Wednesday, June 30, 2004
entry 554: what a wonderful world
WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD
(George Weiss / Bob Thiele)
I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
I see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin' hands, sayin' "How do you do?"
They're really saying "I love you"
I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more than I'll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Oh yeah
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 553: wat a wonderful day..
1000hrs- still lazing on my bed
1030hrs- woke up and typed minutes, and i forgot the time.
1130hrs- was late to meet gordon
1230hrs- met up with alvina, went to the psych cafe for lunch
1330hrs- met yuelin for a short meeting and did some stuff in the MUISS lounge
1415hrs- walked home in the rain with alvina. we decided to walk in the rain. with the rain splattering in our faces, i had to tell alvina "sKarly it hales" and it did!!! me and my big mouth =p ahahah it was damn painful. felt like God was stoning us with ice =p
1500hrs- had our second lunch. felt like home because we had chee kuay, dumpling and soon kueh =) hahah alvina said it felt like tiong bahru... =)
1530hrs- alvina mopped the floor while i vacumned.
1430hrs- alvina cleaned the shower room while i cleaned the toilet bowl. i remarked "now i know how my maid feels", and she said "no lah! your maid cleans your toilet everyday right?" then i pondered and said "now i know how my lazy maid feels!"
hahaha
thought that was funny.
after procrastinating for a good 5 mths i think, we decided to clean the house. imagine the layer of dust we accomulated =p
yeap...and right now...i'm jus damn sleepy...may take a nap before the metting...
time to sleeepppzzzzzz
~wish upon a star, ***ReNzI (it's 1711hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
entry 552: seeking refuge..
i'm so glad for neighbours, and i'm particularly thankful for jon i guess =)
today has been a roller-coaster ride of emotions for yours truly. there were a couple of ppl whom i confronted and well all i can say is i'm mentally, and emotionally drained, maybe even spiritually drained. i need a recharge of emotions, i just need a break i guess =p
anyway i'm really tired. going home soon (am in no7s now) and well tomorrow's going to be a better day =)
highlights of the day
1) watched OC
2) ate pasta which i craved for (am hungry now again)
3) dyed my hair...
4) knowing that i won't be crying tomorrow =0) (been crying for 3 straight days...is tat normal?)
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 0148hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 551: in building 3c now
i'm right now in building 3c =) i'm with jon and ivan and they're applying for graduation right now
its a really long queue that is why i'm typing an entry, to kill time =)
well i called up a few companies and guess things will straighten out soon enough... *crosses fingers*
anyway shall read about big brother npow...and my stomach's fiery!! argh!!
will be going to clayton to buy kenneth something...nothing muich else to buy for anyone already...hope mum puts monye in my bank...
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 3.05pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 550: sigh
it's a crappy start of my day....had a chat with chiang wey and sigh...dunno wat to say now...
well it always happens... when something crops up, others jus come piling on top of me. me is tired liaozzz...
sigh...i really really wannnaaa run awayyyy.....
and i'm jus a fucking idiot...
sigh...me jus being dramatic, oversensitive and fuck lah....
~wish upon a star, ***renzi
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 549: another day has come..
my whole body's aching. *whine* argh!!! anyway i jus woke up after many attempts of snoozing. i'm going to uni with danny soon. i have a meeting with chiang wey soon. hmm i still have to arrange to meet a few ppl for official business. ppl like janelle, gordon and grace.
anyway i'm prob going to msg tina to ask her whether she's interested in going out. well that will be later. hmmzz...
okayzz...very stoned...shall update later....yawnzz.......
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (iot's 1130hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 548: let's jus see...
well i woke up at about 12+++ pm because jon called. prior to that through out the night i was driftin in and out of sleep. i'm not too sure why. maybe because of what i was thinking about. *shrug*
anyway i went to chaddy with jon. nice time talkin to him on the bus =) it's always nice tokin to him...he's like my gay best friend..heheh (i know he's going to call me a bitch or something...hehe sorry dude!!!)
well we arrived at chaddy at around 2.15. we bought chocos and a drink at coles. then we bought two tickets to watch club dread . we went in with an extra large bag of popcorn, a soft drink, and various other snacks. we're pigs i tell u. to think we wanted to go on a diet together. we'll try next sem...hehehe
=)
yeah...we watched the show and 5 minutes into the show, i wanted to pinch jon because it was a horror flick!! well not so much a horror show, but it's like scream. a horror spoof. sheesh. for those who are thinking of watchiung this hsow, DON"T!....don't even waste your time downloading the damn show.
but first highlight was when we sneaked into another cinema to watch RAISING HELEN. not a bad show =) hahah predictable, like all kate hudson shows, but it was heart warming. it was about love, acceptance and everything that makes your heart go fuzzy =) downloadable material =)
anyway when we came out of the movies, we got a shock because it was 6.30, the time i was supposed to meet Ai Yee....hahah i called her immediately and apologised. then i took two buses to wantirna south. it took me about 1 hour =p sigh..at times like these i wished i had a car =)
yeah...had dinner, with ai yee cleaning up, and yi jiong watrching tv *sheepish grin*. went home straight after tat because i didn't have much to tell them, as usual. family members wat...
went home and went out again, with josh and danny. it was a nice time chilling with josh. well after that they came into my room and danny was pestering me about jean..hahahhaha...stupid piece of pie! =p we then proceeded to talk about romantic things we would do for our other halfs, because i made this comment tat i felt i was romantic. YES YES laugh at me but i think i am!!! *pout*
okok...anyway tat's about it for my night. talkin to ivan made me feel better for the day =)
hmmm think someone else will make me feel better... *drum roll* KENNETH!!! going to call him now... =)
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 3.37am)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Monday, June 28, 2004
entry 547: goin out..
it's sooo boring in melbourne. not to mention, i'm really feeling tired of life here. i really wanna go back to spore. too much personal stuff going on at the same time. really feel like stuffing sydney and going back to spore.
sigh
anyway enough of the retarded details..
yesterday went out with eemin, SM and CS. we went to smith street, the city... =) andddd......WONG KUMMMMM yum... hehehe i can't wait to ask mum whether i can get a car, because if so i can go wong kum-ing any time i want hehehe
we spent about 100 bucks in wong kum...hahah we managed to finish up our veges, crab noodles and wong kum chicken..yummm
then we went to the city, to victoria market, where i only spend 12 bucks on chocolates for kenneth. hope i dun eat them up. hahah =)
right after tt we went to the city where eemin left us, and we went window shopping. we rushed home for badminton.
tat was my day and iu've gotta go out now...with kjon.we're going to catch a movie now..
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1.35pm)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Sunday, June 27, 2004
fuck off...just fuck off...
thanks for making me feel dumb, stupid and like an idiot. you're really good at doing that
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 545: yawn
well woke up in time to call sze min. going to the city with eemin, SM and CS. we're going to q vic market. hehhe
not too sure wat are the rest of the plans with SM but i'm going to play badminton..heheh whee!!!
yawn..tired... i can barely open my eyes....
eemin is washin up.. yawn...
yawn...
~wish upon a star, ***rEnZi (it's 0913hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Saturday, June 26, 2004
entry 544: tired..
hahah...well i went out for lunch with danny at the glen. it felt like the good old days when we had a weekly friday free day =)we would eat and eat and eat, basically stuff ourselves. the times i could remember were the times when i wasn't wearing braces yet because...heheheh i was afraid i couldnt eat after putting on them braces...
anyway we met up with thai-fin, kan jiong spider, grace and song yee. we squeezed in yuelin's car because yuelin offered to send us home. =)
went to no7 and slept in the living room while watching the guys play PS2.
then i went over to kee's place for dinner...heheh... =) ATE SOOO MUCH. eemin joined us soonafter and we started playing monopoly. i was the second loser after schemingly trading cards and properties with danny.basket.
and yeah..that was my day. hahaha going to chat with eemin before i sleep. =) got alot to catch up...hehehe
time to go!!!
~wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 0142hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 543: okay i admit!!! =)
heheh...i guess i was drunk...hehe i dunno the actual definition of being drunk or pissed anyway heheheheheh =)
i heard more stories from danny...farney lah...heheheh HAHAHAHHAAH....stories to tell ppl... =)
anyway jus had duck and pork ribs for lunch at the glen. sam was nice enough to send us there..thanks dude! and well...heheh =) i walked around and bought stuff...everywhere's on sale now...bahhh....if only i had money... heheh
okayzz..time to go....bought some kueh for janelle...going ober now..
~wish upon a star, ***rEnZi (1528hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 542: it's still so early!!!
it's a quiet mornin... seascape street is silent and untouched. it's almost rare coming from a person staying in seascape, because it's not hard to imagine this townhouse of ours busy with activity *danny's walking around*
hahah...well i woke up at 9am and i couldn't go back to sleep already. yesterday was...memorable for me i guess. contrary to some ppl who may think i was super gone, i was super high. guess i fulfilled what i wanted to do yesterday already so.. *grin*
hahahaha well a group of us (kelvin, rachel, sam, keith, janelle, ryan, alvina, danny, fang wei, kee, byron, jon, charms, and myself) arrived at loft at around 11ish. we waited in the queue for a while before sharon, kevin, jon's air stewardess fren came to join us. i called gao and kenneth when we were lining up. it's nice to talk to gao =) n kenneth, the usual didn't talk much because he was with his family.
when we were given the green light to go in, the gals went in first. jan and alvina could go in but the bouncer had to STOP MEEEEEEE and asked for my ID.. basket...do i relaly look that young? hahah that's quite good
we started off with 3 shots with charms, kelvin and CS. den i met alvina and sam and drank more...danced quite a bit. danced, and did everything according to my agenda yesterday (haha obviously not to puke but..yeah) and the rest was just rushin to the toilet to puke. it was def more than 2 times. we HAD to be situated at one corner while the toilet was at the other corner!! basket HAHAHHA i kept telling myself not to puke anywhere except the toilet. haaha =) i remember rachel coming in to wait for me...nice gal =)
i think quite a few ppl gave me water..byron's one of them..thanks man!!!
then at around 2-3ish i was so tired that i badly wanted to go home because i was soo tired and sleepy that i just wanted to sleep. and thank goodness danny was there to send me home. (we went out and saw oaky and gerard in lining up at the cloak room. ) really touched that i have such a kor man. he said yesterday, something to the extent that he's my kor so he had to take ccare of me. so sweet right? hahhaa =) danny's such a sweetie pie although he looks like a big huge aggressive bear. he waited outside the toilet for me, he even asked whether i wanted to go home. =) ehehhe well on my way home i kept telling and thanking him for being such a nice boy and er...i had to stop the cab to puke again. =p
one thing i didn't remembre was shouting at the top of my voice to danny (this he told me) when i was walking the flight of steps "I REALLY WANNA BE A BOY...i HATE WEARING BLOODY HIGHHEELS"h ahahhaahha....hilarious. i think i'm quite funny...hehhe ohh..and one more thing that i couldn't remember was hitting an ang moh. danny said after hittng him, he followed me, thank goodness danny was there man.
=)
yeap.that's my night. prob going to the glen for lunch with my big brother, danny =) who needs an imaginary BB when u have danny? =)
hehehhe
okay...better pass the computer back to danny now...hehe
wish upon a star, *** renzi(it's 1011hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Friday, June 25, 2004
entry 541: renzi feels asthmatic
well....jus to cut the long story short...went to the gym...then collected my youth media papers and was quite disappointed. then i went home to bathe. came out to meet yuelin for MCF matters, played bridge, met charms, had lunch with her caught up with her...then went home in the blistering cold =p
feeling like my chest is very tight. just used the inhaler. going to sleep. waking up in about 3 hours time to club =p
zzz
wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1813hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 540: ARGGGHHH
ARGGHHHH!!! i'm so friggin retarded!!!?!!?!! *(&(*$)#^*(@#&(@&()@#&(@#&
STUPID GMAIL!!!!!!!!!!!
I ACTUALLY ACCIDENTALLY "DELETE FOR GOOD" ALL MY MAIL THAT WAS VERY IMPORTANT TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STUPID GMAIL...STUPID TECHNOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!
renzi kissed and swore @
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check out these websites.... hehehe
1) if you're bored...heheh
2) and they call him dancing paul =) you can make this dude dance and groove like....*drum roll* william hung (*rolls eyes*)
hahaha speaking of william hung, according to charms, he's coming to spore!! man!!!!! sheesh... he's so full of it and he's got fame. i'm full of it...WHAT ABOUT MEEEEEEEEEE
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 538: time to awake renzi!!!
well i jus went to the airport to pick charms up. haha it was quite nice talking to sam, trying my best to keep awake because everyone else was sleeping... =p
anyway picked charms up, went to maccas for breakkie and here i am...typing another blog entry...i can't sleep because i sillyly(?????) booked an apt with my personal trainer? sooo...sighh....
today's going to be packed. after going to fitness first, i'm going to muiss to meet yuelin to discuss about publications and i'll prob go back to sleep for a while before i go clubbing. =) sooo excited!!!!! hehehe before i sleep i prob have to call ppl up and make plans...sighh...
tat would be tomorro...er...today's plans... wheee!!!
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what did i do jus now? oops yesterday...i only slept for an hour before i had to go with sam and keith to the airport so well...ehheeh
went out to the muiss lounge after lunch with jon and danny at the campus centre. i played bridge with kee, yuelin n fa-chai-maooo... =) after that i went for HAPPY HOUR with oaks at the psych building...heheh we chatted, talked about what we wanted to do after we graduated and some matters =p
gerard came over to join us and we chatted for a while before i had to meet byron for dinner. =) gerard drove me to the bus loop where i was supposed to meet byron. byron high-beamed us and i immediately said "hey that's him. he flashed us" hahahah then when i got out of the car, i told gerard and oaks that if i wrote that in a proper sentence in my entry it would sound really dodgy "byron flashed at us" HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA sheesh..the little things that amuse me..
we decided on going for dinner with gerard and oaks. initially we wanted to go to taipei delight but we ended up at rock kung because TD looked really packed. we had nice duck (with no feathers this time round), tofu (because charms wasn't there..hehehe) and sambal kang kung (which wasn't sambalified at all). after eating quite a bit, i was stuffed and i quietly waited for them to finish up. while they were eating, i looked beside my table at the four caucasians having wine. then i thought of a question and turned to byron asking him innocently (note the word "innocently"),"hey byron, why do we smell the cock for wine?" he almost burst out laughing but he managed to keep a straight face replying, "er...ask the rest (meaning oaks and gerard)" so i turned to them and asked the same question. if i were a director at this point of time i would script it as such:
(awkward silence)...... (LAUGHTER IN THE HOUSE)...
BASKETTT...i was soooo embarrassed because they thought of something really perverse...tsk tsk..these kids...heheheh =) well i turned red immediately upon realising what they were laughing at. ARGHH...so embarrassing!!
hahhaa....well we wentr over for bubble tea (i didn't have any) after dinner. chatted for a while, watched a over-dramatic episode of "angel" cops chasing baddies. right after that, i went to knots and drank with sam, keith, rachel and kelvin.
yeap...so that was my day yesterday...
just a question...would u rather get together with someone who loves you,...ORRR would u rather get together with someone whom you love to the core? tough choice? hmmm we were just discussing about this when we were having breakfast.
dum dee dumm...time to read ppl's blogs....lalallalal
wish upon a star, *** renzi(it's 0736hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Thursday, June 24, 2004
entry 537: time to wake up sleepy head..
i was supposed to wake up at eleven...heheh but i decided to give myself a break since it's the holidays. =)
well schedule for the day...
1) pack my room
2) arrange the minutes
3) meet byron for dinner
4) go to knots with sam, keith and kelvin..hhhehehe
okayzz...one hour to laze around and my day starts... =)
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eating a muesli bar now...dunno wat to eat....hai~~~ i feel like a coke but that's about it =) hehehe i tried the new diet coke with lime. it SUCKED. maybe because it's diet. dun understand how some ppl can like diet coke. it's so...flat. if u drink coke, shouldn't it be gassy?? that's the beauty of coke... =)
hahaha i'm quite glad i have alvina because she loves flat coke.. =) so after drinking coke, or any gasey (argh how to u spell this thing??) drink for that matter, and it turns less gasey, i pass the drink to her and she would gladly drink it hahahahah
hmmmm...wat should i eat???? hungryy...stupid muesli bar....making me hungry...i should bathe first then cook...yummm....foooddddd...
hahah reminds me of homer =) did anyone watch the mastercard ad for homer =) coolz man!! for everything else, there's mastercard... =)
ok..time to take a crap, bathe and...cook..... =)
wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1246hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Wednesday, June 23, 2004
entry 536: u can run but u can't hide...
let's jus see...after the previous entry, i went to bathe and chatted with alvina for close to two hours. it was nice catching up with her, and of course getting to know her =) we talked about our futures, our pasts and characters.
then it was dark and i realised it was BB time...so i went down to watch big brother with jon. after that i cooked for danny, alv and jon. we watched the simpsons and skithouse. half way through skit house i decided to wash up. jon offered but i declined because i wanted to wash ALL the bloody dishes in the sink. it's piling up and mAN! it's a bitch to even look at our sink. and the whole kitchen was in a mess!!!! when graham came down i told the two guys, once we eat something, we have to clean it up after us after max 2-3 days, if not the whole damn place would stink.
sheesh...
then danny and myself cleaned up the WHOLE kitchen. it's amazing, for a bo chap girl like me, to think the place is in a mess really is scary. =p
then i disinfected the towels, and floor towels with detthol and washed it in the washing machine...HMMMzzz...*ponder* shitt...i tink i did't turn on the washing machine...will check later....
well....after a long grueling 2+++ hours of cleaning, disinfecting and vacumning, the living room and kitchen looks SOOOOO much better...must really have a house meeting. i want it...
tired..
anyway i'm going to brush my teeth and take a rest before i settle all my minutes. i tried calling janelle but the line's busy. i wanna meet her tomorro or on friday to settle stuff....i need to meet chiang wey... and gordon...
sianzz..
jus checked my mail....and my mum said my other granny had a slight fall....the email is as follows:
Hi
We reached Singapore around 9p.m. last night.
Went to see the physician Christopher Lee
at East Coast Rd at 11:00 (whole day appt fully booked).
Since yesterday, she complained half her body is painful,
even have difficulty coughing, difficult hand movement.
Christopher says it's internal injury, rib bone is affected,
now giving her medicine to take, and treatment.
Have to go back this Friday again.
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hai~~~
well will write later again..my back hurts...and i need to check on the washing machine...
wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 2312hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 535: hahahah
hgahahahahha.....danny and jon are playing with each other...HAHAHAHAH..... wrestling and stufff...ananahahahah...damn funny!! hahah danny's forcing jon to say "you're a fuckbag" and he said "you're a fuckbag" to danny....HAHHAA
anyyywayy...
i went to the gym today. had a apt with marc and after personal training, i ran and stuff =)
went back home cooked lunch and chilled for a while...
nothing much to do now...think i'll sleep, and watch some shows later...
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very distracted now...
hahaha...anyway i went out with sam and keith yesterday.. =) went to q.vic market... =) bought food, and chocolates. then i went to apply for a working permit. =) hahahah
yay!!!
nothing much else to write..yawn...
okok...tomorro i shall do some thing productive =)
hmmm...jus noticed or read a blog. this person is brewing something, reminds me of paul...tsk tsk...u better watch out myf ren...
renzi kissed and swore @
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
entry 534: going out...
well going out with sam n keith soon. i was supposed to wake up at 8 to run...but i dun recall even waking up to turn off my phone. the only evidence that pointed to my guilt is.....my phone beside me when sam called me. =p i was supposed to wake them up jus now! how ironic!!!
anyway very hungry...
hmm going to apply for a workin permit. anddd.... prob going to q vic market. =) then...prob coming homne to cook for jon. going to watch BB with him *excited grin*
okok..time to go now...very distracted...
wish upon a star, ***renzi (it's 1028hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Monday, June 21, 2004
entry 533: boring
man can never be satisfied. take it from me. even after my exams, i'm still complaining. maybe it just proves that i'm an all time bitch *shrug*
well i was studying in the morning, then i had a sudden urge to look at more subjects. i decided to take the advice of ppl around me. i may not do psychology after all. will think about it. in the meantime, i'll be doing my comm subjects. =)
and even so..think i've 3 free days. i may work. i want a car. not jus for convenience sake but also for practicality. =) well i'm going to sound it to my parents and ask them for a car next sem. i will strike a deal with them. they'll pay for the car first, and... i'll pay them in installments. either that, i'll earn my pocket money =) i feel bad for using so much of their money lah... aikz
heheh
let's see...after being distracted by the subject combinations, i went on to study for a while. i rushed through my porridge, almost choked on it because i was going to be late. jiarong was going to pick me up. so...yeah...hahah had lunch, brushed my teeth and waited for jiarong's missed call.
two things i would like to add before i go on with my "daily grind" (*nudge* haha)
1) i think i'm a complusive teeth-brusher...hahahah i brush my teeth EVERY time i eat and it's become an obsession i think =p
2) jiarong's driving really scares me. he floors the accelerator. i mean it's nothing wrong with flooring but it really pushes your whole body towards your seat ALL the time. man!!
okok....we stayed in the car and i read through my notes. memorised some dates and went into the examination hall. there were some which i completely had no idea whether it was even mentioned in the lecture or whether it was found in my text. some were giveaways. a relatively easy paper. i lost one mark already.. =P "when was the first lesbian kiss screened?" hahahaha.... yeapzz... well this paper was quite historically based. i think it's because history had a part in making how sexuality is today. other thann historical factors, cultural factors played a role in moulding sexuality also....OKOK..on with it renee!!
after my exam, i made my way down to the city to meet eemin. he was once again late but it was nice walking down the streets of the city. did some window shopping, tried on some clothes. i tried on this top. i like it very much. according to the mirror (yes the mirror...which makes girls slim), it looked alright on me. hmmmm...decisions. shall drag either danny or jon down to see whether i should get the top =)
finally met up with eemin (or jon ong) and we had dinner at subway. had a good catching up session over at chocolate buddha in federation square. =) after close to 2 hours of talking cock and serious chat, i had to go. took a train back to clayton and samuel and keith fetched me back (thanks guys).
we lazed around and decided to go to the halls. we visited yongsi and kelvin. and had supper at maccas after tat...hmmmzzz.... yongsi is bringing back a HUGE ASS bag back to spore...crazy gal...hahahah
yeah...tat was my day i guess...tired..going to queen vic market tomorrow with bernie and ert.... =) OHHHH bert and ernie!! hahah... =) oopsss... .and prob going to apply for a working visa. no more procrastination on my part!!!
time to sleepp.... will call kenneth first...
wish upon a star.....***renzi (it's 0150hrs)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 532: it's good to be irresponsible once in a while..
jus had a nice hot shower
=)
the shower was 15-20 minutes long and it was SUPERB. for the first time no one's at home at this hour AND i know for sure no one's going to be home till at least 1pm heh... well all my housemates have an examination this morning so i'm left alone with a good supply of HOT WATER!!! whoo!!! =) hehehe it's so nice to have hot water practically scalding you, with the fact that no one's going to comment that there is no more hot water. i came out of the shower feeling so refreshed and red =) heheh
time to hit the books. a few more hours and i'm a free woman. i've beeen waiting for this day for sooo long. it seemed like it was never going to come. Let us be united in our common interest. Perhaps it's fate that today is the 21st of July , and I WILL once again be fighting for our freedom -- not from tyranny, oppression, or persecution, but from insantiy . We're fighting for our right to live, to think and be sane . And should we win today, the 21st of July will no longer be known as just another ordinary day , but as the day when the world declared in one voice, "we will not go quietly into the night, we will not vanish without a fight... We're going to live on! We're going to survive! Today, we celebrate... MY Independence Day!
it's 10.06am and renzi is dreamyyy heheheh
renzi kissed and swore @
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Sunday, June 20, 2004
entry 531: i'm a big brother fan!!!
hmm jus finished another round of my sociology. bored to bits. i can't wait for 24 hours to pass....i'll be 1)free 2)able to see eemin 3)jus go wild...(i hope eemin suggests we go clubbing or something...)
well jus watched BB...andddd....hahaha jus realised that trevor looks like someone... i mean...jus look at him 
....if u bleach him and cut his hair....he looks just like.....
hehe heheh...he looks a tad bit like jackie chan..the man~ hehhe
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well more of big brother....wesley is just....TO DIE FORRRRR....mann...i can't believe i'm gushin over a xiao didi (small brother) because he's younger than me...sniffles... jus look at him..boyish looks, flappy hair, nice grin, and i would say a sensitive new age guy (dun really like that though..hehe) jus look at him...
sighh...
soo many gals are like eying ryan but he's...hmmm too lanky for me. too defined for me...i prefer bigger, and more meaty guys.. =) hehehe
oh well...that;s enough...
anywayyyzz.... i'm hungry AGAIN...yes yes...i'm a pig...jus had three bowls of porridge, 3 packs of chocolates and i'm still hungry!!! bahh!!! someone tie me up and make me stop eating!!!! hahaha
=)
ok time to relax AGAIN...haha and ...tata!!
SNAG= sensitive new age guy
SNAP= sensitive new age prick
SNAT= sensitive new age twerp
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entry 530: another day..
everyday i keep waking up later and later....bleah! anyway i finally got up at 10.30. was supposed to wake up at 9am to do some studyin....
well going to type out some notes and...hmm probably go to the gym. hope SM wants to go. heheh if not i may go swimming.
something's wrong with my fourth finger. i think a small part of my nail is biting into my flesh. it hurts and i can't write nor type properly. and everytime i wash my hands, there would be pus...bleah! this is disgusting. shall prob see a doc IF it persists.
had quite a few dreams. hmm and i noe these few dayhs i've been having bad sleep because somehow or other, i wake up when one of my songs in my playlist goes scratchy (tat happens when...you're a pirate!!!)and i would jumpt up and change the song. hmmm i should delete those songs that scratch but everytime i wake up properly i can't remember which songs scratch.
talked to kenneth before i went to sleep.hahah first time i talked to him for like 3 hours in a while already. =) we discussed some quite embarrassing topics. shall share it soon..hehe and i only got to sleep at 4+am...sigh...kenneth's making me confused over wat to major...stupid!!! bleah...heheh anyway
okay...had a piece of bread for breakfast because as many would know breakfast is the most important meal of the day. =) for those who don't know, breakfast is the most important meal of the day!!!
not convinced, check out these websites to find out what you may be missing out on!
1) breakfast is "most important meal"
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3) suggestions for a "quick" breakfast
4) missing breakfast could lead to...
WE GET IT ALREADYYYYY... yeap yeap... =) time to go now...sigh....my sociology text calls me, "i must not say no" (that's from king lear..heheh not the text of course)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Saturday, June 19, 2004
entry ___ (can't remember the number hehe): FUNNY WEBSITE
hahah check out this dude's website!! he's SOOOO funny. i mean to me tat is. his expressions are so retarded. well maybe i should have a website like tat because i love seeing my ownself BWAHHAHAHAHAHAHA
well this presumably free guy, i assume he's called eric, sets up this website which allows ppl to send in requests for him to describe the particular act using his expressions...hehehe
examples:
caught ur gf with someone else
fly on the windshield
intense playstation face
hehehe funny la this dude... =) well for those who are still having exams...check out this website... =)
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wa laooo...kenneth's another funny fellow lah he... yesterday i was talkin to him and suddenly this thought came into my head (and i did mention that i had something on my head). he forced me to say it out even though i told him it would make it really stupid and awkward because it wouldn't be it if i told him. finally i relented and told him it would be nice to have a surprise or two. then his reaction was "how to surprise u if u tell me to surprise u?" THAT WAS PRECISELY WHY IDIDN"T WANT TO TELL U...aiyohhh...bleah
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funny fellow no2: aik ming, this stupid boy, started calling me a bitch for coming back to singapore and not telling him, and even accused me of jus bothering about ken. stupid assumtioning boy!!! just because i put "renzi_is_FINALLY_at_home" doesn't mean that i'm back in spore. (home can mean...aussie home???) ahhaha then i coldly replied and said before he started assuming things, he could ask me first. come on dude...i am having exams now... i'm not like the gal in harry potter lor.... bleah...
as what jon says... assumptions are the mother of all fuck-ups....or well in a nice way assuming makes an ass out of you and me.. =)
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time to call ken.and maybe sleep...my back hurts
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entry 528: gibberish
it's amazing...i feel sooo tired. after waking up at about 10, i studied for a while and gave in to sleep for 3 hours. afterwhich i went for dinner with danny, drew, ivan and jon. after that i went over to no7 to chill, watch bedazzled and use the computer for a while.
that's all i did and i still feel lethargic! bah! must be the exam fever. bleah. can't wait for mondayyyy...
things to do after the exams
1) get the yahoogroups done (for the 4c ppl...feel so guilty)
2) come up with a schedule per day (for my holiday in spore)
3) buy tim tams for my two gals (jean and karen)
4) get the minutes done properly
5) consolidate what to do for mcf, what do handover, who to handover and who to talk to
6) meet eemin
7) party and drink. haven't done tat in a while....argh!! sheesh i sound like some alcoholic. rest assured my ardent fans, i'm not an alcoholic. i just love the company of friends and chilling, mucking around.. =)
8) go to the city, take photos and get something done for kenneth *wink*
9) runnnn
10) swim...
yeap...can't think of anything much...OHHHHH
11) vacumn my floor!!!
12) clean the house =p
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some ppl are telling me not to be crazy and stuff all my subjects in two days but i dun wanna go to school for just one lesson. it's retarded. let's see... i have only 4 lectures to go to. 2 lectures are designated for cognitive psych, 1 lecture for practicing consultant, and another, second new media. my other subject doesn't have lectures. soooo..yeah...all my lectures happen to fall on tues and thurs. soooo..yeah... i dun wanna go to sch for jus one lesson or two...
hehe....let's see...let me list what i finally decided to do for next semester...
1) practicing consultant (media 3rd year subject) --> exam
2) second new media (media 2nd year subject)
3) cognitive psychology --> exam
4) men and masculinity (sociology)
finally decided to stick to psych and media as my majors. =P hahah but i may still do another sociology subject (ie women, madness and psychiatry). it's interesting but ,,,,it's 12 pts. should i risk it?? hahah well i'll hav time to think about it since it's only offered in second semester. i've one year to think about it =)
so i'm sticking to the four that i have picked..
i think it's good. can also concentrate on MCF. hope it doesn't fail...if so...sigh..it says alot about myself AND worse, it doesn't look good on muiss..aikz! responsibilities! =ppp
and after mcf i intend to go look for a job. i need to =) i wanna prob earn enough to buy a car for myself. if i really do get a car next sem (if my mum buys one), then i'll pay her back =)
heheh... part of me can't wait to get out to work because i can buy whatever i want, i can buy things for ppl, i can treat ppl, and i can give money to me parents =) i dun really wanna rely on them... =) feel bad enough for coming to aussie to study... so guess i have to work on my resume now... =)
hahahah back home when i was working, i splurged on myself and me friends =) soo nice to do so...well and i could spend w/o feeling guilty. in aus now i jus feel so bad for spending anything. bleah!
okok...i think i'm beating round the bush.. =)
hmmmm....jus feel like tokin cock today...hehehe =) my back hurts. my posture is horrid. must learn how to sit up straight. my dad used to scold me...heheh
hahaha..i'm really jumping from topic to topic. lazy to tink....dun wanna study...i feel like walking tomorrow. if the weather permits, i shall take a stroll to ....somewhere heheh =)
dumzzz..shall cook for alvina tomorrow... =) she has exams....
ok...enough of talkin rubbish..heheh =)
time to go!!!
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entry 527: ahhh
hahah tat's yongsi's msn nick.. =) anyway didn't do much today (as usual) because i'm in a really holiday mood already. i can't wait for monday because i'll be free!!! AND i'll be going to eemin's house to spend time with him. he actually came over last saturday and wanted to give me a surprise but because i told elaine i would only meet her after my exams, he couldn't keep to the surprise. =) he called me yesterday while i was havin coffee with jon in the psych cafe and it was a pleasant surprise...hahah he even said, "when u see me you'd better act surprised" HAHAHAHA...funny dude
anyway i studied alittle and slept even more. somehow i couldn't get up. i missed gym (i doubt SM went too) and i just lazed around at home.
went for dinner with the guys and HAHAHA...man! it has been a long time since i went out...to glen tat is =)
ok time to go...yawn...
going home to bathe and maybe sleep again....hHAHAHAHA =)
renzi kissed and swore @
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Friday, June 18, 2004
entry 526: today's admire-Renee day... =)
(this entry is not for the weak hearted...heheh renzi is in a crazy mood)
sometimes i just looovvveeee myself...hahahahhaha i guess it's one of those days when i really think i'm God's gift to the world...WHEEE!!! =) so i hereby declare today as "LOVE-RENEE DAY"...
prior to the self-declaration of love to myself, jon came over we watched tv anddddd =) hahaha we just started looking at ourselves in e mirror. mAN!!! we spent a good say 30 minutes admiring ourselves =) HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA ....can't believe i'm saying this but it's true. i think i love myself for who i am. yes the screwed up renee but hey! each person's unique right? *wink* hahahahha i love my hair, i love my size (although some beg to differ that i'm fat...if so FUCK YOU), i love what i have now (like kenneth...karen....my bright property), and i jus love mysefl!!!!! i lvoe myself!!! =) hahahahahha
anyway as a declaration of love to myself....i shall put up some photos up... erm... just a warning...it's not professionally taken (like in a studio or watever) but hey! i still like them... hehehe that's all that matters right??
heheh so without further ado...let's take a look at MEEEEEE =) heh hehe *giggles*
i love eatinggg....kaya toast, chicken rice...bring it on!!!
happy meeee...with red hair...should i dye my hair again? =) it fades into a nice shade of brown..*ponder*
happy me (once again) vs angry hulk....wat should she do??? =)
ahhh relaxing outside my FORMER workplace... =)
sewing makes you crazy...!!!
tourist renee taking over!
check out my huge ass car ( that i have to drive)..it's my dad's!! heheh
before and after...can u spot the diff?? =) heh heh heh
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annddd...in memory of renee yang!!! more photos!!! hahahahahhaha
took this when i was sightseeing (when i first arrived in melbourne) wheee
ANDDD i had to take this photo...hehee
what's with the long face horse face! hahahahahha
HMMMMMMM...
NERD!!!
decent renee =)
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i would love to add more photos but...hmm well will save if for next time..hehehe
in light of appreciate renee day...i shall tell u more about her...she loves to eat...she loves to sing.,....she has weird mood swings which often come out at night...she loves being loved by ppl (in more ways than one), she loves surprises..., she loves having people around her, she loves variety, she loves choice, she loves freedom, she loves photos..., she loves admiring gals (that's NOT a crime i must say) and....she loves herself..hehehehehhee
lastly i would like to thank my mama and papa for making love and making meee...BWHAHAHAHHAHAHA....shucks and i didn't even drink. =p
renzi kissed and swore @
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Thursday, June 17, 2004
entry 525: time to...
it's time to sleep real soon...i feel like doing some more. i think if i push myself i can finish the whole book by tonight...but i'm feeling lazy....hehehe...
just watched the girl next door not a bad movie i must say. =) heheh quite a typical boy meets gal, boy gets infactuated yada yada and ends up happily ever after plot. however there are some twists and surprises along the way which i liked =)
what did i do today? other than study, dream and watch a movie, i did nothing =p i was actually thinking about my future. amazingly...hehe...and when i get back to singapore i'll start typing a proper resume =)
time to go now...shall read the BB diary and then prob call kenneth. it's going to be a long day tomorrow so guess i'll rest early! =)
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 524: i got DUAed...
boy i am soooo glad i didn't leave the house early. SM called me and said she couldn't make it for gym...bahhh.... so well i'm stuck in my house. guess i've to study again. ARGH!!! i feel like happy hour-ing. don't think oaks is awake, charms is in spore and jon&alv are studying...
sighzz...i'm hungry..
guess i'll study for a while more before i eat...wat should i eat...yummm
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 523: i'm impressed
hahah..i just realised yahoomail has increased its storage capacity to 100MB. WOWWWW.... and for gmail...i can store up to 1000MB!! coming from a computer idiot, that's quite a lot of MB!!! =) anyone wants me to invite u to sign up for gmail. it think i'm entitled to...soooo...jus leave a msg!!! =) hehehe
dum dee dum...in quite a good mood. feel like sleeping but i'm scared i can't wake up in time to exercise. should i go for body burn...? hmmm the class is boring. i'd actually rather go for boxing class.... but that's on saturday. hmm i'll prolly do some weights and do a little running (i can watch tv while running... wheee)
let's see what's on tv today....charmed. hmmm big brother...hmmm
tat's about it....bah! TV's getting boring. i want more reality tv series! =p
okok..time to go...
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 522: another boring day
i'm cooped up at home right now and i've nothing to do except study. bah! hate exams!!! but i like studying...reading about stuff =) hahha yeah yeah call me wierd...BITE ME!
hmmm well i was tempted to watch another of the movies that sam lent me. but i thought i'd better keep it for after i studied =) maybe tomorrow or something.
speaking of tomorrow. i'm meeting up with my gen comm for MCF. hope they do their work. yeah feel bad for forcing them to meet up but well i already told them that if they don't deliver, some things have to be compromised (in a certain sense). anyway it's a friday so... heh heh... i dun feel as bad.
jus did some readings on prostitution, and male sex workers. interesting. i've actually alot to say about it...heheh...well will do so at night, when i'm prone to blogging and loads of distractions.
time to relax and maybe do one more reading before i meet SM to exercise..WHOOO!!!
it's 1510hrs and renzi is... full (jus had porridge..yumm)
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Wednesday, June 16, 2004
OH MY GOSH....
these photos were taken in 2001..
and these were taken in 2002...
and look how emma watson's bloomed...
she's going to be hotttt
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entry 520: hottttt
two actors of the day after tomorrow woooo-laaaa-laaaaa.... Emmy Rossum and Austin Nichols....
Jake Gyllenhaal...*drooll* though he looks better in the movie =p
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another nice song...idealistic?
BEAUTIFUL IN MY EYES (Joshua Kadison)
You’re my piece of mind, in this crazy world
You’re every thing I've tried to find
Your love is a pearl
You’re my Mona Lisa
You’re my rainbow skies
And my only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...
The world will turn
And the seasons will change
And all the lessons we will learn
Will be beautiful and strange
We'll have our fell of tears
Our share of sight
My only prayer is that you realize
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...
You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And the passing years will show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes
And there are lines upon my face
From a life time of smiles
When the time comes to embrace
For one long last wine
We can laugh about how time really flies
We won’t say goodbye
‘Cause true love never dies
You'll always be beautiful in my eyes...
You will always be beautiful in my eyes
And The passing years will show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes
The passing years will show
That you will always grow
Ever more beautiful in my eyes...
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entry 518: my day in an entry =)
1159hrs: I only managed to get one chapter done after 2 hours! Argh! Progress is really slow. Man! I am very distracted. I’m probably in the after-exam mood already. Actually I’m quite glad that I had most of my papers done already (although I did complain about it) because I’d rather get it over and done with. With a two week gap, I’ve lost my momentum to study. Bah!
Even when I’m reading this chapter, I was distracted by my image in the mirror. Hahah I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m admiring my hair! Hahahah and well I get distracted by the covers of my bed. I got restless. I even kept reading the same paragraph almost 15 times… hahah how apt, I’m listening to “save me” hahahahhaha =)
1210hrs: I’m giving myself till 1230hr before I start studying again. I turned off the phone because I wanted to be by myself for the afternoon. I never have the habit of turning off the phone, but for the sake of some ppl, I’ve to turn off the phone. Don’t wanna hear ppl telling me they’re pissed with me because I didn’t pick up my phone. I’d rather turn off the phone than hear stuff like that now. Dunno why that bothers me. In spore I wouldn’t give a two hoots. But some here are quite sensitive so…well…
time to listen to music again!!!
1533hrs: ARGH I dozed off on the bed and slept for 2 hours =p heheh
had two biscuits for lunch and cooked porridge for dinner. Dum deed um…better try to study…heheh
1729hrs: I’m sooooooo dead for sociology… well I shall put my bullshit skills to good use for the exam…BWAHAHHAHHAHAHAH
1736hrs: just called wee but he was sleeping (damn paiseh man) well prob call him after my exams…
well was looking at photos and came across my grandaunties and my other grandmother. Something jus tugged me, and I started getting scared. It hit me once when I looked around at the ppl who attended my granny’s funeral. And i’m just afraid to face any more funerals. i mean it will happen, my granny, my mum, my dad…it’s really scary to entertain the thoughts that I would inevitably have to mourn for ppl close to me again. It really scares me. Maybe I do agree with one friend of mine. She wants to die young because she wouldn’t be strong enough to face the truth or fact that someone dear to her has passed awy…sighzzz…. Well I jus hope I wouldn’t have to go for so many funerals in my life. =[
now: well time to study after a nice sumptuous meal. alvina and myself had nice thick congee yummm.... okok...going to brush my teeth... and study again...
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entry 517: idealistic song about two people in love
Always
Atlantic Starr
Girl, you are to me all that a woman should be, and I dedicate my life to you always.
A love like yours is rare. it must have been sent from up above. And I know you'll stay this way for always.
And we both know that our love will grow, and forever it will be, you and me!
Oooh, you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away. When you come around you bring brighter days. You're the perfect one for me, and you forever will be, and I will love you so for always!
Come with me my sweet. Lets go make a family, and they will bring us joy for always.
Oh boy I love you so! I can't find enough ways to let you know. But you can be sure I'm yours for always.
And we both know that our love will grow, and forever it will be, you and me!
Oooh you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away. When you come around you bring brighter days. You're the perfect one for me, and you forever will be, and I will love you so for always!
Oooh you're like the sun, chasing all of the rain away. When you come around you bring brighter days. You're the perfect one for me, and you forever will be, and I will love you so for always!
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how can u promise someone that you'll love someone for always? or for always? it's just too hard to accept such a declaration from anyone if u were to ask me. i mean i dun believe a love between two people can be so 'perfect'. circumstances change, people change too, and when this happens, what people believe in, stand up for, and love will inevitably change.
when people walk down the aisle to marry. do people actually think of the consequences of saying the phrase "i do"? will they really stand by one another? will they stick by one another through thick and thin. in this society, in this world, with the statistics showing and proving that people get together and divorce in the end, it's so hard to visualise anyone actually sticking to that promise.
hmm well guess i'm jus a skeptical girl eh? *wink*
it's 8.12pm
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entry 516: The Airport (email from mum)
The moments before a loved one leaves for a long period of time are intensely powerful. So are the moments following a loved one's return. At the arrival and departure halls of the airport, grudges and annoying habits are forgotten, differences, insecurities, and selfishness put aside. Our eyes linger for one last look, we breathe in more deeply, hug more tightly, and kiss more affectionately. We scan the crowd for our loved one, our hearts close to bursting and when we finally meet, our emotions just explode.
At the airport, the light in which we see our loved ones is one of utter love. But how long does that light last? How quickly we slide back into our tangle of doubt, jealousy, selfishness, and anger!
Life and death are very much like the arrival and departure halls of an airport. A mother looks at her newborn with pure love. The feeling that we have at the beginning of a relationship is one of absolute bliss. At the deathbed of a loved one, we too become loving, forgiving, and wistful. But why do we have to wait for those times? Why can't we love our loved ones purely and unconditionally on ordinary days?
That's because we take them for granted. We get caught up in our own affairs. We think about our problems and imagine that somehow our loved ones are to blame. But think about the feeling you had at the airport. Wasn't it wonderful? How fantastic it would be if you could learn to constantly remind yourself that your loved one is due anytime on that plane with a one way ticket! Imagine how much more love you would experience! And how much less time you would waste on being angry, fussy, or proud!
When I watched the movie "Big Fish", what struck me most was not the fact that the father Edward Bloom was able to add more colour and joy into his and others' lives by spicing up his adventures and stories. What moved me the most was how intentional and focused his love was for his wife. To find her, he spent three years working for free at a circus just for information. He made a field of daffodils for her. He endured the beating of his life because she told him not to hurt her rampaging fiance. He took on every hazardous mission he could during the war in the hope that he would be injured and return to her sooner. And he spurned the advances of a young girl saying that his wife was "the only one".
Of course this is fiction. But how wonderful if we could love someone like that. Even if we could only try, it would be a good start. Pure love may not be achievable for everyone, but if we remember the airport, remember the light in which we saw our loved ones there, and remember that one day, they too will be bound for a flight never to return, we will cherish every moment with them.WRITTEN BY EUGENE LOH
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entry 515 i'm going to study now
time to sleep..argh! oops..jus typed that out...sheesh...time to study i mean...hehe... yawn....anyway prob going to stay at home. it's too gloomy to head out to the library..going to cook porridge for alvina. think she's sick...
anyway will update the blog later...yawn
it's 1012hrs
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Tuesday, June 15, 2004
good night melbourne
well i promised to call jean back so i will do so after this entry. well i woke up early to tighten my braces. jon accompanied me and we had breakfast right after i tighten my braces. i couldn't eat much ebcause of the umcomfortable ache.
after that we made our way to chaddy (i dropped by MUISS for a while) and watched the day afta tomorrow with danny and jon. not a bad show. the Sam guy is quite hot...and the gal *droollll* i think i can turn les for her man~ =) hehehe
anyway walked around chaddy for a while ebfore we went home. it was the first time in chaddy after kenneth left =p man! i felt like a suaku..
hmm nothing's coherent now...very tired. funny..didn't do any work at all...i wanna wake up ealry to maybe run or seomthing.... time to sleep.zzz
it's 1.15am
argh! incoherence!
renzi kissed and swore @
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entry 514: i'm going to tighten my braces
sighzzz..time to tighten my braces....it's such a gloomy early morning. i wanna sleep in too!!!! but silly me booked a really early apt this time round. hahah thank God i've Jon to accompany me. danny was supposed to go but he slept so early yesterday night and i am a afriad of waking him up...let's jus say i dun wan a slipper mark on my face =)
heheh...watched the prince and me just yesterday with jon. hahah we got the movie off sam! hehe thanks sam. =) i think julia stiles is hot. =) heheh i rmeember her in ten things i hate about you too!!! but one thing is her role's quite typical. why can't the directors give her a role for her to show her versitality (did i spell that correctly?). all her roles are the typical sarcastic (which i totally adore), witty and haughty characters =p but she's still nice, good, and pretty =) a girl that i would like hehehe
hmm jon's tkaing a while man! i tot girls bathe faster than guys???well shall call him after i take a piss....
time to go for pain treatment...argghhh
it's 8.34am and renzi is sad (cos she can't eat properly later...)
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Monday, June 14, 2004
entry 512: time to call ken
well did a little studying before i watched Big Brother, chatted with a couple of them, got tickled by danny and jon and hahah watched the prince and me....i wanna be a princess, or queen toooooo.... i'm of royal bloodddddddd...
basket....
time to sleep and dream....hmm
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entry 511: not good not good
am listening to lost without your love. hehe i had to log on to karen's blog to listen to this. =) i like this song. shall download it soon..
anyway progress isn't good. i finally decided to skim through this looonnngg chapter on "thinking sex" for sociology. it's REALLy boring if u were to ask me. stupid theories etc...what can we do with theories when we go out to work??? sheesh. everything comes with experience and on-site learning. hate the impracticality of reading through piles and piles of papers. what i hate more is the examinations where everything is regurgitated. what's the point of exams...bleah..
anyway as i procrastinated even more, i came across this ...hehehe
How to make a renzi Ingredients:
3 parts friendliness
5 parts courage
3 parts joyMethod:
Blend at a low speed for 30 seconds. Serve with a slice of fitness and a pinch of salt. Yum!
Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com
dum dee dummm...
well i'm thinking of taking a short nap...then i'll continue week 4's and 5's work before i stop for the day =)
went to suprnova (introduced by dear ken) because i wanted to d/l gilmore girls. i'm sooo in love with the show. i started watching gilmore girls when i was in spore in sec/jc times but it wasn't too popular and tcs had to axe it O@*$#($*@ but i would recommend anyone to watchj it... can someone help me download the damn show?? i can't seem to download it using my connection...sighzzz
lalalalallalallala...... i'm hungry again!!! jus had lunch and now i'm hungry!!!! argghh!!! someone help me curb my hunger pangs!!!
it's 4.33pm and renzi is hungry 
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entry 510:sniffles
it's a gloomy winter day once again. i've got my heater switched on because it's cold!!! hahah apparantly my house is like an ice box. jon even calls my house the "cube" sheesh! anyway dun tink i'll be going out. was tempted to leave the house but it looks like it's going to rain, i dun wanna be a soaking duck even before stepping into the library.
well going to study now. sigh. at the back of my head, mcf is plaguing me. jon and ken says i shouldn't bother about mcf at this point of time, but time isn't my friend this way round because may's leaving for philippines soon. maybe i should learn how to do the purchase orders for whatever we need to pay for MCF. hahah was lamenting to jon about the task at hand, when he asked "what's ur position for mcf" i replied saying "chairperson???" hahaha he got a shock of his life. yes jon u learn something new everyday about me eh? he actually thought it was ryan who was the chairperson. hahah ryan!! everyone thinks u're everything =)
time to go...oh btw quite sad because i've got axed in starbucks..sniffles. kim says she wants new blood and since i'm not there half the time she decided that she wanted to axe me =p sniffles...i love that place! =0( shall try to TEH her when i get back
okok...time to take a piss and...S T U D E E E E E .... argh!!!
it's 10.17am and renzi is STRESSED 
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Sunday, June 13, 2004
entry 509: S T R E S S E D
i'm not stressed over my exmas, but i'm more stressed over mcf. i really hope it wouldn't be a flop. sigh... i know i worry too much but i should be worried, our progress is fucking slow and man~ i think i'm the worst leader/ activities officer by far. argh!
i hate to push them at this time during the exams but i have to...sigh
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entry 508: scary..
hmm... jus woke up and wqashed up. going to study soon.. had a scary dream yesterday, or well quite unbelievable also lah. =p *gulp* aikz...hahahha dreamt of kenneth's mum
anyway hmmm studying soon...can't slack no more...laterz!!!
it's 12.29pm and renzi is... renzi hehehe
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entry 507: i noticed
i noticed that... some have gotten closer, some have drifted
i noticed that... some ppl stay the same, some have changed drastically
i noticed that... some base their conclusions on the 'truth', some base it on instincts and assumptions
i noticed that... some sleep late, some sleep really early
i noticed that... some mirrors make me look damn slim, some just make me look bloated
i noticed that... some define beauty from the outside, some have proven that beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder
i noticed that... some are better than me, some are worse than me
i noticed that... some are good in some areas, some are good in others
i noticed that...everyone, everything is different. And i am quite glad it is like that. I thank God that some people have been placed in my life. Although they are different, be it from their backgrounds, status, characteristics, they make my life what it is now. They definitely enrich my life in some way or other. I may not see it now, but i'm just glad.
Thanks God!
At least i noticed =)
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Well i notice that it's gonna be dawn. It's 5.22am. I came back at about 2+ and invited jon over for a chat. we ended up chatting for close to 2+hours. we talked about religion, friends, and the past. Nice time catchin up with him and think he's going with me to springvale to tighten my braces! yay! oh bleah! speaking of braces, i think i need to put on my rubber bands *groan*
let's see.. went to the gym with SM. then i went back home, had lunch with jon (he cooked instant noodles, thanks dude!) and NUA-ed in his room while we were having an 'intellectual' chat about the housemates in BB =) we listened to some oldies, sang like we were some SI and i realised i had to go home to study. at 4pm, i reached home (hahaha i sound like we live so damn far away from each other) and decided i needded to take a nap. i took a nap, woke up at 7.30 and watched gilmore girls. had some biscuits and milo for dinner. after that i went up to use the computer. soon after, danny and jon came up to chat. while chatting, i changed my enrolment. i've decided. as much as i would wanna do sociology for convenience's sake, i'm going to do psych and media studies =) will be doing cognitive psych, second media, practicing consultant and youth culture next sem =)
okok...to sum things up, after chatting,i went to watch a movie with oaks, gerard, jon, Sm and CS =) nice show. it's been a while since i've watched a show that i found to be really short, interesting and leaving me wanting for more. i watched harry potter =) (i watched myself man...hahahahha yes yes...me is harry potter...more details in my next entry...ok..time to go!!!)
i need to call ken! he's waiting!!!
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Saturday, June 12, 2004
entry 506: why?
why does the sun go on shining...yadayada...can't remember much of the lyrics...anyywayyzz.z.....for those peeps who are into songs, check out this website. it allows u to check for the lyrics of the song AS WELL as download them songs. how good is that? heheh if there are any more recommendations where you can download and see the lyrics, please inform me... =) aiy aiy captain? BWAHHAHAHAH i'm a pirate of the australia... sheesh..dunno wat i'm toking about...hehehe
anyway my purpose for writing is...to say I"M BORED...i'm sooo glad i'm catching a movie with SM, CS and maybe jon..whoo! we're catching shrek. i kinda know the plot because i read winnie's blog. bah! i'm a blooody curious cat.
hmmm not in any mood to do work. i feel like running now, but it's dark. just wanna do something other than studying. i was actually categorising my songs in my shared folder but after sloting some mp3s into folders i realised it was too much of a hassle. hey! categorizing 400+++ songs aint funny i tell you.
jus realised that madonna's works (should i call them tat? ok her songs), both fast and slow, are suitable for blasting.. =) damn i didn't notice that yesterday =) so for those peeps who are in crappy pmsy moods, listen to madonna's songs. they're great. she's great. she's timeless i tell you. and i tell u she's one hot mama...
speaking of hot, i have to say this. i was actually distracted by a girl durin my second paper. worry not. for those who are worried for me sexuality, i'm perfectly fine =) just that well she's this aura of a very successful smart girl who would probably make it big someone when she goes out to the working world. she reminded me of another of my friends whom i made friends with last sem =) both have this silent beauty (hmm sounds wrong but i can't think of a better phrase) that i'm attracted to. heheh =) well hey! what can i say? girls are also for girls to oggle and look at!!!
=)
man this is relaly tokin kok session.
sigh..
i miss karen......
i miss kenneth...
argh!!!
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entry 505: going to sleep
i noe it's bad to have naps but i'm so used to it and i'm procrastinating once again... zzzz
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entry 504: my body's aching...
i'm going to the gym again..whoo!! that will help me feel sooo much better. just had a muesli bar for breakfast (and to preven myself from gettign giddy spells...) and i'm going to brush my teeth and change
well my body aches but because i shall go! =) after tat i shall study..dum deedumm
off i go to take a piss and wash up... it's 9.59am
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Friday, June 11, 2004
good night melbourne
well i've cooled down. i grabbed a piece of paper and scribbled "do not disturb, in very bad mood" on it and pasted it outside my door and blasted music. after that i called kenneth, talked cried and well...yeah...
hmmm after that preparing to sleep when...jon ong (whom i fondly call eemin) called me. we chatted for a good 20 minutes and he tricked me into walking down to check my door. basket. he made me think he was outside my door.sheesh. how gullible can i get...tell meeeee hahahah...he's coming over to study.. tryin my best to trick him into stayin with me next year, although he's studyin in RMIT..heh heh heh...
anyway going to sleep now...it's been a longgg emotional rollercoaster ride for me today, especially towards the night. man! but thank God for a couple of ppl who reminded me that there are ppl care. i thank God for two phone calls that were made to me after the emotional episode just now... =) kenneth and eemin..thanks... and thank God for adrain who gave me advice and reminded me that he was praying for me =)
hmm now i'm off to sleep... it's 12.59am...zzzz
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entry 503: this has a rating of R(a)
seriously u really dun give a shit? if that is meant for me, i'm quite hurt. u are treating me like i'm a nobody... but weren't we like damn good friends? i thought so. i really thought so. but i guess not, in ur opinion that is. you talked about effort.. didn't i fucking put in effort? i tried to talk to u, degraded myself and even tried to make small talk with you but ur answers....seem to be discing me away..i gave u notes, i gave u little small chocos, like how i do to your friends also. and u don't call that effort. at least i'm trying. at least i feel i am. when i talk to u now, you'll just talk or reply in 1-2 words, what am i supposed to say? just smile and say "er..." and try my best to change the bloody subject all the time? hey i'm human too u said u are but look at me...i'm too!!!!!! i'm even a fucking gal lor... i've tried lor. i really did.
you said everyone has a limit. yes... i do too. i have tried my friend. i have. i really dunno why u're treating me close to dirt.
i really wanna be friends with u, continue to be friends. if need be i dun even mind starting afresh and saying "hi i'm renee" while shaking hands with you. i need to know whether u're willing to be a willing party.
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and as for you... i dunno whether i should be happy or sad whether we ended up this way. we did have loads of disagreements, but we had good times as well. you called someone but...did u call me? am i even considered ur close friend? and yes for the record i may be very jovial and whatever shit i portray to ppl but i can get damn fucking jealous...jus so u noe
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ah...another one... i really dunno whether that was meant for me but i kinda suspected. however, i tried talkin to u onloine, msg-ing you, calling u but u didn't call/msg/reply....what the fuck
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i really dunno wat to say about u... wat happened this year? why? was it a just-because situation?? i really dunno and i hope not but judging from what is happening and as days months pass, it just proved my suspicions right. why?? what happened to all the promises you gave me?? did u just give me empty promises?? i didn't and why the fuck did u??
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i relaly miss spending time with u. i'm glad that i made arrangements to meet up with you. i really do miss you. i dunno whether u've let our friendship fly out of the window but seriously i still think we do have a chance to be great friends. i really hope ur hugs mean something because it does to me...
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hmmm i haven't seen u in millions of years man....well it seems like it...but do u notice? or we can't be friends just because we can't be together?? am i just being fucking idealistic all the time???? fuck lah...
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and please...i dun need anyone pressing me to say anything...i will say when i want to ok? i'm not like some who can tell anyone anything. i dunno how to ok? dun tink i dun give a shit, or portray as such. as many would say, looks can be decieving...sorry if i threw u off but i really need to do this sometimes to protect myself..
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ARRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHhhhh
i'm very perplexed, bewildered and disappointed. i really dunno how to react anymore. everytime i think about such matters. i dun need any shit placed on my shoulders, i need to lighten my load already. i've be heavy-laden for a hell long time. i need release. i need to run... i need to keep exercising. i need kenneth...i need karen... i need to destress...i need to run back to spore...i need to just get out of my body...sometimes i just hate myself.
whatever i do will affect someone else. whatever i do won't please someone but please someone else. i'm very tired of that. i dun wanna be caught in the middle!!!
helpppppp
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entry 501: amazing..
it's amazing. here i am telling myself i should sleep, and when i wanna sleep, i can't because guilt sets in. sheesh.
i find myself time and again just indulging and compulsively logging into blogger jus to write, type and hammer each key (my poor laptop). i'm sure readers of my blog can vouch for that. this is especially so when i'm at home or in my room alone. i experience an extensive amount of emotions. sometimes i'm happy, other times i'm sad, sometimes, just being a plain pmsy bitch. a worse feeling is to experience contradictory emotions at the same time. at times when i feel i have no one to talk to or may wanna be alone, i turn to my blog, i turn to my 'friend'- my blog/diary or watever u call it. i have been writing for many years. since i was in primary 3 when some teacher said writing a diary would improve my english. i decided to try out her suggestion (for the record it worked. if u tink my command of english is crap, take a look at my diaries when i was much younger). hahha well i'm glad i started blogging and i'm glad many ppl started after me. at least i get to know them somehow, it's not the best of ways but it's a start =)
why do i blog? one...to blog down some of my thoughts that tend to run astray.. two... to seek solitude...three to run away. =)
is running away really that a crime? i dun tink so. i guess running away is an act of cowardice but sometimes the truth really hurts. it stings so much that you don't want to even dabble in it temporarily (note the last word...temporarily).
well now i'm running away from studying. but that wouldn't deter from doing the very act i'm suuposeed to do... i will do it sooner or later. well guess the phrase sums it up well...u can run but u can't hide =p
sigh...
sigh....
i shalll blast some carpenters music now..heheh nice to hear oldies from time to time.
it's 504pm
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entry 500: this calls for a celebration..*rolls eyes*
sigh...i haven't got started...i was procrastinating..sighzzz... man!!!!! it's getting dark already....warraoo..no wonder people can get SAD man... sheesh...and i'm hungry already!!! need to wait for alvina...shall sleep to avoid snacking...hehehe and avoid studying... hahah i redid my room again...hehehe ....
=)
renzi shall procrastinate no more...from tomorrow onwards! HAHAHAHHAHA irony irony...
it's 4.37pm and renzi is tickled...
i feel like going for coffee...shall ask jon later..hope his exam went well...will call him later...
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entry 499: okok...jus a quiz and i'll disconnect!!!
hahahah well one more quiz and i'll study till i'm tired. take a nap...cook with alvina and watch big brother...today miriam's coming into the big brother house. sigh... another topic to talk about...
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MAKE PEACE WITH IMPERFECTION
whenever we want to have something a certain way, better than it already is, we are engaged in a losing battle. Rather than being grateful for what we have, we are focused on what's wrong with something and our need to fix it. Eliminate your need for perfection in all areas of your life, and you'll begin to discover the perfection in life itself.
Are you hung up on life's imperfections? Take this questionnaire to find out. You may want to recall your answers the next time you get the urge to "improve" things. For each answer, score 0 for never, 5 for sometimes and 10 for most of the time.
1) when you are a guest in someone's house, do you straighten the pictures? __
2) after a maid has cleaned your house or hotel room, do you look for dust? __
3) after you get your car professionally washed, do you go over it yourself? __
4) do you look for typos or grammatical errors in reading material? __
5) do you mentally "correct" the outfit or makeup of peopel you meet? __
6) before you start eating in a restaurant, do you wipe the silverwear? __
7) do you complain to a restaurant manager about the service? __
8) do you worry about making such mistakes in your speaking and what people will think of you if you do? __
9) do you correct aloud other speakers' grammar or pronounciation? __
10) do you analyse alound "what's missing" from a recipe at a friend's house? __
11) do you worry excessively about pleasing others with your own cooking? __
12) do you point out to your boss minor errors ina finished project or presentation, even though they make no difference? __
13) when you're watching a TV show or movie, do you tell the other viewers how you would have made it differently? __
14) do you criticise the behaviour of celebrities? __
15) do you mentally redecorate rooms other than in your own house? __
16) are you constantly dissatisfied with the way your own living space looks? __
17) are you constatnly dissatisfied with the way you look? __
18) after you pass a tastelessly dressed person, do you comment to the person you're with? __
19) after you attend a party, do you criticise other guests? __
20) do you redi unimportant things that other people have done? __
21) do you give unsolicitated advice to people about what they should do? __
22) when you're telling someone about a wonderful vacation, do you feel you must include the little things that went wrong? __
23) before you buy something, do you spend a long time trying to find the best? __
24) after you buy something do you worry that you didn't get the best? __
25) do you often straighten things (itemson a desk, tools, utensils, etc)? __
26)before you leave the hoiuse do you mentally criticise your appearance? __
27) do you often ask friends to reassure you that something you have done is okay? __
28) before you fall asleep, do you think of all the things you didn't do that day? __
29) do you take mental inventory of your faults? __
30) do you find it hard to accept a compliment? __
Score:
less than 100- you find the world a satisfying place
100-150- you're fairly easy going
150-200- you may find people aboiding you
200-250- you could be a paid critic
more than 250- yikes!
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entry 498: sigh stupid friendster..
i'm distracted by a stupid website...i haven't checked it for almost 3 mths so i was jus surfing reading ppl's profiles, lookin and ogling at photos. SOOOOO many of my friends have changed soo much, it's scary. but actually i'm quite happy 4C is actually quite down-to-earth. =)
dum dee dumm..going to study soon...sighh
hahahah finally washed my cup of milo which was stratigically placed in some corner for a few days. i was afraid mould would grow again in e cup...aikz! hehehe i should have an experiment again. put tea out for a week or so and look at the mould, i wanna take a photo of it!!! =)
weirdass renee mentality is kicking in...help!!! renzi is drowning...!!! *blloooop*
it's 2.20pm and renzi has drowned..
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entry 497: wat's with the service?
well i just went for pilates at fitness first today after a short run. it was alright but i couldn't balance my hip while liftin my feet... =p bleah!
anyway after exercising, i went for yum cha with SM and CS =) it was an impromptu decision and it was quite a good meal. had my usual chicken feet (*lifting up a claw*), cheong fun and some yam stuff (tat mama used to eat). it would have been better if not for the service in imperial kingdom.
i really dun understand why there isn't such a thing as 'service' in the asian (esp chinese) eateries. it irritates me to hell knowing that sometimes the ppl working in the restaurants and cafes don't give us any respect. i mean if i were in singapore i would complain about such bad service but over here, it seems no matter how much we complain, there wouldn't be much change. it is what byron would call "ll-cool-jay"...LAN LAN...
i mean if you're in the service line, you should at least be slightly patronising right? that's what we're paying for anyway. food is one thing AND service is equally important! sheesh...
i see so many aunties and uncles (sorry eh...i always call ppl over 40+++ that) working in there and they sometimes think they're big shit. sorry lah... i beg to differ.
sheesh....
maybe i should try pulling a really long face, banging cutlery in startbucks...i think ppl will definitely complain lor...
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okok..enough of that...time for me to rest a while bfore i start studying.......shucks i tink i need to check my eyesight again. i can't see properly...
i'm renee the blind rat...bleah..
it's 1.22pm and renzi is NOT satisfied
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hmm i'm going to change my font for my blog..dunno how to....hmmm will do so later after exercising...i'm waitin for szemin now. we're going to the gym again. yay!!! =)
well nothing much else to say. i jus woke up and washed up. finally got my arse to check friendster after a few months. i checked some msgs and i found (actually i added her quite some time back) maria wee, whom i have not much of any impression of. argh!! i feel bad. actually when she requested me to add her, i actually thought she was maria wee, maria wee (from ac) so i didn't check her profile... so when i checked today, she really looked familiar.
hmmmzzz
okok...not much else to add right now. can't think.
time to go i guess...
it's 9.02am and renzi is dazed...
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Thursday, June 10, 2004
entry 495: nothing nothing absolutely nothing!
i did absolutely NOTHING for the whole day! except for...
- go to the campus centre where it resembled a ghost town..tsk
- met jon for a chat
- went to the gym (ANDDD left one class halfway...going tomorrow again..WHEEE)
- had dinner with sam and alv at subway (had a very filling salad)
- went grocery shopping... sheesh...i dun tink i even need to go out with ai yee this saturday...aikz~~~
- went to meet keith's gf for the first time (i can't rem her name =p)
- came back packed and gave jon his dinner...
yeah..how boring is that? tomorrow's going to be worse. where will i be on a friday? blooddy studying at home....tsk... *rolls eyes* anyyywayyy i did a couple of tests and here are my results...
What Finding Nemo Character are You?
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You have an angry soul! Angry Souls arent always
angry, but they cannot easily forgive and hold
grudges. You probably often get in fights with
your friends and family, and its difficult for
you to understand. When someone makes a
mistake, you dont let go easily and hold on to
those memories. Your very stubborn and your
rage is known to everyone. Though you never
actually mean it, you can say mean things in a
fight and go over board. Many people are
sometimes intimidated by your anger. But you
have many redeeming qualities and those are
that you are quite intelligent and smart. You
would make a good businesswoman or lawyer
because you know how to prove your point. You
cherish the ones around you, and appreciate
life, even though you can complain or throw a
tantrum now and then. The good things is, you
keep your emotions very outspoken, and are
normally a very happy person because all your
rage is let on the outside. Anger is simply a
state, but you, yourself as a person, are
great.
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Rainbow
?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ??
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A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and
wild fashions. Youre most at ease when you've
got all your mates around you and you like to
party. Boys are a game and youre always on the
ball because you make sure you're always number
one.
Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature,
sociability.
Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for
attention..
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because it's not your thing:
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What kind of girl are you?
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tomorrow is study day...today is relax day... zzz
will call kenneth before danny comes home...dum dee ...
it's 10.46pm and renzi is sleepy again... (i woke up at 9 lorrrrr)
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don't sweat the small stuff!
i dun read books but i loveee fill-in-the-blank books =) well finally i bear to touch this book i bought a while ago. it's called Don't sweat the small stuff workbook by R. Carlson. =) well I'd probably be doing on exercise per day so let's do this together shall we?
=== Don't sweat the small stuff ===
Often we allow ourselves to get all worked up about the things that, upon closer examination, aren't really that big a deal. We focus on little problems and concerns and blow them way out of proportion. Whether we have to listen to unfair criticism or do the lion's share of the work, it pays big dividends if we learn not to worry about little things.
Do you "sweat the small stuff"? Complete this inventory to find out. Statements are presented in sets of three. Each one has a point value. Read all three statements and decide which one best describes your situation. Then write the point value in the place beside that statement.
1) when someone has more than 10 items in the express line at the grocery store, i
__ point out the person's error and suggest that he or she choose another line (1)
__ don't let it bother me (3)
__ get annoyed and feel sorry for someone who is so inconsiderate of others (2)
2) The cable goes out in the middle of a long-awaited show, so i
__ shrug my shoulders and say it will be on again (3)
__ rant and rave about how disappointed i am (1)
__ call the cable company to report the problem (2)
3) after purchasing food at the drive-through window, i realise my order is wrong. I
__ go back and yell at the manager and demand a refund (1)
__ complain to everyone around me and pick at my food (2)
__ eat my lunch and enjoy it anyway (3)
4) someone is talking in the movie theatre. i
__ shush very loudly (2)
__ move to a new sear (3)
__ inform the manager (1)
5) When i lose change in a vending machine, I
__ never kick and shake the machine, but try another one (3)
__ sometimes kick and shake the machine, depending on how hungry I am(2)
__ usually kick and shake the machine- I hate feeling ripped off (1)
6) In a crowded lot, i notice that someone has parked in two spaces. I
__ leave a note on the person's car, pointing out how inconsiderate he or she is (1)
__ entertain thoughts of scratching the car, but drive on (2)
__ drive on until i fins another parking spot (3)
7) One morning, the paper is late. I
__ go on with my morning and decide to read the paper during dinner (3)
__ call the distribution office and let them know (2)
__ get frustrated and upset because my morning routine has been interupted (1)
8) At a restaurant, i notice that people seated after me recieve their meals first, I
__ feel i am being overlooked and complain to the waitress (2)
__ reason that my food must take longer to cook and wait patiently (3)
__ lose my appetite and leave the restaurant (1)
9) A person is making an illegal left-hand turn in front of me. I
__ honk my horn and make obcense gestures as i wait (2)
__ swerve erratically into the next lane to make my point (1)
__ deduce that the person must have a good reason to make the turn and wait patiently (3)
10) Only one window is open at the bank and a large line is forming. I
__ check my items to make sure my transaction won't take very long (3)
__ roll my eyes, let out a sigh and check my watch (2)
__ complain loudly to the customers around me (1)
Score:
21-30: you rarely sweat the small stuff;
11-20: you still need some practive in trying to see everyone as small stuff (tat's meee!!!)
1-10: you let the small stuff get to you too often, try to relax (ie...stop being so kan jiong spider!!! stop worrying over EVERYTHING) hehehe
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dum dee dum...