My Conversation with Alvin =p
renzi (11:50 PM) :
=)
i can't wait to come back to hot weather!
alvin (11:51 PM) :
oh.. ok...
call me when u r back...
renzi (11:51 PM) :
hahahhaa okay.....if i make an apt with u now leh?
hahhahha anywayyy...hmmm hope i still have ur number
alvin (11:53 PM) :
u just msg me this mornin'???
renzi (11:56 PM) :
oh yah horr
HAHAHAHAHHA
renzi (11:56 PM) :
i'm damn blur!!!! HAHAHAHAHh i can't believe myself!!!
alvin (11:57 PM) :
its ok... i am used to it liao...
renzi (11:57 PM) :
basket...i'm very blur meh?
alvin (11:57 PM) :
ok la... bearable...
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long day...
hahaha wanted to go to the gym but by the time i finished takling to oaks, it was almost 7! ahahha we met at around 2.45 and chatted till 6+!!! =p hahha not good not good... well but at least i got some work done. WHEE!!!
will prob start studying for com2020 again...did abit of studying, bathed and folded clothes etc...i'm domesticated!!!
yeap so that was my day. i can't look forward to the post-exam days. i'm very touched that alv actually is making time for me. i really love ya girl (if u're reading this lah) and although the rest, most of them, will be in GC, guess i'll see the gals back in spore and malaysia (if SM's mum doesn't find out about my tutoring her daughter)
well i think i've quite a bit to do before i go back. hope i can get these errands done...sigh... even my desktop has so many post-it notes...check it out
bleah... (not too sure whether can see though)
bleahh....life stinks sometimes... hahahha oh well... *shrug*
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10.53pm)
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feel like crying
hahah this is somewhat a happy entry. hahah well i was going through my usual regime,checkin emails and to my surprise, joe sent me an email! he's doing fine and i'm sooo happy for him. hahaha i never expected to recieve anything from him and jus getting an email from me made my day. it truly did. but after reading his email, i felt like crying. call me emotional or silly but i kinda miss him. =)
i hope he comes back to singapore for a holiday or something. if he really does i wanna see him =) i wanna see how he has changed, and how much he has grown. =)
ahahhaha i miss him heaps man... and i think the people around me usin the computers must be thinking i'm crazy. hahaha laughing and grinning to myself.
hahaha... =)
time to head on back to reality.
~wish upon a star, **renzi (it's 1.47pm)
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sianz
hahha...i need to get work done today...sigh... i hope i can. i have been pretty distracted these few days. so i'll prob camp in the library soon. =)
i called dr stupid gan but he said he has a full schedule so... *shrug* i'll have to see him next tues.
time to go now...sleepyy
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10am)
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Monday, November 08, 2004
i knew it!
well...i predicted casey would be in the finals... =)
anyway it's good that these two are going to sing as finalists because well they're, as what dicko would aptly put it, BLOODY GOOD =)
too bad i can't watch the finals but someone please update me!! AWW DARN!!!
000
just came back from the gym. anna's class wasn't too good for some reason. are we getting immune to her? aikz!
well i'm going to study....*crosses fingers*
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 9.06pm)
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i'm DAM i'm LOSA (part 2)
yes...i admit...i am quite blur sometimes. i was supposed to meet SM, charms etc at 11.40 and guess wat time i appeared at their doorstep? 10.40...i was incredibly early. but better early than late (tat's my policy..or well i try to stick by that)
hahaha i waited for them to brush and freshen up and we were set and raring to go for YUM CHA at sharkfin house.
i was deep in thought..."what should i eat...yummm"
wat's with all the hype about that place? the food is ordinary and...the service is C-R-A-P. what? so what if we're students?? sheesh. if we come in we expect to be served equally. TMD. i dun like! i still like the service in new royal garden, like lily and lulu... HAHAHHA
=)
anyway we were all talking about erm...THAT topic and SM shared something SOOOO HILARIOUS that we were laughing our heads off! remember SM, rabbits! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA...my gosh..i think i've been kind of a bad influence teaching her phrases and words like "fugly" and "fuck like rabbits" hahahah my gosh. i hope she doesn't tell her mum that i taught her tat. i still wanna see her mum and well look her in the eye at least. hahaha
we didn't take any photos in the restaurant itself but we were happily clicking away in the car. (we=jason,charms and myself). a photo in the car with charms and jason respectively
hahah we ended up at burwood k-mart/coles. i bought my ham and bread while the two pairs of lovebirds headed off to k-mart. in coles i passed by a mum and her kid and immediately i asked for permission to take a photo of her kid (yes...i asked "may i take a photo of your (pause...in that instant my head was clicking away 'is this kid a boy ...or a girl') kid?")
yeap...i was terrorising a kid in coles. the mum was actually hesitant to let me take a photo of her darling issabelle. her daughter on the other hand wasn't hesistant at all to show off her pearly whites. she's rather photogenic aint she?
we then drove to sexy-land to check it out.
the sales person approached the five of us and asked us whether we needed any help. erm...i wondered at that pt in time whether we looked like we wanted a 5-some or something...WHAT THEEEE...but yeah..hahha it was interesting to see what presumably kinky and raunchy items the store had to offer. oh well..not my sorta thing i tink? hahaha
well time to well try to get some work done before SM comes to pick me up...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 5.51pm)
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whoo yum cha today...
well i have about 1 more hour to study before i go have YUM CHA with SM. she jus called me yesterday and wheee!! i can't wait...although i tink i lost my appetite because of the hot chocolate...BUUUTT once i see the food, i'd prob kill to eat already.
two stupid malay girls yakking away in the library.....LIBRARYYYYY just shuddup and go way...you may not have exmas but others around u do!
ohh before i go and...hmmm escape from those two gals, hahah jus now i was in the campus centre then i went to the monash hair and beauty salon. i asked the girls in the counter whether they were opened. and when they said "yes" i sheepishly booked an apt for a brazilian..yeapperz...hahahaha it was quite embarrassing because i guess it's my first time so... *sheepish grin*hahahahahaha i know it'll be painful but i just wanna try it out...HAHAHAHAH =) i was reading cosmo the other day and wondered...hmmm do guys do that? any guy wanna try it out and tell me whether it's painful? since gals do try to groom themselves, why can't guys do the same? =)
anyway i'm going to get some work done before i go have my fun so...i'm outta here!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 9.51am)
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Sunday, November 07, 2004
hahhaaa...
test? hmm tryin to see whether i can play anthony's "the prayer"... =)
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ANTHONY IS MY HERO!!!
i can't believe he was from the wildcard category...OMGOSHHHH.... mannn...today's performances were pretty good...
the fat dude (i can't seem to remember his name) started off with a bang. he was good because the song stretched his vocal talents and he could reach his high and low notes. he deserved the touchdown from mark holden.
his second performance was not that fantastic. even the judges weren't too impressed. he seemed to be struggling at some points and i still don't like his raspy voice. NOT IDOL MATERIAL THOUGH. even if he goes to the sydney opera house, he wouldn't stand a chance next to anthony (i'm assuming my dear AN's going to be in the finals...)
casey wasn't too good in her first performance. only thing that saved her was her angst in her song. she was shouting in her song though. seemed as though as she was screaming "you're so vain" to someone *ponders*
her second performance was better than her first. she was able to control her vocals, pitch and just delivered her song, according to her 'interpretation'.
AHHH...and my dear anthony...he was DA BOMB!! i mean his first performance was alright. different from the rest of his performance but it showed his 'masculinity' (what dicko wanted anyway) annnddd he didn't pull off any boy band vibe, which i liked.
his second performance blew me AWAYYYYY.... it was one of my favourite songs (although my dad spoilt it for me because of his constant whinings in the shower) and his performance reaffirmed that for me hahaha... it wasn't as good as his other touchdown performance ('the prayer') but it was good enough for me. he has mesmerising eyes that compel me to watch on, and drool i might add. arghh...he's just the next aussie idol, no doubt about that. he's definitely going to be staying on...go go go~!!!
i jus love his eyes, his vocals, his boyish looksssss.....(hahah reminds me of someone i know *blush*)
anyway time to study again....argghh damn full!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 8.55pm)
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Saturday, November 06, 2004
alone at home
its quite rare that only one person's at home lately, because of the exams. well hahah graham danny and alv are out so...that leaves me basically all alone at home =) i'm supposed to study, jus now i was supposed to study but i ended up sleeping for 3 hours. had wierd dreams man!
hope i can get at least a few more readings done before i call kenneth. hah think he's a lit unhappy because i'm always delayin tokin to him....exam period!!!!! argh~ tat;s why...hahahha
i can't wait for jus 5 more days. i dun really care whether i do badly already. i jus wanna get com2020 out of the way. if i'm lucky i'll get a credit *crosses fringer*
anyway i'd better get cracking. time waits for no girl!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10.41pm)
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playing breakaway N breathe
these two songs have been on my repeat mode since almost an hour ago. MY GOSH!! an hour has passed and i'm still procrastinating!!! TMD!!!!
oh well just wanted to say..i haven't eaten durian in a while! erm...maybe 4 years? hahah since i was in JC i tink...hahah i've this fear of eating durians...maybe because it gives me bad breath! hahah not to mention a LETHAL burp...and silent deadly fart!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
i dunno why i'm talking shit now but hahaha yeah...jus wanted to say this...hahaha i wonder who likes bitter-sweet durians, or....chocolates ? hahha if anyones does, they can be my friend...HAHAHAHAH my gosh..i think i'm high on something, maybe high on drugs. My form of drug is bloggin...i'm ADDICTEDDDDDD hahahahah
oh my gosh...i'm really toking rot! anyway more on durians later... but i kinda wonder how durians taste like now... but hhahah oh well... i shall wait till i come back before i think or consider eating those prickly objects.
okok...NO MORE PROCRASTINATION!!! after this song renee!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2.26pm)
durians? blogs? drugs? one definitely can't live without something so stop asking ppl to give up something unless you can give up what you cant live without.
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i'll prob shoot myself in the foot
bah wrote quite a long entry in my personal blog and it didnt publish (*#@^$*&$@*$@ BASKET anyway i rewrote a short entry and yeah left it as that.
jus had lunch and browsed through some blogs. i shall stop reading blogs soon again. hahah another exam's coming...WHEE!!! hahah wanted to comment for quite a few blogs but i think by doing so, i'm shooting myself in the foot (sayign comes from danny i tink) so..hahah
=)
going to get more work done. no more going out and procrastination!!! hahaha i shall at least get half my workload done today. hope i can finish reading more than 40 readings by the time the exam comes. ARGH!! stupid communication. wtf does comm have exams???
bahhh... anyway hopefully i can go to the gym today. was supposed to wake SM up today. called her but i didn't get any reply so.... *shrug* went back to sleep... hahahah
i was going to something else...OHHHH i've thought about it, i have one new years resolution. heheh yes procrastinating again till the end of the year before i change my attitude for something. tsk... okayy...i told this to the MUISS bunch that i wanna study harder...maybe devote a hour at least of reading/studying per day. guess wat they did?? THEY LAUGHED!! hahaha basket...idiots!!! really wat...hahaha don't i look like a mugger? heheh i look guai and i am guai!!!!!
alright!!just leave me in my fantasy world!!! hahahaha
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2.08pm)
dieee..coughing again...blehh!!!
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Friday, November 05, 2004
tiring day...
didn't do much...jus went for training at MUISS. the outgoing batch of execs were supposed to train the incoming execs. did my part...(same as oakz) and hahah passed on what allan taught me to maggz...
well nothing much happened today. i need to pack my room again...sigh...
i need to exercise!!! hahaha loads to say but i'll jus write it elsewhere..dum dee dum...
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Thursday, November 04, 2004
my day today...
other than losing alvina and SM, getting lost in the huge space, walking back and forth because we were given diff directions on separate occasions, losing money because of betting, having unpredictable weather spells, and losing charms and jason a couple of times, we had fun! =)
we learnt how to bet (hahaha didn't take much) from this man lining up in front of us, we had people 'picking' us up, we had SOOO much eye candy to feaast our little eyes out, and we basically had a great time blending in with the crowds and dressing up ...heheh =)
we also took loads of photos!!!
we took photos while waitin for the train. many others who were dressed nicely were shivering in the cold
took few photos in the train. the rest is with jason...hahah well was telling both charms and jason how i love to see men in suits... *drool* they're just simply irresistable!
took one with jason... hahah we were waiting for the two gals, whom we had lost. i was also filling the couple in with my loves. told them that i was also attracted to guys who wear uniforms, like army uniforms...*drools even more* hahah jason HADDD to say "very kinky ah you" hahaha nono...i'm not...just think guys who look smart have even more appeal =)
we were there for the horses and the actionnn!!! ~~~ and guess wat?? those horses weight about 55kg!! that's friggin light!!! i mean i weigh about there lor!!!!
the crowd was AWESOME!!! ahahha we were screaming and cheering for our horses, just like the rest of the crowd and well the atmosphere was just sooo appropriate!!!
i started drinking with alv! hahaha wow...so many vices in a day...! heheh
see my world in my eyes...HAHAHAH
eyebags and eyerings from the lack of sleep from yesterday..but we gals were happy to have fun today!
I HAD A GREAT TIME TODAY!!! whooopieee.... too bad i'm going back soon...sigh... i'll miss these bunch of cool cats man!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.06pm)