Friday, July 30, 2004


sigh...u noe what? i have to go to berwick for two days...argh!! this sucks. the whole tut class is full...this is really LL mannnn...sighness..

anyway second thing is...i'm having this bad stomachache...i need some POH CHAI YUN man... arghh

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hopefully byron is still here...if not i'd prob have to take a shuttle...ARGH times like this i wish i had a car man

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:17:00 PM
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Sunday, July 25, 2004


entry 568: my weekend at a glance (written in the early morning today before i slept)

upon arriving back to melbourne, i had to go for a ski trip on thurs. the ride there was horrid. not that the ride was bumpy or anything, but i just don't like sitting in buses, esp when you're confined to a seat. the bus was packed because all 48 seats were taken up. i was sitting with jon and i couldn't move much.
when we reached falls creek, we got our ski wear and equipment and took a lift up to the top of falls creek. we learnt how to ski and well to cut the story short, we didn't ski much because there were too many in a group, i feel, and it was just hard to coordinate and accomodate to everyone. bleah.
anyway had quite a first okay day, although there were a couple of confrontations. DRAMA MAMA!!

we spent our first night playing cards, drinking and lazing around because there was nothing miuch else to do at night.
the second day picked up only in the afternoon when a group of us (leng-zai-victor, learn-in-a-few-minutes-ivan, scared-of-falling-off-a-cliff-graham, not-bad-at-skiing-germaine, cannot-break-alvina, started-skiing-at-6-kelvin, quite-good-jon, and myself) started skiing down wombats. we found the dream place which was so nice to fall (according to the rest...i was too scared to fall) and nice to ski.
for bothe the days, it was snowing, visibility was quite bad because of the fog, it was SOOOO damn cold (prob about minus 4 deg?) to the point when our fingers were purple and numb, but we still had fun. =)
yeap...highlights...or quotes of the day...
1)"i am not happy at you!"
2)"you don't consider me your friend eh??"
3) black snowman (oxymoron!!)
4)"how do i know whether i can see the people if it's not a digital camera?"
5) me teasing weijie, and weijie being angry at me (petty dude)
6) "i know him for only 2 days and i hate him already"
7) taking a photo with our bras only when it was snowing
8) alvina and her 'stunts'
9) alvina skiing into a sign post
10) i said "DIE" when weijie was picking a card, and he really lost (he had to pay double..heheh)
11) wedges that cost 10 bucks (note: wedges actually taste nice with sweet chilli sauce and sour cream)
12) leng zai being hungry all the time
13) jon pushing kelvin to the metal beam of the bed
14) leng zai puking halfway and stopped to stack the guys...hahaha
15) kelvin skiing without prior instructions/lessons
16) leng zai exclaiming "why is the photo so dark" with his goggles on
17) there was a fire because some SAS (the SAM equivalent) idiot brought another heater and a blanket caught fire. so everyone had to wake up in the middle of the morning, spoiling our beauty sleep tsk!

anything else to add?? =)
yeap...anyway first day in melbourne, i was supposed to go for classes but i missed two classes bah!
ok...tomorro i've gotta go to MUISS to settle more stuff..aiks!!!
time to go....
sighzzz
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (0012hrs)

ps: shit...my stupid comupter sucks, my internet connection sucks (maybe it's because of my computer as well)...it takes a whilte to load a page, sometimes even goin into websites which are invalid or which says “page cannot be loaded”...very frustrating...SHITTTTTT....arghh....

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:55:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004


entry 567: one of the best days in these 2 weeks =)

I’ve decided to screw all forms of work, for today. Well in the morning, even though my nose was leaking I couldn’t resist and gave into temptation- I went to ECP to blade for the last time. I met Des (I think his name is Des) and we chatted for a bit after I returned the blades. He offered me a job to help him out when I come back but I’ll see how things turn out, esp when the pay sucks (butttt I think I get to blade for free…wheee)

I took a cab back home to bathe and pack. I booked a cab to funan centre to meet dad to try to fix the computer. Actually my computer is just slow, but I told dad I wanted to reformat my whole laptop. After staying in challenger for 2-3 hours, dad got instructions to fix the computer, we had lunch and dad bought some installation programmes for me (some Microsoft student edition which cost bloody close to $300.) he even offered to buy an additional hard disk, but looking at the price, and considering mum’s GILI-GULU (ie make a lot of noise) reaction, I decided otherwise. The hard disk is pretty cool. The size is slilghtly bigger than a thumb drive, but it can store up to close to 2GB worth of stuff. BUT the price….hmmm it cost about another 300 bucks *gulp* after declining his offer, he bought himself one of those things. =p

Man…mum and dad are SOOO diff. Dad’s very very easy-going and mum’s just the opposite. Hahahha…. mum’s very thrifty and dad’s very extravagant. Imagine he spends prob about 1-2k every month on IT-related stuff…. He prob doesn’t think twice when it comes to spending. I think I’m like that some times. Good that I don’t take after him totally. I guess studying overseas does make you realize that money doesn’t grow on trees (NOTE: not all ppl feel that way.)

Anyyywayyy I spent the rest of the day with Kenneth. We had lunch (this was my second lunch) in katong shopping centre. We saw a couple of kids from a certain school and he became very very critical of the peeps of that certain school. Judgemental Kenneth called them “thieves” while I called him “judgemental” tsk tsk… not all of the people from that certain school are thieves and besides, ALL schools, even the best schools have thieves as well, shouldn’t we give them a chance and not judge them??

We went back to ken’s place to watch slam dunk. It was really funny. When I get money from work in aus, I would like to buy the whole series of the Chinese slam dunk comics. I read the whole series 3 times and it still cracks me up! =) PLUS it’s on a discount hehehe sooooo…

Let’s see we went for supper at simpang bedok and the guys ate SOOOO much! We paid for close to $50 worth of pratas and drinks!!!! Joe ate the most, claiming that he hasn’t puked at all in this trip so far *shrug*

They decided to go to the beach, but ken dropped me home because I was very tired and I needed to finish packing. The ride home was HILARIOUS because I was the fortunate one sitting in front while 4 not-so-skinny guys (Ian, Joe, Jon, and Derong) had to squeeze behind =) some of the peeps in the car felt the car tilting towards the right side because it so happened that the heavier guys (ie Kenneth who was driving, jon and joe) were sitting on the right hand side. =) and on the way home the guys started singing songs, shouting commands and well just a funny sight =)

So that was my day today,er yesterday technically.

AND on Monday, I went to meet Karen for lunch at parkway. She was very pissed at me, rolled her eyes at me because me didn’t wanna eat so much. Hahaha but I didn’t really bother about that. After a while, she was back to normal. We had Sakae sushi and upon paying, we realized that they didn’t include about $13 of take-aways, we decided to be dishonest and ran off without informing them *devils taking over* bwahahahha

After that I went to ken’s place again, and lazed around till dinner time when I had to go home. On my way home, Karen called and claimed that my granny didn’t wanna let her in! ahhahahah so she passed the mobile to my granny when I had to explain in my broken Cantonese that Karen was my friend. When I reached home, I dragged Karen out to see Apple, this super young and cute dog!!! *drool* she was sooo friendly. I want a dog too!!! But I think I’ll keep sneezing.

We had dinner then I took the car out with jean and Karen for supper in city hall because I had to meet charms’ bf, Jason. After meeting him, we headed back home. I sent Karen home and took a really long route home because jean loves car rides =) jean then accompanied me back home (since she lives just above me) and helped me pack. I’m hopeless at packing I tell you. She managed to squeeze all the food stuff in one bag, all my clothes (excl my bras, panties and socks) in another bag! Amazing. I love Karen and jean man! =)

Yeap that was my day for Monday….heheheh

Shall update the rest of my trips when I get back to aus, which wouldn’t take too long, and once again….sigh I hate plane rides, but should it ever explode or anything, tell everyone (you know that I know) that I love them =)

Hahahah one more thing before I go…I think I can count with one hand how many times I took a bus in these two weeks. No wonder I had no money in no time man!!!

~wish upon a star, *renzi** (it’s 2.44am on the 21st of july)


renzi kissed and swore @ 2:46:00 AM
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Monday, July 19, 2004


Entry 566: it’s just so frustrating

You know what is frustrating…??
Having a friggin internet connection that doesn’t work properly. For the past few days I couldn’t access the internet because the internet couldn’t be used. I told dad that and being the lazy bum, he told me to switch the computer on, and restart it..BAHHHHHH…. then when I told him that it couldn’t work, he would “tsk” at me and say he’d “fix it later” BAHHHHHHHH…..so I got so irritated that after 2 days of asking him, I gave up

You know what is frustrating???
Writing an entry and saving it in MS-word, only realizing 2 days later that your brother deleted the damn entry and saved a blank fucking word document.

You know what is frustrating??
Knowing you have emails to reply to, and yet not being able to. Once I could access the internet, I get a flood of emails.

You know what is frustrating???
I’m not friggin computer literate!!! ARGH!

You know what is frustrating???
For 2 hours, I’ve been going into websites that say “website cannot be found”, or going to this “perfectNav” website. I’ve to keep pressing “back” and WAITING for at least a minute each time this happens.

You know what is frustrating??
Everyone’s growing up. Everyone around me is dressing up, putting on make-up, doing ‘grown-up’ things, or whatever u call it. Makes me feel kinda inferior. Somehow I feel that people are comparing me to others. My mentality is if you have your whole lifetime to dress up prob EVERY day…why the hurry?? I don’t need to dress up all the time. I don’t think I need to impress anyone at this point of time and I don’t need to dress up. I only do it when the need be. SO STOP FUCKING JUDGE ME.

Consolation for today: going out with the girls. I brought them out to the safra sea sports centre and had a good meal. We shared a plate of Chow Kuay Teow, Chicken Curry, Egg Omelette, Sambal Kang Kung, and some funny soup. Yeap…. Nothing much else to say. Goin to cut and paste this into my blog account, eat my medicine (just went to see the doctor) and sleep. Hopefully can speak to ken if he wants to….sigh

~ wish upon a star, ***rEnZi (it’s 12.27am on the 19th)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:14:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 14, 2004


entry 565: a message

well i dunno wat to say... i know i'm being harsh but...sighness i wish i can just not bother but i can't. i'm being a prick today yes i noe but...i dunno why also. it's just renee? =( i dun want that to happen all the time...and i hate this feeling. what say you? does it even affect you or i'm just being a childish prick? tell me, tell me would u?? when i give u very vague answers, one-word answers does that make sense to you, does that make you think, do u realise that u do that too???

argh!

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:21:00 AM
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entry 564: i call this the worm song...

version 1:
Nobody likes me, everybody hates me,
Guess I'll go eat worms,
Long, thin, slimy ones; Short, fat, juicy ones,
Itsy, bitsy, fuzzy wuzzy worms.

Down goes the first one, down goes the second one,
Oh how they wiggle and squirm.
Up comes the first one, up comes the second one,
Oh how they wiggle and squirm.

version 2:
Nobody loves me, everybody hates me
Think I'll go and eat worms
Long ones, short ones, fat ones, thin ones
See how they wriggle and squirm

I bite off the heads, and suck out the juice
And throw the skins away
Nobody knows how fat I grow
On worms three times a day
Ohh...nobody loves me.

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sniffles

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:15:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004


entry 563: i walked and walked...

today was just simply a time of walking, thinking, stoning..

in the morning i was supposed to go swimming with dear karen but it looked gloomy and i slept in =p by the time i woke up it was 11 already. so i started typing an email, and writing to the execs.

after that i went to bathe and headed out to town. i watched mean girls while eating LJS chicken. was almost disgusted at the service of the manager at long john silver. she wasn't rude but i felt she was very pushy and jumpy. she kept greetin customers in a very loud coarse voice. and she gave me the impression that she was very unwilling to serve any customer. when she greeted me and before i could say antyhing, she tried to sell the set2. then i smiled and said i didn't want it but she pushed me the second time saying the same "oh (fully knowing that i have already made up my mind) would u mind trying our set2?" I ALREADY SAID I WANTED BLOODY SET1!!!! then she continued by asking me whether i wanted to change my drink to ice lemon tea. when i said "okay", she informed me that i needed to pay an extra $1!!! normally for fast-food joints, the attendant doesn't ask whether the person wants to change the customer's orders, that's just plain weird.

she's just wierd.

=)

yes i'm damn mean... maybe under the influence of mean girls hehehe

after my show, i decded to take a slow stroll down orchard road. while walking down orchard road, i decided to look for uncle aloysious =) when i was helping him arrange some specs, alvina called and told me she saw wesleyyyyyyyy... *drooll* bah! why can't i have that much luck??? (but saw some leng zais today..heheh all ang mos..speaking in some foreign language...even more sexy......)

ANYYYWAYYY chatted with him for a while before i left the building and continued walking down ochard road. at that point, jon called and i talked to him while walking past meridian, plaza singaura, carlton hotel, bugis junction, and when i reached raffles hotel i put down the phone. guess wat? i chatted with him for almost an hour!!! =)

he helped me change and swap around schedules to make my timetable better. looks like i have 2 free days again...wed and friday =)

i was intending to walk home from lavender since i was half way home but karen called and i went to her work place to disturb her. she was working for jon and since i knew jon, i felt at ease to go to her workplace =)

dad picked me up at golden mile complex and we went home together. in the car mum was complaining at M1's service, which is a load of bull. just a few days ago, one guy from m1 called me up to try to convince me to keep my m1 plan but i kept explaining to him that i didn't need another number because half the time i'm not even in singapore! =p haha think he got the hint when kenneth shouted "m1 sucks!!!" =)

well that was my day i guess....drove down to golden mile to pick karen up for dessert. we went to gelare at siglap and we had our respective favs =)

yeap yeap0...that was my day. no kenneth today..bleah...

welll some ppl think i'm mean to him...oh well *shrug* to each his own opinion.

let's seeee...like my mum today...she asked me whether i contacted desmond but i told her i didn't see the need to because i knew she would say something like "why?? treating him like ur enemy eh?" WHATEVER if u equate a fren whom i haven't contacted for a whileif as my enemy, if you equate a fren whom i've nothing to say to as my enemy, you think that way i respect you for your opinions but i have mine as well so fuck you.

=)

hahahah seriously~

i always joke with jon and when i say something like fuck you, he would say promise...and i would say...."wait till i'm 30 lor" hashhahhahahaha...cos that's the time he'd have to marry me if i'm still single. =) HAHAHAHAHAHHAH

okok..time to go...i'll be brushin my teeth

my knee hurts....been walking a lot today....even when i came back....i dropped off the car and decided to go for a walk =)

aikz!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.37pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:23:00 PM
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entry 562: very stressed!!!

sigh....27 more days to MCF and procrastination still lingers in the air...argh!!!! it's an even worse feeling because i can't do much. i need to have faith, i need to breathE!!!!

anywayyy....i shall destress...will prob go out alone. ken's out with his frens, karen's working...and i can't really exercise. it seems pretty cloudy AGAIN. bah! and my nose is leaking. dun think i should exercise right??

argh argh argh!!!

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 11.09am)

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:13:00 AM
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hahahahah.... well i'm chatting with a couple of people now and shaun's hilarious. i quote "I think lady like girls are extinct. Can't think of a single example"... =) i think this is quite true...it's hard to find someone who's very demure... when i said i was demure on sunday, edwin cracked up. bah! hey i can be demure if i want to, i guess... =)

well let's see...i went to meet shaun for breakfast. mum cancelled my dental apt so i went for a movie with shaun today. stupid pig didn't allow me to buy my popcorn, he says it's wierd for a gal to walk out of the theatre to get popcorn..what theeee... hahahha and he says it's weird to watch a movie alone. i dun see anything wrong with that. you don't talk or converse with anyone in the movie so why get so conscious of not having someone beside you? i feel that a person who is very assured of him/herself can sit alone in a movie. it's normal. well if a person can sit alone and eat dinner/lunch, that shows he/she is even more reassured of him/herself. no? =)

after watching the movie, i took a cab home. went up to jean's place to cook mushrooms for our lunch. we just stuffed ourselves with mushrooms...MUSHROOMSSSSS.... then i had to went home to do some things before leaving to meet kenneth. heheh =)

we hung out in his house till we were hungry then we went for dinner at SAKAE. i had sashimi, and my usual chanwamushi and fried tofu. walked around parkway before i realised that....there was no more body shop there!!! what theeee...

went home to grab the car and sent kenneth to meet the guys. i went to queensway to grab stuff from eemin's mum. and i headed to orchard. i collected my spoilt camera, bought all the stuff i'm supposed to buy and met karen. we decided to go for dinner (tat's mys second dinner mind you) and we had chwee kuey, wan tan mee, rojak and or luat =) hahaha we're pigs...er...wait i'm a pig....karen's still as skinny as ever..tsk..

yeah so tat was my day....guess wat movie i watched...!!! quick quick...a hint... "i'm spiderman no more!" HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA yeah i loved some of the dialogue...but peter parker's script was a load of rubbish, soooo cheesyyy..

anyyyywayyy made my day free for kenneth but he's not free so well *shrug* sigh gotta make plans for meself...

prob go meet gao...stupid gao..called him today then he claims i didn't call him TMD...

hmmm....thought of the day.. "it's all about choice" =) thanks to convos with shaun and dialogue in SDM2

hehehe... =)

well time to go...will try to go running or something tomorro...if it's not too hazy...if it's hazy i dun think i can take it =p

ok...time to go...i'm scared for my resutls...ARGH!

~wish upon a star, renzi (it's 12.27am)..it's time to email the execs tomorro...no more procrastinations!

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:08:00 AM
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Sunday, July 11, 2004


nothing much happened....i realised that this trip was just a catching up with certain close frends.. there's not much time to even breathe...now i'm just like at home doing nothing, i've to...think about work, sigh, and find my papers to send an email out to the execs, which i should have done some time back..argh!

well today i didn't do much. i woke up late, bathed and was about to get ready to go to church when....i sneezed. immediately there was this sharp pain peircing through the right side of my bottom back. like how loser is that??? hahahha,.... well went for service then chilled with anne and jean at millenia walk. i drove there and we found so many 5566 fans..sheesh. the band name is already so retarded...tsk..

we just had some finger food and chatted till it was about 4 plus. then we walked over to carrefoure to buy mushrooms. jean and myself are cooking mushrooms for lunch tomorrow *drool*

yeah...tat was tat... fecthed anne home before coming back. was supposed to go out and meet karen but i was just quite tired and felt bad for using the car the whole day so i didn't ask mum whether i could use the car.

there's jus sooo much to do and so little time. i wanna run and blade but with the condition of my back, i dun tink i can take any bump on my bum (esp when it comes to blading)

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well let's see...yesterday i went for lunch with mum and dad and we had sooo much to eat at this 5-star chicken rice place. i like boon tong kee more...will eat that before i go back. andddd i would likie to eat wan tan mee before i leave as well. hahah

after meeting my parents, i went back to jean's place and chilled and joked around. i separated ken's gift..hope he likes it =)

chattedwith jon on the phone while jean dozed off. i was about to leave her place when she roused so..hehe chatted for a while more before i took a cab to ken's place. i chatted with the aunty who sent me there and asked her for good eateries... =) she mentioned that she had a house in clayton for investment purposes, how cool is tat? =)

after meeting kenneth for a while and spending time with him, we took a cab to parkway to meet the guys. they were deciding what to get for sze hao since they had to attend his birthday party. i hung around some more after the guys left for his place. i bought alvin's present but realised...sigh..and guess i regreted getting him what i got. *slaps oneself*

i took another cab to tampines and chatted with the uncle on the way. i always ask my cabsie drivers how is business and they always reply "BAD"....wassssuuuppp

it was a good time meeting up with a couple of the 4Cers. huiling, seow ling, lay hoon, hoolun, chee keong, grace and alex were present for his birthday =) i joked around, got teased as usual and i told them a couple of stories that i experienced in aus =) nice...

right after the cake-cuting ceremony, i took off and went to meet kenneth.

MAN! i took sooo many cabs in one day. i think i take about 2 cabs everyday. tsk tsk...badd

=)

andd...antoher thing to tsk tsk about isss......i gained 3 kg already!!! in less than a week in spore, i gained SOO much weight! WASSUUUPPPP!!! hehehehe indeed i've been eatinf for a couple of ppl...they told me to eat their share when i come back...*growl*

hmmm my back hurts....

anddd here's a photo i saw from sharon's blog. i didnt' even realise taking a photo with keith n sharon when i was clubbign that day =p oops

ok time to call jean....and maybe go up to her place to do something

~wish upon a star, renzi*** (it's 9.18pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:07:00 PM
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Saturday, July 10, 2004


well... i'm going out for lunch with mum and dad. was supposed to swim with jean but the weather prevented us to do so. bah! i'm supposed to be exercising but it's either the weather or...me... my sinus is back with a vengeance and it's pathetic to constantly blow my nose and argh!

my plans for today are as follows, going out with parents. may meet either kenneth or jean. was actually supposed to go out with kenneth but i feel bad waking him up sooo.... yeah...

at night i'm going for alvin's 21st birthday bash. i seriously wonder wat's the big deal with 21st birthdays. isn't it like another birthday, just that the world thinks it's the key to freedom for kids like us...sheesh..

anyway shall briefly mention and update wat i did for the past two days...

on the 8th, i woke up early even though i slept late (bah!) so i arranged with mother to meet her for lunch. as i was on my way to raffles place i realised it was a bad move because i had to rush and get my lunch with the lunch pack (we're in the cbd area that's why) BAHHH

i had something like bak chor mee then we went bra shoppin. (if u're a guy, conservative guy, skip this whole paragraph) ANDDDD i bought a couple of undies, socks and bras. quite a good and productive day i must say. although i was like complaining to mum that my boobs seem to be getting smaller. seriously! smaller...bah! hahah wanted to blame mother for the small boobs. it must be her. or either that both sides of my family. bleah! and they seem to be sagging. sniffles. i'm only 21 for crying out loud how can they be sagginggggggggg...but oh well... shopping therapy was good nonetheless =)

we headed down to suntec and i went sorta grocery shopping. i bought snacks, those primary school snacks, for the peeps in aus =) those will bring good memories heheh..

well while taking a rest, i had a very good chat with mother. and we chatted about relationships and people in a relationship. that session was kinda daunting and enlightening i guess, especially it was coming from myum but...well it was good, i guess, to talk to mum like that. well there's always a first aint' it? =)

we met dad and persis for dinner at the NUS guild house. the food was not bad and i like the atmosphere there =)

my parents drove us back and i borrowed the car. persis and myself went to tampines to pick karen up and we went to the esplanade but the shops were closed already, so we de3cded to go to the airport (although i would rather not go there) to pick alvin (pers' bf) up. =)

he's a decent dude and i'm sure he'll make pers happy so i'm happy for her.

then we had supper and that wasw my day. came home at about 2..bleah

anyway gtg have lunch update later

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:43:00 PM
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entry for the 7th


I’m now waitin for sharon’s customer to come to my house to pick up the stupid phone. I wanna go out liaoz… will prob call him after I type this entry…

Yawn… I came back at 4 odd because I went for supper with the karen’s friends =) and before that I went clubbing.

I met Karen for coffee in the afternoon and it was nice to catch up with my dear best friend =) we chatted for about 3 hours before we went for our early dinner at sakae. Winnie met us there and we then headed back to starbucks to chat for a while. When we were there I saw Jason and man! He looked so different. Winnie even said he looked like the malay version of tay peng hui hahaha. Initially he was like “hey…you’re renee right?” and I dealt with the pleasantries before he went back to work/his discussion. He kinda knew I was in aus….was that a long shot? I didn’t even know he remembered me….*shrug*

We walked to pacific plaza because the gals wanted to show me how chinablack was like. But it was still too early so0 we took a cab to ms. We went into double O had a few drinks before we went to see Winnie have her dinner. Chermaine joined us soonafter and we went into O bar for a couple more drinks before heading to zouk. I was quite tired then and was only slightly high, although I had prob about quite a number to drink.

We took a cab to zouk and danced in phuture while it got really crowded. We would occasionally squeeze out of the club for a while before going back in. we met soo many people there. We saw weiquan, kamil n gang, the sc1 peeps, and I can’t remember the rest. We danced and danced till I was completely sober, and that was when I started getting restless. Kinda felt guilty for making the group leave early but I was just bored, my toes were aching (because of my heels) and it was stifling in the club.

So yeah tat was my day yesterday.

I’d better put a reminder to talk about…1)death 2)talking to por por 3)making arrangements with relatives 4)meetin up with ppl 5)ppl liking ppl’

~wish upon A Star, ***renzi (it’s 10+am)

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why must things end up like that? Why must things be always so situational, and “just because”? somehow I kinda regret coming back, and wasting mother’s money.

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:29:00 PM
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entry for the 6th

it’s been a good 32 hours in Singapore. In the 32 hours, I saw Kenneth. In fact he was the first one whom I saw when I touched down. That was one of the points which made my day yesterday. We took a cab, a cheap cab, back to my house where I unpacked, settled down and briefly talked to my parents and grandmother, and took a quick shower.

Right after that I went to Kenneth’s where I took a short nap. I couldn’t sleep after 1 hour despite the lack of sleep for the past couple of days. It could be because I was excited by the fact that I was already in Singapore. I almost had to pinch myself to remind myself that it was reality that Kenneth was soundly asleep beside me and that I was in sunny Singapore =)

I convinced Kenneth not to accompany me to town because I reckoned he would need his ‘beauty’ sleep. I took a cab to Parkway to bank in my cheque and called up my debit card company to enquire about my rejected card. Man! Something’s wrong with all my cards. In Sydney, my card got confiscated by the atm machine and when I checked my balance of my posb card, it couldn’t work as well. Blah! But I guess everything’s settled already.

Right after that I decided to take a 36 and decide where to go. On my way in the bus, I called Jon and chatted for a while. Haha! He was busy doing some spring cleaning so I left him to his business and dropped off at city hall to take an MRT to commonwealth. Upon reaching commonwealth, I got out to the station control to ask the man where sony was. To my irritation, he informed me that they moved to orchard road (*#$&*%^$*(&# I should have just taken a 36 instead of dropping off at city hall in the first place, if I knew that sony moved.

So LL I had to take another train (but transport is cheap…heheheh yes yes I take that for granted) to orchard and guess what? I took the wrong side of the train. When the train announced Buona Vista, I was cursing and swearing and ran across to the other side. But thank goodness there was this cute malay baby and I kept taking photographs of that dear angel. =)

When I reached orchard, I walked to Wisma and realized there were a lot of GINAHs….for a friggin school day!!! SHOULDN”T TEACHERS BE LOCKING THEM UP IN SCHOOL TO STUDY MORE (since renee is back and needs her space?)?????? hahahhahahah! Well so checked with sony and most prob, I would have to pay 300+++bucks to repair my damn camera!!! Arggghhh!!!!

I also thought I saw Pamela but I pretended not to see her. Didn’t wanna say hi to her because I really had nothing to say to her. She looked wild as usual. She changed so much and it’s scary because she was so GUAI in JC. Sigh wat happened to her man?

I finally found myself in my former workplace and caught up with a few of them. Arah was there, Naz was there, Karen, Yanty, and many familiar faces were there. Wee was there too =) Well I finally met up with Kimberly, the new manager there and chatted with her. She explained to my why I got axed and I understood her reasons, not that I didn’t when I was in Aus. Just a little disappointed that I can’t work there anymore, at least not until I graduate.

Sigh

After seeing so many familiar faces, and of course some new faces, and catching up with some of them, I got my butt to Hollywood Secrets to pluck me eyebrows =) Heh… Yes vain renee… hehehhe

And I just walked from one end of orchard road to the other just for the fun of it and ended up visiting Uncle Aloysius. =) we chatted for a while and he started teasing me. Hahaha! He said “ay! I heard from your mum that you came back for your boyfriend eh?” hahahah and of course I denied but my initial verbal reaction was “my mum???” hahaha that goes to show how mums actually know us, even though we claim sometimes that our mums are the last people who will know us through and through.

I chatted for a bit and realized I had to go back for dinner (must be guai. First day leh!!!). Had dinner with por por (my other granny), mother, dad and ray. Hahahha ray’s hilarious and quite quick-thinking for a dude of his age (he’s only 8?). when he first saw me, he screamed “RANNNNNNNN-KNEEEEEE CHAIR CHAIR!!!! You’re back!!!” because he didn’t know that I was even coming back. Then I asked him “why are you by yourself downstairs?” and his reply was “ohhh…waiting for you lor!!” hahahaha…..isn’t he cute?? =)

After dinner, I drove my mum to the Chinese physician and was about to visit my Chinese tuition teacher. Then jean messaged me to say she could meet me earlier so I went back to my place, picked up stuff for Karen and waited for jean to come down. Then I went to pick Karen up from the MRT station and we decided to go to gelare for some ice cream. I had my usual banana split while Karen had her waffles. I updated them on the drama in Australia and well just caught up with them briefly. While we were having fun, and poking fun at each other, I realized I didn’t put any parking ticket so we rushed to the carpark and thank God I didn’t have any SAMMAN….heheh

I drove Karen back and arranged to meet her today. Then i drove to anne’s place to just say hi and pass her stuff. =) Then the three of us (Jean anne and myself) were just chatting and chatting and chatting. Jean was exclaiming how Kenneth tricked her into believing I came back earlier and not informing her. When she heard from Kenneth’s hinting that I was back, she was actually pissed. Then she called my house and asked for me. The conversation was as follows:

Jean: Hello, may I speak to Renee pls?
My dad: Huh? Renee?? (sounded like it was the first time he heard my name)
Jean: Yes Renee
Dad: (very confused) Er isn’t she supposed to be back only on Wednesday?
Jean: (embarrassed) Oh thank you uncle. (hangs up the phone)

HAHHAHA andddd,,,,,she was actually angry at my dad too! She was like bitching to some of my friends at how evil and bad my dad was, because he was in cahoots with me =) HAHAHHAHH hilarious!!!

Yeap so that was my day yesterday. Well another packed and fun-filled day is in store for me. I’m going to meet Karen for coffee at SB-LT (my former workplace) and we going clubbing after tat!!! Heheheh

Well I’m prob going to bathe again and…argh! My internet is down. I just can’t use my internet so I have to cut and paste this later…

Ok…time to go

~Wish upon a star, ***RenZi (it’s 1243hrs)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:28:00 PM
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Monday, July 05, 2004


entry 556: in the airport now

well i'm in the airport right now and i'm waitin to go into the plane and fly back to spore asap. man! i've been stuck in e melbourne airport since 5.20pm. it's already 10.21pm and ....waiting for time to go past by yourself is toturous!!! bleah!

first, after watching charms get into the car, i was left by myself. i went to the cafe to drink a hot choc while read the book alvina passed me. after a while i got distracted ebcause the group beside me were talking about BB...sooo...i embarked on a quest to look for a tv. i pushed my trolley filled with goodies, and i found this other cafe which had a huge screen. =) i watched big brother. after talking to jon during the commercial breaks and watching bree go back into the BB house, i went to look for a toilet. i wanted to ask these security guards to look after my trolley but they rudely said NO. thank goodness i found the handicapped toilet. thank God for handicapped toilets =)

well after relieving myself, i decided to continue amusing myself with tv. i watched queer eye for the straight..oops gay guy (this time round) and i got bored after a while. so i continued reading my book. i also got restless so i decided to transfer numbers to my phone. i need to sell a phone. i've too many phones...bleah!

anyway.... i'm going to call mother after this. prob call kenneth for a while as well....

i can't stand being in here ...bleah. i'm so tired but i can't sleep. in the plane on my way back from sydney, i was happily blissfully in sleep when the nightmare kid from behind started fidgiting and moving my seat. i was sooo glad it wasw only a 1 hour ride.

i think both of us (charms and myself) were sooo exchausted that we just dozed off into sleep once we got ourselves seated in the plane.

i think i'm even more tired because i dun tink i had enough sleep from the pas few days. i kept waking up every night. bleah!

anddd....erm... i think i heard like walking noises one night in the apt...tat was quite scary. maybe it was my imagination....

well time to go and call mother...and kenneth....and maybe jon...

===

it wasw a good time, i wouldn't say break because trips and holidays make me even mor tired... it was a good trip ebcause i gotta bond with my dear gal charms. and i'm quite proud of the both of us, for being quite adventurous hehehe

=)

anddd...just a tip for anyone of u.... if u wanna bet on any sports event or anything. make sure you ask charms whcih team she supports, then bet on the team she doesn't support =) just look at the euro-match between greece and cze... she supported CR and they lost. and when she verbally supported portugal, they lose too =)

hahahahah

well i still have about 7 minutes...man! damn ex to just use the internet for half and hour and time seems to bee going past more quickly...which is good. think when i first touch down i shall run, then go around and do my errands for pps...man! what a holiday..

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 10.33pm)

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:23:00 PM
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Thursday, July 01, 2004


entry 555: I"M IN SYDNEY!!!!

yeah...! am in jiew's place right now...i tell you IT'S GORGEOUS!!! nothing that i expected. her place looks like a service apt, she has her own kitchen, own nice ZEN toilet, huge-ass room and jus a really pleasant atmosphere in and outside her apt!!! hahaha no wonder she has to pay 300 per week!!! =p

i'm jealousss!!!

heeheh

anyway think charms is taking a shower right now. i can't wait to sleep. hope i can sleep because i dun normally sleep that well in a foreign environment~ so hmm...

tired...i woke up in the morning and had to rush to school to pay my phone bill. right after that i walked to charms' place to wait for byron to pick us up.

we were caught in the jam but managed to get there on time and in time to buy a 20 peice nugget meal for the both of us.

we chatted our way to sydney in the virgin-blue plane and arrived in sunny sydney.

we had our second lunch at this mummy's place in chinatown. right after taht we left our stuff in jiew's place before cataching a bus back to the heart of the city.

jiew had to leave us to go to school so charms nad my self explored the place. we ended up very near chinatown where there were still many asians. didn't feel like sydney, or australia for that matter. we went to this building which had factory outlets of mambo, just jeans, esperit etc on the second level. we didn't buy anything. after walking one round of the place, we wanted to go to the 'pasar malam' but it was closing so charms and myself started walking aimlessly on the streets till we found a starbucks. we plumped ourselves down and sat there, chatted for 1.5 hours at least.

we finally met up with jiew nad went to the capitol theatre (hope it's called that) to watch the Lion King. the production team fully made use of the theatre which was good and many ideas were innovative and interesting. one of the only flaws was the actor acting Simba, he kept going off-key. bleah~~~

oh well...

anyway after tat we had supper (i've been eating alot) and well..we're back!!! =)

time to sleep sono....i'm tired

~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 0048hrs)

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:39:00 PM
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