Tuesday, August 31, 2004
heheh..new look... =) AGAIN...i love red hehehe
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Monday, August 30, 2004
PHOTOS ANYONE????photos from ryan's birthday =)
well we went to kee's place after the walrus dinner so here goes
yumm look at teh spread hehehe
me and ryan.
my house...the before and after cleaning up of it... ulgh
the toilet bowl BEFORE
AFTER
sink BEFORE
AFTER
shower BEFORE
AFTER
OUR HEROS
they are faster than the flash!!!
>img src=http://im1.shutterfly.com/procserv/47b4d609b3127cceb503f913731e0000001610"> the proud owners of underwear...nice colourful ones!!!
hehehehe.... =)
time to go to the library!!!!
~wisg upon a star, ***ReNzI (it's 11.53am)
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argh!! one entry didn't come out...damn it...it was the besttt!!!!! hahaha looks like i have to do it again...oh well..class starts now!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi(it's 12pm)
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Sunday, August 29, 2004
HAHAHAHHA..check this website out...he's about the same as that steven lim guy...MAN!!!
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hahaha well i was blog surfing when i came across this blog... he makes interesting comments and takes photos. check it out!
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well i did go to the gym and right after that we went grocery shopping. hahaha alvina and myself jus bought SOO many things and guess who brought us there? JON!!! our gay best friend! (or so we call him that..heheh SORRY JON!!!)
before that i did some work before i was distracted and i had to go to the gym. =)
nothing much happened for the weekend. prob the only highlight was cleaning our house. our house is SPARKLING clean i tell you! hopefully it stays that way for a while. was discussing with alvina, maybe we'll clean the house every week. but the guys wouldn't appreciate it i think. bleah!
yeap. can't think of anything else to say right now...yawn...time to bathe and do some work!
sigh...end note: i'll miss alvina my dearest housemate man..sighness... really alot. i mean she one of my gals who really mean so much to me, esp this year. think we went through so much shit together, bitched together, did silly things and well just basically cook for each other. i really love her a lot. sigh
=p
time to go
~wish upon a star, ***renzi* (it's 8.31pm)
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Friday, August 27, 2004
entry 609: tired..
i'm hungry and tired. great. best combination. anyway i seem to be very tired lately. i dunno why. sigh. i didn't do much at all today but i just feel so drained. i even had to take a nap after my lec...what is this...?? (*$&#(@)
anyway i'm prob going to slack my way for now and go home to complete my minutes. argh! okay...i need to finish readings for my essay before i end this week. that's about it for my weekend. hehehe =)
time to head on out of here. don't think i'll blog for the weekend...hey! wait a minute. i've my internet connection already! WHOOOOO...eheh abit the slow...bahhh
~WISH UPON A STAR, *RENZI* (4.42pm)
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entry 608: i cut and pasted something from someone's blog =)
i just had a nice long talk with a friend today.one of the topics raised caused me to realise that we had similar feelings of dislike/discomfort towards a certain someone we knew. i always thought that i was the one with the problem as i thought i was the only one that felt that way; as i saw that many people actually talk to her and 'enjoy' her company.however, and apparantly, i jus realised that i'm not alone.it makes me think that sometimes we don't like somethings that people say or do; or the way they put it across. out of tact and courtesy we seldom make a fuss of it, however, it registers and stays and slowly forms our impression of the person, forming fundamental subliminal 'character sets' on how we deal with or behave towards and around them.it made me wonder if it was possible to go through life thinking that alls well when half the world is disliking you behind your back. they don't have to talk about it, they just have to not like you.it isn't a horrible feeling as you'll never know. but if you did, i'm sure it'd hurt as hell.but there's no smoke without fire as the saying goes, so you're bound to catch a wiff of this dislike and i suppose its thru people around that do talk that youb realise this.in a sense, it does bring a point about true friends and fake friends doesn't it. somehow, true friends are more forthcoming in pointing out your faults. i wonder if i have enjoyed their company or brushed them aside. woe is me if i have saw them as adversaries rather than allies.but simple as that it makes me question my character and wonder "hmm, am i a pleasant person to be arnd"
then he said something else in another entry...
"true" and "fake" friends -- August 26, 2004
the irreversibility of spoken words is a quality that many lessons in life hinge on.as we grow older but not necessarily wiser, we are faced with people that read more into spoken words and delve deeper in superficial actions. and short, life becomes somewhat more complicated by the fact that: 1. people don't always say what they mean, think, want to say and 2. people don't take what you say at face value either.this makes it difficult to find people who we can consider friends. The definition of 'friend' must also be revised. friends then become people who you can speak your mind around.but with the advent of property 1 (people don't always say what they mean, think) it is difficult for one ascertain whether you are a 1. friend or 2. "friend"thus this brings about an essential need for us to classify friends into 2 broad categories: 1. true friends and 2. fake friends. the third category that is seldom raised is a very grey area of friends that i don't really talk to or know very well, otherwise known as aquaintances, but for the sake of discussion we will ommit the third group.so true friends are really friends and not "friends".the fake friends are one where people keep for need and want, for use and misuse. for ego and popularity. or just in case.sounds more like enemies does it?the real friends are the ones we love just because. the ones we would give of ourselves to. the ones we would wake up in the middle of the night to talk to on the phone just because he/she isn't feeling too good. the ones who we are friends with just because jus because, no reason, no rhyme, an unspoken commitment to share and love, to stand beside with, support and uplift.the trick in life is to find these special angels. i believe that it is in these special people that we find reason to enjoy life and to exist for the sake of each other. without the love of friends and family, there isn't much to live for if you aren't one who is bent on world domination.Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; dont walk behind me , I may not lead; walk beside me and just be my friend- Albert Camus
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entry 607: tired...
well back in berwick. did all my assignments for this week already so that's that...well time to get more work done. i feel so drained though...today we were supposed to go to the gym. i called SM because she needed me to wake her up but she didn't pick up her phone so ...yeah..
bahh should have not woken up. i hate waking up so many times in between me sleep. talked to kenneth for more than 2 hours, then i went to sleep. i remember waking up suddenly, feeling so hot, so i just stripped and went back to sleep..bwahhaha...
anyway last night we went to walrus (dunno how to speall) and had dinner. yummmm.... i shall upload the photo soon... =)
then we proceeded to kee's place and had a cake-cutting ceremony (ceremony??? sounds very grand) hahahaha
yeapperzzz...nothing much else happened. i'm feeling sick now..sighness.... will print out notes for today's lecture...and will get cracking!
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 11.11am)
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entry 606: skepticism at work
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Thursday, August 26, 2004
entry 605: amazing discoveries!!!! oh well discovery for now =p
i didn't know koh was only 3 years older than me!!!!! hahaha i jus got an email from him and he updated my birthday calender thing and....ARGH!hahah he looks quite old for his age. wait..who is 3 years older than me....danny!!!! wow stark difference i must say..hehe
=)
anyway finished one of my assignments. i'm going to do my other one tomorrow. i need to get some readings done first.
i'm going to the MUISS lounge in a while. in the meantime, i need to print out notes and get cracking!
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 12.16pm)
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
entry 604: in the library once again.
well i've got tons of work and yet here i am procrastinating...sniffles. i've gotta do research for this essay which is due next week. argh! i really have no idea what to do for this subj because we're supposed to come up with our own topics TMD i tell you (*TMD=ta ma de ... ask chinese friends for more details) and seriously i would rather get a topic. at least i know which direction i should head towds and how specific i should be BAH!
anyway went for classes at berwick and as usual it was quite interesting. what shocked me for this class was that...
1) a malaysian not knowing how many people are there in her own country. hmm i mean don't a person know how many people his/her own country has? erm.. well maybe it's just singapore. we had to learn geography. actually i'm quite glad i did geography, esp human geog because we learnt quite a bit. we also learnt about the policies we had in singapore (which i vaguely could remember)...hehe and about china*
2) a HKer also not knowing how many people there are in her country. i mean...shouldn't you know something from your own country??
3) *no one in the class knew that china had a one-child policy...man! hmm think aussies are fairly ignorant about the countries around them. some don't know where's singapore (tat i can forgive them) but most don't know how many ppl there are in china!
okayzz...maybe i'm just being a bitch...but i shall ask other ppl about this...
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i'm right now waiting for time to pass. prob go to the gym later with SM. hope charms goes too. and in the meantime i shall do some research and get my white arse to doing something!
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 5.14pm)
ps: i'm glad i'm from singapore... AND when i was shitting (again) just now, just occured to me how much i should be grateful for being healthy =) DON'T ASK ME WHY I THOUGHT OF IT ONLY WHEN I WAS SHITTING...
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entry 603: oops
i just realised i screwed up my blog...hahahha
hmm was listening to the radio about sally robbins. well my take on this is that she let her team down. if i were her i would go all the way, no matter how tired and drained i am. i know alot of people even her team are not letting her off, and i feel they have every right to do so. this comes once in 4 years. come on! it's the olympics! many people put their careers, and jobs on hold and here comes this gal who refused to row. she should have let someone else row and well aus could have won maybe a bronze or something. that's responsibility, that's team work as well! well she'll have to prob live with it for the rest of her life... =p
anyway i'm in berwick now and waiting to go for classes. i'm quite excited. i'm going to exercise, FINALLY. hope i dun feel faint again. dun care lah. if i feel faint i'll still run. =p
time to go ....i need to read my emails.
~wish upon a star, ***RENZI* (it's 8.52am)
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Tuesday, August 24, 2004
YOU ARE THE ROLE MODEL !It is 2034. You are serving
breakfast. Its already late. You are in a
hurry. If you would look back on your life you
would say that you like the way you have
chosen- a great partner who seems to love you,
children with good habits and a nice decorated
flat. You are not rich, but you have enough
money to be able to afford everything you need
and want. Things are going pretty well, and you
feel good. You have been working your whole
life but still find the balance between job and
family. Later you will have the time to calm
down and relax. You created your own little
world and there are may some people
predominantly relatives who are jealous. They
are angry of themselves and you have to bear
their anger. They think its easy to live like
you do , but it is not.this can only happen if the world still remains in
2034!!!!!Do you like your future life? If not, think about
it. If yes, stay how you areDo not forget to rate!!!!
Think once about the future: how will you end up in 30 years? Will you like what you see?PICS, 9 LONG RESULTS!!!
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entry 601: just had a good dump ie i jus shed great shit! HAHAHAHAH
well i had another boring lecture with holmes. man someone should just shoot him. he's sooo boring!!!!! =p alvina dozed off during lecture and i doubt many people were listening to him. some even left his lecture half way tsk tsk...
before the lecture i had sociology with my favourite lecturer/tutor, Janne Skinner. think she likes me too =) hahah because i participate in her class haahahaha...we had a very draggy session today because we had 4 presentations. some of the groups were better than me. sigh my dreams of getting a HD for this presentation is ruined, gone.
anyway after the lecture i intended to go home to sleep but...ehehe jan asked me to go study in the library so...i decided to be guai and guess what i completed two chapters, enough for my tutorial tomorrow. whee! tonight i shall try to get more work done. =)
well i'm waitin for time to pass by. think we're not going to have execs meeting because there's not enough ppl ....YAY! hmmm thinkn of going for the SAM meeting since it's the last one. sigh think i have to chair the AGM next week. argh! help me someone!!! need to get hold of vic to ask her about it.
time to head on out of the execs room and mingle with the gen comm =) and maybe may's son *wink* he's sooooooo *drool* does that say it all? =) hahha still remember meetin him in next blue. then he told kee not to tell may about it! HAHAHAH hilarious i tell you!!!
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 5.10pm)
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let's see...i'm in the MUISS lounge once again and i've been picking on zac's fries...hahah..
was in quite a good mood when danny came along and keep repeating that i was fat. hey i dun mind ppl calling me that but NOT ALL THE FUCKING TIME OK... i'm very happy with wht i am but never dictate what i'm okay. fuck...
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Monday, August 23, 2004
hmm still sleepy. was supposed to go to the gym but SM and myself were lazy. bleah! tomorrow we'd better go man. hahahaha
=)
anyway woke up quite late but still feel tired, and my body's aching for some reason.
yesterday night we went to josh's place to chill, have dinner and gap at his plasma screen. =p
i watched mo dun dun sam sup (suddenly 30) hahahha it was quite funny. janelle dozed off beside me though. the rest were playing PS, which i was not interested in. =)
after watching the show, hehe we watched highlights from sydney olympics. one excerpt was this guy jumping over the vault. dunno wat the event's called but it was PAINFUL. the guys were screaming and the girls were, er screaming as well. the guy jumped over the vault but the pole smashed against his balls, we heard a 'crack'. my gosh! how painful is that. heheh
josh keep replayin that very scene! oWW!! =p (nice to also see jan laugh)
anyway going to bathe soon and.......do some work i guess =)
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 1250hrs)
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posting 611: speech to my mcf committee
I’m right now sitting at my desk and I’m yielded to the bed because well like many of you, I’m quite exhausted as well. But I feel I shouldn’t because whatever I’m experiencing is still fresh so I want to make full use of it.
Well my purpose for writing this, I’m not too sure why but I’m sure at some point in this letter to you guys, some truth would unravel by itself (I hope).
Firstly, by the time I read this, MCF would be over and I believe I would say IT”S SUUUCH A RELIEF!!!! Yes I think I would say that. I’m sure each and every one of you would feel that way too. It’s a relief yes and I’m glad it’s finally over. After a few months of hard work, I would say it paid off. Great job guys and I’m really thankful for all of you here, for your work and thanks for helping in more ways than one.
Second thing, I actually wanted to tell this to my Activities General Committee members only but well I feel that since you’ve worked under me directly or indirectly, I want you to hear this as well. (Bear with me)
Well I started off not knowing what was happening. I started off as an activities officer, or well I ran as an activities officer last year because of a couple of reasons. Thinking back, I think it was silly of me to do so. Once my team got elected into MUISS I regretted the decision straight away. But I told myself that things wouldn’t be that bad, and I stayed on. This year, I had the fortune/misfortune (hahha up to you to decide ya…joke yeah!) to have my execs choose my gen comm. for me because my grandma passed away. So somehow I was given to you, or you were given to me. Either ways, I’m glad. Given a choice, although there were some hiccups from time to time, times when someone doesn’t see eye to eye with me, I wouldn’t change the past.
I heard from some people that my some of my gen comm. members are scared of me. That’s an even more scary thought on my side! I thought after a while, it’s because work has made me this way and yes I know it’s a fairly bad excuse and I’m sorry for it. For this I wished I had the chance to get to know the 5 of you before we started the term proper because right now I feel that our relationship is based on work, and I don’t want that to happen. I never did.
After going through most of my term in MUISS as an executive, my ideals changed a fair bit. I never had any expectations for you guys, and I still don’t know whether I should have done so. I feel that I shouldn’t because I wanted you guys to explore yourselves. I didn’t want to restrict you guys or to stifle, repress, restrain you guys. So well for budget lunch, movie day and whatever you guys have planned, I didn’t say no (unless there was neg. feedback from the execs) and I let you do what you guys wanted to do. So was I suppose to do that? I really don’t know but that’s one of the things I will figure out by myself.
That’s one thing. Another thing is, after a couple of months of my term, especially after we kicked off MCF, I wanted you guys to work as a team. I did mention that to you but I wanted you guys to take home the spirit of working together. That is one very important thing I didn’t mention but I wish I did because things may have turned out differently. One example that disheartened me was when one party doesn’t pay attention because he/she wants to end the meeting because he/she has done his/her part of reports already. Another example was that none of you asked any of each other whether you needed help, it could be emotional support too. BUT what I wanted to also see was that you guys could care for each other, and share the burden for each other. Working in diff portfolios does not equate to working as a team. Maybe it’s me being idealistic but that was what I felt.
Bottom line for MCF and my term in MUISS I guess, is a few mistakes on my part.
1) for not stating what I wanted from you guys properly
2) for not updating you guys with regards to my expectations
3) for MCF esp, for not tryin hard enough to mould you guys together, and that includes not bringing the whole MCF team together earlier.
4) Think of this as a business association.
And I would like to say sorry for what I have listed.
In addition, I would like to say sorry for a couple more of things,
1) for scolding some of you yesterday. I would name one. I’m sorry Chiang Wey for potentially embarrassing you and putting you on the spot.
2) I’m sorry also for losing my cool in front of you guys, and even storming off, and crying
3) For not being able to probably set a good example in any way
4) Not being a good leader.
Yeap and I think the last thing I would like to clarify is that there are some things I’m still adamant/stubborn about. Maybe it’s an issue of a clash of ideals but let me list it out.
I’m not sorry for…
1) pestering you for deadlines
2) giving you tasks but not telling you how to go about doing it. If you’re unsure, ask.
3) Not knowing everything. I’m not supposed to know everything. Afterall I’m human. And in the beginning with the execs here, I have already told you guys I was very new and raw to MCF esp. And this was a learning journey for all of us.
Well think that’s about it for now. Pretty long. I must be boring you guys but thanks once again for listening to me ramble and one more important point… I want to say this again. This MCF journey was a indeed a great journey. Some may disagree with me but I really hope you learnt something from MCF. Be it PR skills or even a writing gift, keep it with you. You’ll never know when you’ll make use of it when you grow up. Most of you here are at least a few years younger than me. You’ve got quite a bit to go. But take it with you at least.
And I did mention just now that I regretted the decision when I was elected, well I proved myself wrong. BUT Well if you guys are thinking of running, once again I must stress that it’s not as easy as you think.
Well for those who are not from the gen comm., do feel free to drop by the MUISS lounge, and talk to any of us. For those in the gen comm., I’ll see you later in the meeting AND well hope I can establish at least a friendship w each of you and not only consider you as a co-worker.
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Entry 570: let’s see…
I still can’t access the internet properly. Or well should I say I still can’t use internet explorer properly. First thing is the connection is slow (it really feels like the internet’s crawling) anddd… second thing is i keep getting into the website or page that says “server cannot be displayed” this is sooo frustrating.
Anyway today can be considered really tiring for me. I woke up at about 10 plus but I was actually supposed to wake up at 9 because I wanted to start my day early. BUT oh well I bathed and went down to MUISS. I settled more MCF stuff before sending out emails to volunteers. There’s still soo much to be done I’m getting more and more scared. Some people keep telling me that everything will fall into place nicely, but what happens if it doesn’t? I’ve been indulging in thoughts and worries, some of which cannot be helped, like the weather, volunteers but I think it’s quite normal, is it?
Hmmm I had a short meeting with Yvonne and a few meet-ups with my gen comm. members individually before having 3 meetings in a row. First was MMN, second was muiss gen comm. and third was with ryan.
Right after the meetings, I dragged my feet to sports and rec to join the SAM members and committee for the last part of the BBQ. Charms gave me a hug and I immediately teared, I guess I was just slightly mentally drained.
There were a few saboh-ing going on. We wanted to saboh kan jiong spider and he was as usual, super kan joing tsk tsk. That guy must relax. I was telling a couple of them, or well asking “what happens if I splash the whole cordial on him?” they adviced me not to for fear that weijie would pull another shooting incident in monash. Tsk. Weijie if u’re reading this I think you should relax. Seriously MAHAHHAA
So that was about it. Some of the SAM comm. wanted to go to knots but I politely declined because I just wanted to stay at home. So I walked home with jon, alv and danny. Jon came over and tried to dabble and fix my computer but to no avail sooo…sigh… I have to live with a shitty computer for a while.
Advice to peeps: DON”T BUY HP or COMPAQ PRODUCTS…
Yesterday I had quite a busy day too. I just settled stuff for MCF again in the MUISS lounge. Can’t remember much other than that. I remember going for dinner with byron, bryan and kee in rock kung. And we had a mini lecture on the diff between lobsters and crayfish.
I also met i-can’t-remember-his-name from wcf. I think they’ve already given up asking me to go for cell etc. I’m just too lazy. Yes bad excuse but really… I have no time now to even breathe.
I ended my day playing MJ which I sigh…lost quite a bit of money to alvina. Hahah but well we settled it. And I had soo much to eat in sam’s place. It seemed I snacked the most during the MJ session. HAHAHA tsk tsk that’s why I told them I wanted to go on low-carbs for a while. Soon I will start on my all vege regime because I think I need to detox my body. Do you know there is a lot of toxins in meat??
And highlights of the day before which was the 27th was the confrontation between the muiss people and fang wei. I just cannot stand his xia lan attitude.
Had two meetings before I proceeded to sam’s place for bak kut the.
Think these three days stuffed me. I still have close to 1.5 weeks before I can sleep in peace
Heheh
Argh!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it’s 11.58pm on the 29th)
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Entry 569 on the 26th: tiring day, tomorrow’s going to be worse I reckon
Let’s see today alvina and myself met up with charms for lunch. We updated her on our weekend while she did the same.
Alvina suggested that I should go for visual culture to try out the subject so I went for lecture with her. After the lecture I went to the MUISS lounge to change my enrolment once again. I’ve two free days now, one on wed and the other on thurs. I met danny and took over his shift for table duty then….had to face weijie…sianz… I mean not that I hate him or anything but he sometimes freaks me out. I will elaborate when I can get my internet connection up and running properly.
I went for my first tut for the semester. After that I stayed in the MUISS lounge till it was time for my gen comm. meeting.
Fang wei was being a bitch about some terms and conditions for MCF and even MMN I think. He was acting all high and mighty and I was really trying my best to be professional but he was really testing my patience. In the end I brought him to talk to may. After that mini-confrontation, I actually had difficulty in breathing. Fuck lah. (speaking on breathing, I am havin slight diff in breathing as a speak, I’d better use my inhaler soon) anyway if FW reads this, I don’t really care lah. You prob know u’re being unreasonable as well. I’d better look for a back-up in case you back out on me, bitch
Anyway after the meeting, I hung around in MUISS before I went for dinner with grace, byron, kee and ryan. We had food in Taipei delight then proceeded to have bubble tea, and chatted for a bit. Nothing much else to say.
Sigh… hope I can find my MP3s. my dad reformatted my computer and I hope he slotted the MP3s somewhere in my computer *prays hard*
Okayzz…time to rest and prob call ken….
Got a long day tomorrow…. Class in the first part of my day, then… have to go for 2 meetings.
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it’s 11.46pm)
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the ski trip yada yada (this was written the weekend after i came back)
entry 568: my weekend at a glance (written in the early morning today before i slept)
upon arriving back to melbourne, i had to go for a ski trip on thurs. the ride there was horrid. not that the ride was bumpy or anything, but i just don't like sitting in buses, esp when you're confined to a seat. the bus was packed because all 48 seats were taken up. i was sitting with jon and i couldn't move much.
when we reached falls creek, we got our ski wear and equipment and took a lift up to the top of falls creek. we learnt how to ski and well to cut the story short, we didn't ski much because there were too many in a group, i feel, and it was just hard to coordinate and accomodate to everyone. bleah.
anyway had quite a first okay day, although there were a couple of confrontations. DRAMA MAMA!!
we spent our first night playing cards, drinking and lazing around because there was nothing miuch else to do at night.
the second day picked up only in the afternoon when a group of us (leng-zai-victor, learn-in-a-few-minutes-ivan, scared-of-falling-off-a-cliff-graham, not-bad-at-skiing-germaine, cannot-break-alvina, started-skiing-at-6-kelvin, quite-good-jon, and myself) started skiing down wombats. we found the dream place which was so nice to fall (according to the rest...i was too scared to fall) and nice to ski.
for bothe the days, it was snowing, visibility was quite bad because of the fog, it was SOOOO damn cold (prob about minus 4 deg?) to the point when our fingers were purple and numb, but we still had fun. =)
yeap...highlights...or quotes of the day...
1)"i am not happy at you!"
2)"you don't consider me your friend eh??"
3) black snowman (oxymoron!!)
4)"how do i know whether i can see the people if it's not a digital camera?"
5) me teasing weijie, and weijie being angry at me (petty dude)
6) "i know him for only 2 days and i hate him already"
7) taking a photo with our bras only when it was snowing
8) alvina and her 'stunts'
9) alvina skiing into a sign post
10) i said "DIE" when weijie was picking a card, and he really lost (he had to pay double..heheh)
11) wedges that cost 10 bucks (note: wedges actually taste nice with sweet chilli sauce and sour cream)
12) leng zai being hungry all the time
13) jon pushing kelvin to the metal beam of the bed
14) leng zai puking halfway and stopped to stack the guys...hahaha
15) kelvin skiing without prior instructions/lessons
16) leng zai exclaiming "why is the photo so dark" with his goggles on
17) there was a fire because some SAS (the SAM equivalent) idiot brought another heater and a blanket caught fire. so everyone had to wake up in the middle of the morning, spoiling our beauty sleep tsk!
anything else to add?? =)
yeap...anyway first day in melbourne, i was supposed to go for classes but i missed two classes bah!
ok...tomorro i've gotta go to MUISS to settle more stuff..aiks!!!
time to go....
sighzzz
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (0012hrs)
ps: shit...my stupid comupter sucks, my internet connection sucks (maybe it's because of my computer as well)...it takes a whilte to load a page, sometimes even goin into websites which are invalid or which says “page cannot be loaded”...very frustrating...SHITTTTTT....arghh....
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whoo! I'm back people! FINALLY i got my connection fixed!! it turns out that my system is actually corrupted! MAN!!! but all's good now. thanks to keith and kelvin who came over to install the anti-virus and for jon who helped me to delete the files. =) ehehehhe
anyway i'm hungry againnnn.... i just had home-cooked food. i'm soooo fortunate to have alvina as my housemate. i tell you everytime i think of the time when she moves out, it makes my eyes moist. sighness we had teochew porridge, eggs (i think i need the iron) and veges...YUMMM
tomorro most prob we'll be having out execs dinner. hopefully the plan comes through...
today other than reading a bit of stuff, i had tea with janelle twice. =) had a 5 minute meeting with my gen comm and ....nothing much i guess... =)
hehhe i'm just very excited. the idea of accessing the internet 24/7 is just making me very tickeld...hehehehe
now i can download shit again!!! WHOOO!!!
btw i'm planning to have a brazilian wax. hmm it'll hurt but it's the experience that counts...WHOOO!!! =)
okay...time to prob call kenneth soon. will do some reading before i do so since i'm very awake now..hehehe
~wish upon a star, *renzi*
oh shall cut and paste a few entries that i wanted to post up...quite some time back...
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hmm in the MUISS execs office now (can hear someone's TEH spoilt voice..argh). got quite a few things to update since i didn't have much internet connection durin the weekend.
let's see..
FRIDAY--> in the evening i went to SM's place for steamboat. YUMMM i ate so much and i couldn't remember the last time i felt sooo full (maybe one of my buffet ventures). i could literally feel the solid bump...MAN!!!
We had....prawns, scallops, chicken, CS's beef, balls...many many balls..HAHA...and lots more man! it was a feast!!! and a nice time sitting around the ..er rice cooker eating and eating. Charms, Kee, Ryan, Janelle, CS, SM, Yoko (the constipated-looking SEF housemate), oakz, gerard.. were there. oakz and gerard went out for a walk and SM was so worried. she was like a mother. heheh
then we made our way to mag/daryl's place. hahah there was a DJ but the MUISS ppl as usual were super NUA. i really felt bad for mag because she was constantly coming to the living room to practically BEG everyone to dance. well at least her other friends did dance =)
as usual we played bridge and for the firt time, wang wei and myself got a full 13 set combination!!! that's very rare man... proud of my team's effort..bwhahaha
then i walked back with danny and ryan and went over to no7. the usual, the group was drinking and smoking.talked to alv for a while before i went home to call ken and go to sleep. was sooo tired. mentally...think i did quite a bit of work so..hehh i deserve it!!!
SATURDAY--> went to the gym with SM. before that i woke up at about 9am plus plus to manually transfer all my numbers from my nokia 6510 to my LG phone. in the process of transfering the numbers, i realised i havn't been keeping in touch with a couple of my friends,some of whom i've been close to at some point or other. people like christina, utak, alvin tan, alvin, xh, pam goh, aileen, neil...etc ...the list goes on...i will contact them when i go back to singapore this time round =) oh yeah of course, some of the ppl in my phone, when i looked at their names i was like "who's this?" hahaha..tsk tks...
anyway went to the gym but didn't do much because i almost blacked out. don't noe wat's wrong. while warming up i actually broke into cold sweat and i felt faint. something's wrong man. so well SM and myself wlaked out of the boxing class (the instructer sucked anyway) and went for lunch at subway. couldn't even finish my salad because i had no appette.
came back home to put out myclothes to dry and talked to alvina and janelle for a while. at about 2.30 ai yee came to pick me up and we went grocery shopping in boxhill. she then drove back home, her house that is...and i started transferring SMSs from my phone to a piece of paper (i wrote out the messages) yess...i'm a sentimental bitch but i can't help it. that's why i keep so much rubbish, have so many diaries, and have so many messages books
i've been writing and jotting down nice/touching personal messages (pageer and mobile) since i was in sec 2 i think =) hahaha i shall go back home (in spore) to loko for the books =)
after transferring my msgs, i gave my phone to my uncle. sniff sniff... i miss my 6510 already! =(
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Friday, August 20, 2004
i feel satisfied today...did quite a bit of work. =)
*pat pat*
heheh... anyway just had nice steamboat with kee, ryan, CS, SM, janelle, charms, gerard, oaks, yoko. *BUUURRRP* think i ate too much... just now i was sooo full that i thought i was going to puke everything out when i burped. and this is the first time this year i felt so full man! =)
don't puke eh..it's very bad for your health.
in charms' place right now and she's bathing. we're prob going to daryl/mag's place. heheheh =) but i dun feel like drinking leh. i only like to drink when i noe i'm going to dance. =p
hmmm tomorrow i still have to meet ai yee for grocery shopping. aikz.
nothing much to say liaoz. just stayed in berwick till the last shuttle service. i'll prob do this every week. i need to start doing work properly and get my readings done. argh! work!!!
just thought about mama today in the bus. just realised i didn't get to kiss her at all. i noe it is not a practice that chinese normally do but i don't think i ever did show or tell her that i love her. sigh. and i should have read my emails regularly then. sigh.
sigh...
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in berwick again. took a really early bus because i wanted to get some work done. if i'm in clayton i'll procrastinate and i'll prob end up in MUISS playing bridge
yeah man! tat game's addictive!!!!
let's see. i've got a miserable lecture and i heard my lecturer is always late. but i had to come today because i borrowed something from joel
joe's this aussie guy whom i borrowed notes from. thought he was this guai guy who goes for lectures but turns out, he only went for two!!! )($#*#(&@* i shall go borrow lecture notes from someone else because we have to hand in our lecture notes for 10% !!!
should i go to maccas? it's just across the road...decisions decisions.
no don't waste moneyyyyyy tsk...
well time to print notes, read my text and prepare for lecture!
HAHAH! act like! tsk tsk..pretend to be guai kia only!
erm...and one more last thing... =) something to look forward to...SM's steamboat! yay! i love steamboat! i think i eat alot! =( hahahha jon says whenever i'm with him we eat. that's quite true actually... heheheh
PIG!!!!!
but i enjoy eating. is that a crime? NOPE... =) and i'm proud of it! at least i'm happy like that!
hmmzz..still thinking whether i should go to mag/daryl's place for their housewarming. seems like we have to go to 'give face' but me is not in the mood for drinking.
act like..
seriously!!! and think charms wanna go to watch a movie. jersey gal or something. oh well if anyone is also game i'm game! =)
okayzz...time to head on out of here. PR readings...here i come!!!
~wish upon a star, *renzi (it's 10.27am)
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
in the execs office right now and i'm quite bored right now. bought food with him and we both bought the snack pack from the chicken bar. man! the food in uni not only sucks, it's also expensive. tsk tsk.. no wonder there are so many demonstrations/protests/rallies etc in the uni. a pity international students can't go out for demonstrations, it's against the regulations in our visa. =p
btw do you know that you (meaning the ladies) may, no...WILL get deported back to your own respective countries if you get pregnant?? =p
hmmm well people say we can protest discreetly, but huh??? how do you "protest discreetly"??? sounds like an oxymoron to me =) yeap getting back to the point, there are a couple of students who were charged for the protest a few months back. sigh.. think msa's getting very political. dunno how that will affect muiss.
this reminds me of my conversation i had with danny. we talked a bit about elections, msa and students in monash being very unhappy with the system in monash. i do agree with danny that the uni cannot always accommodate to the students. i would explain this with the illustration of a parent and child. the child cannot always see the parent's point of view and will resort to whining, bitching and protesting. the parent cannot always let the child have his/her way too, becaus as the sayin goes "spare the rod and spoil the child". does that make sense??
i also talked to danny about him being a leader. i told him that IMO, he may not be that of a good leader.
ORRR...so you mean you're a better leader??? BUAY HAO BAI!!!
and i'm not saying that i can be any better but... even in meetings he can joke around. i'm also not saying that you can't joke around, but there is a time and place for joking around. In situtions like meetings, the atmosphere, esp if you're a leader, has to be serious. if you are leading and instructing people working under you to do something, you should show that you mean business, and by faltering (which incldes joking around and not portraying a serious side to you) there may be consequences.
also, he may lack the tact. he's very loud and i relaly dunno...i told him all that alraedy..
enough of the serious stuff...
there are two boxes of fries sitting between the keyboard. one box is mine and the other, his. he did mention that he was going to set up a blog. i wonder when. nevertheless, i always wonder what and how he think things. i haven't exactly talked to him properly yet. although we see each other almost everyday, interact, but the quality of the interaction is the question. i hope i can safely say i did put in the effort. did i? what happened to the times when we were even closer, and what happened to the times we shared? am i considered an aquaintance to you? or a friend?
i think the former... WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FRIES????
oh ya...my fries... they're soggy and yeah ahhaha supposed to like fries but i'm very sick of the fries, it's quite a lot and ....frankly right now, they look likea box of worms. yeee...shall give it to him later... =)
hmm it's been almost 2 hours since i did any work. i shall head off to the library soon. maybe in about 20 minutes.
some things to think about and maybe distract me later..aikz.
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.38pm)
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i'm hungryyy.....and there's nothing to eat in uni!! i mean there is something to eat but nothing that fancies me... =(
well yesterday we celebrated alena's birthday, it was quite funny because when she opened the door, we screamed "surprise!!!" and she prob almost jumped out of the house, wel technically she was in the house because she stepped into the house...
hahah went for dinner before that. we (grace, evon, winson, wang wei, his gf, tanya, kee, ron, melissa) went to grand tofu in the glen =)
nothing much else to say, except that i went to the gym.
very distracted for some reason.
wanted to write something bu i can't remember. couple of ppl in te muiss lounge. was initially in the library but........there was some renovation going on in e library so i got fedup..
anyywayyyyy time to go look for food...yummm
~wish upon a star, *renzi (it's 12.23pm)
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
hmmzz...in the library...going to go return the tapes and get some reading done before i meet kee for dinner. =)
had a good session of exercising now. quite energized as well as refreshed =) good...at least i have a certain spurt of energy. eheheh i shall be gone now. my books call me, "i must not say no" (btw think that quote was from king lear...anyone? hehehhehe)
~wish upon a star, *renzi* (it's 4.56pm)
end notes *snigger*
1. by the way i love the songs that charms compiled.
2. i'm envious of charms' toned legs... =)
3. i'm hungry...
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hmm very sleepy...yawnzz.... slept all the way to berwick. anyway i didn't sleep much the night before because i was busy with my presentation *crosses finger* heh...
went home to sleep after com2020 class butttt...i couldn't sleep because i was thinking so i started writing in my diary. i was reminising about this year. =) so i started writing for close to 1 hour i think then i laid on my bed and slept for 1/2 an hour before i had to get up for execs meeting. didn't do much after that. just drove jon's manual car to the glen. heheh my first...yeap my first time driving a manual car on a real road after i got my license a few years back. hehehehe
okok....shall show some MMN photos...and i need to rush up for class.
the VIP ushers..heheh grace, yuet mei, myself and melissa... =)
my gen comm, chiang wei and his gf, shaz =) btw her dress cost 1k ringgit!!!!
ahh...renee and ryan, mcf and mmn chairpersons... *grin*
oaky...aka gigi's gal/er boyfriend..heheheh
RES-TEP-PA and cheers to gerard aka "gigi" hahahahahha
hahaha we managed to grab renald to drink up ehhehe
my gen comm
group photo..hehe
chio bu.....daryl!!!!
almost gone renee... =p
kee, giap and myself...
the guys from the ISOs who made me drink......GUILTY PARTIES!!!
the execs plus may =)
hehehehe =) enjoy guys!
~wish upon a star, *renzi (it's 9.01am)
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Tuesday, August 17, 2004
photos anyone? hahha took a couple with my camera on mcf =)
rodney and myself
vietnamese club selling rice paper rolls etc
the nice peeps from river kuai..they were selling green curry, chicken wings etc
pecking duck anyone?
crazy people of mumsu...
satays by SAM
painted my face...can u see it?
jazz band CW and myself
dutch folk dancers =)
anyone wants thai/burmese food...
alvina and meeeeee
dancing to the beat!
committee photos...yes! everything's done! see my relieved face?
LENG ZAI!!!!! he's da man!