can't be fussed about anything

entry 442

aikz! supposed to study... bleah! anyway just teared quite a bit because i was reminded of mama.

well i better get back to work soon...i've 2 minutes.... shall blast music.

what did i do today...? study...copy homework (homework?? did i just say homework??? hahahhahah)... and eat...

woke up to study a bit. went over to no7 where jon kindly made indo mee for my lunch. after lunch i went to the library to meet germaine who agreed to let me copy her psy2051 assignment. man! it really reminded me of....secondary school where i used to copy HEAPs of homework. or wait for my friends' work to be given back to copy theirs...hehehe.. you should see the sight of 3 desperate (germaine's friend, felicia and myself) people blatently and frantically scribbling down workings that didn't make sense to them. hate that feeling but glad it's all over. i'm done with assignments for now!!! whoo!! now it's time to collect assignments. aikz

collected both my psych papers today... one HD and one P...hmmm drastic contrst man..bleah...

anyyywayyy.... returned to the library and did some work before charms called. durin the conversation, i was debating whther to go for coffee with her and i thought to myself 'HECK IT LAH'. anyway she is going back to spore so i wouldn't see for quite a while...so well spend some time with her now.

chatted till oaks joined us. at around 6, sharon and alv joined us. we chatted till 7 before we separated and went home. i watched big brother till 7 odd and went for a shower and did some work before i watched the oprah special for F.R.I.E.N.D.S =) i'll miss friends...i hate endings.....i really dread them...

well affter that i started doing work until now...shiit lah...my stomach feels funny...think it's the pie i ate hahaha i threw the pie into the oven and after 10 minutes i was impatient and devoured the damn thing. it was half cold and half cooked. *groan* my stomach feeelssss funnyyyy *pout*

lesson of the day: never be impatient....esp when it comes to cooking and heating up stuff...bleah

time to get back to work....

it's 11.36pm and renzi is feeling very drained...

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:36:00 PM
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entry 441: i miss mama...

well just got off the phone with my church friend, joanna (i call her "cousin"...that's her nickname given to her by everyone.)

we chatted and well i told her about mama. speaking to someone about mama really makes me miss her. i just remember this year in january i was still joking with her, accompanying her to the hospital and eating dim sum with her in chinatown.
thinking about her now just makes me tear. i mean it seems like only yesterday that i learnt of the news that she had a tumour in some part of her body. in fact, i was the first to know because i accompanied her to the hospital for her scope. at that point in time, it really didn't sink in. it did only after she started complaining more frequently about her condition, the bleeding when she peed, her lack of sleep at night. even when that happened, i pushed it aside. what a great granddaughter huh?

i still remember when i left for australia this year, she pulled me to her room and started to cry. i had to be proud and not cry. she told me to study hard and be SAN SENG.... i jus laughed and hugged her. and it was the last time i saw her, when she was alive.

actually...after her death, it took me a while before the truth actually sank in. it was during the gippy trip when i cried. sigh...

she's very dear to me. i dun wanna say "was" i just want it to be an "is".

i will always insist on paying for the cab, for everything. i will miss her bitching about everything, aunty, ray, mum... i will miss her waiting up for me when i come home late at night. i will miss her going up to my room to make sure i'm tucked in and warmly clothed (even though it's friggin hot in my room). i will miss her nagging, i will miss squabbling with her over ray. i will miss so many things, minor major watever, that she's done for me. i will miss her tender loving care, i will miss her...

i will really miss her.

it's 11.15pm and renzi needs to study...but..she's...

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:06:00 PM
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entry 440: hahaha fwded email from anil...funny lah...any med students out there?

First-year students at Medical School were receiving
> their first anatomy
> class with a real dead human body.
> They all gathered around the surgery table with the
> body covered with a white
> sheet.
> The professor started the class by telling them, "In
> medicine, it is
> necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor:
> The first is that you not be
> disgusted by anything involving the human body."
> For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet,
> stuck his finger
> in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck it
> in his mouth.
> "Go ahead and do the same thing," he told his
> students.
> The students freaked out, hesitated for several
> minutes, but eventually took
> turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body
> and sucking on it.
> When everyone finished, the Professor looked at them
> calmly and told them,
> "The second most important quality is observation. I
> stuck in my middle
> finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to
> pay attention."

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:18:00 PM
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entry 439: HILARIOUS i tell you! hahahahha!

WEll alv sent me this website for this thai ad....damn funny! check it out!

i laughed for a good 5 minutes man! =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:12:00 PM
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entry 438: renee shall not go to other blogs....

ahahah yeap...it's hard man! anyway was supposed to call kenneth. i called him for a while before i had to put down (my hp bills!) i used my hp because someone was using the phone. wah lao..10 minutes worth of bills. hope it's not too ex... then i told kenneth that i would call him. i went down to tell danny that i needed to use the phone, he said "give me 5 minutes". so i listened to a few songs on my playlist and picked up the phone. someone was using the phone AGAIN (not too sure who, once i heard someone's voice, i put down the phone) so i waited for a while more...but i dozed off..bleah!

well today...i've to 3 chapters for d.psych and finish up the basics of stats. actually i can't deny that stats is quite interesting but i still dun like it. bleah!

time to go and study...sigh.... think today was just be studying, studying, and more studying hahah..oh yah and copying... i feel bad for copying someone's work for stats but i really am desperate. hope she remembers to meet me if not i'm screwed. S-C-R-E-W-E-D. danny was shaking his head, saying i should do it myself but hey~ i'd rather study and concentrate on my 60%. and i'm wayyy behind for stats. argh!i'll be doing correlation, regression, chi square, etc. does anyoine have anyidea wat tat is? hmm dun tink i'll be asking anyone for help liaoz. it's the study period and dun tink anyone's willing to help me. nono i'm not talking likkke i'm sore about it but i'm speaking as a matter of fact.

time to go time to go...

it's 9.58am and renzi is sore from yesterday's exercise

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:59:00 AM
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entry... the entry which says... "renzi can't read blog entries no more *sniffles*"

well it's time to let go (i sound so serious there) and not read any more blogs, for the time being.

i shall not read any blogs.
i shall not read any blogs..
i shall not read any blogs...

okok...enough of psycho-ing meself.

i just watched the finals of A.Idol. yes yes..for those who are not in aussie good for you because you gotta find out when the results were announced. the poor peeps of aus had to wait for close to a week to find out the winners. by then, we had dear fantasia's face plastered over MSN, the newspapers...man!!! stupid australia.

i wanted diana to win!!! =((( but oh well it's over. time to move on renee.

sigh. i hate endings/finales. it signifies concrete certainty. more imptly, it signifies an end. it brings me back to reality. the temporal displacement of myself into situations has to disappear. darn~ that's prob why i hate camps,well not hate (it's too strong a word), but dislike i guess...i dislike camps, i dislike movies, i dislike shows, i dislike working, i dislike holidays, i dislike ...i just 'dislike' sooo many things that has an end. guess u can say i'm deluded but hey... i like to skirt issues ALL the time, i like to drag things because a screwed up side of me would learn to enjoy whatever i'm doing and when it comes to an end, i get damn sad. (all good things come to an end)

sigh....

well u can also say i dun like starting things i guess. because once i get started, i start to love it. i put my heart (more often than not) into it and i get into too deep. it's like a quick sand where u step into the mushy mess. once u've stepped into the 'mess' it's hard to crawl out of it. and once something starts and (argh hate to say it) ends, you have resolution and u've no aim (temporarily).

note the things that i dislike are the items that i also love. =) amazing how things work in my life. heh...

hahaha well i guess it really goes to show...esp the more impt (hahah i only mentioned trivial things in life) aspects of my life to live/act to the fullest AND treasure each moment. i guess i've to keep reminding myself that.

live life to the fullest renee...

treasure every single moment God has given u renee...

love everything...

wish upon a star...it's 12.22am and renzi is thinking...hmmmm

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:14:00 PM
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entry 436: poem no 2 from...?

Lies About Love

We are a liars, because
the truth of yesterday becomes a lie tomorrow,
whereas letters are fixed,
and we live by the letter of truth.
The love I feel for my friend, this year,
is different from the love I felt last year.
If it were not so, it would be a lie.
Yet we reiterate love! love! love!
as if it were a coin with a fixed value
instead of a flower that dies, and opens a different bud.

D H Lawrence

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:07:00 PM
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entry 435? hahah here's an entry from someone's blog... (last few times copying and pasting from ppl's blog...sigh..promises i make to myself) :

Blogging can ruin you. Now now, where have we read about this before? I believe it came from the people at Blogger.

My mum thinks I'm crazy. I more often than not launch into severe hysterics just reading about what other people write. And trust me, it ain't a pretty sight seeing a tomato on two chopsticks (not matchsticks anymore, according to Dad - my parents are just that wonderful sometimes), guffawing at a machine with a coloured screen (note the similiarities between this and conversing with a bimbo).

Back to the matter in question. I have been accused of backstabbing a friend on my blog before. Simply because I posted factual writings (his, in fact). Perhaps he thought it was the lack of privacy in our relationship. And that probably explains the current state we're in now. (Let me add that his response to that posting was positively hilarious.)

Also, the blog is a diary of sorts. Okay, it is a diary. I've recently found out about a friend's homosexuality via his blog. With the help of a search engine. Kudos to the people at Yahoo and Google.

A lot of people you have never met in your life get their impressions of you from what you write about. And that's what frightens the shit out of me. Oops pardon me there. I do not wish to be accused of teaching profanities to young toddlers and teenage kids whose parents occasionally manage to chance on my somewhat incoherant ramblings.

Part 2 of this entry will be coming up soon. Once I decide to have another bout of verbal diarrhoea, as my friend, Fayeth, puts it. Then again, I bet a lot of people are praying to the almighty Gods to put a curse of verbal constipation on me instead.::

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:06:00 PM
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entry 434: Now what is Love?

Now what is Love, I pray thee tell?
Is it that fountain and that well
Where pleasures and repentance dwell.
It is perhaps that sauncing bell
That tolls all into heaven or hell.
And this is Love, as I hear tell.

Now what is Love, I pray thee say?
It is a work on holy day.
It is December matched with May,
When lusty blood in fresh array
Hear ten months after of their play.
And this is Love, as I hear say.

Now what is Love, I pray thee fain?
It is a sunshine mixed with rain.
It is a gentle pleasing pain;
A flower that dies and springs again.
It is a No that would full fain.
And this is Love, as I hear sayen.

Now what is Love, I pray thee show?
A thing that creeps, it cannot go;
Aprize that passeth to and fro;
A thing for one, a thing for moe;
And he that proves shall find it so.
And this is Love, as I well know.

- Anonymous

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:32:00 PM
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entry 433: check out this website..

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:27:00 PM
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well today's the last day i'm reading people's blogs...that's a promise to myself that i'm definitely going to keep. i did that last year so well i can do it again!

anyway let me try to recall (stupid blogger...growl) what i did yesterday. the reason why i blog is because i can forget details i did the day before...argh!!! anyway let me try to recall...

saturday...hmmm i woke up in the morning and i was supposed to go to the gym i think but SM woke up late. bummed around before i got my ass to the bathroom to take a quick shower before going to the library with danny. did two chapters before we went back (because danny wanted to go back, and i didn't wanna walk home alone in the dark, kenneth will be pissed =P)

once i got back, i knocked on alv's door and we started chatting AGAIN for 2 whole hours. it was nice again talking to her and my gosh. with our perspectives in life (in general) i think...we are so much alike. when she speaks to me, i feel like i'm tlaking to myself, or well listenin to myself *shudder* hahaha

well right after that we made dinner for ourselves . well i heated up chicken rice ai yee made for me. and alv made A sandwich for herself. we sat down and chatted for a bit until GILMORE GIRLS came on. i love that damn show! =) it was one of the shows that i was hooked to back home. now rory's getting old....sigh..reminds me of me. i'm getting old. i dun wanna grow uppppppp

after the show, i went back up did some work before paul came to collect payments for the ski trip =) after that danny came in and chatted with me for about an hour. it was then i realised *horror horror horro* that...i don't have the biological psych text book. i'm so screwed. maybe i'll study from the slides and lecture notes. hope that's enough...*GULP* argh!!!!

that's about it for now before i dozed off....hehehe

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for today...i finished up my d. psych assignment and cooked teochew porridge with alv. =) hahah we had eggs with the salty veges (i can't remember what it's called) and some canned food. non-nutritious but hey! my stomach's full and that's all i need to know for now. we're intending to go porridge this week so...we've to get more canned food from the asian grocery.

*burp*

time to study for a while bfore i go for tai boh! =) heheh going with alv...i wanna swim soon..i miss swimming...

i miss swimming with karen +++ in the AC swimming pool....memories... ANDD i miss getting red and getting suan-ed by karen and gao...hahah memories....

okok...time to head on out of here...

it's 1.59pm and renzi is feeling very bloated...wait full!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:58:00 AM
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stupid blogger! i was typing my hourly reports and ...dozed off....i woke up and continued my entries and tried to publish the entry...BUTTTTT.... my session was timed out..BAHHHHh

anyway just wanna write this down...THINGS THAT I WANNA DO AFTER THE EXAMS (before i go back to spore...if i go back to spore)
1) compile details of my ex classmates
2) come up with a yahoogroups for 4C..
3) go to st kilda's
4) pack my room
5) tidy the house/toilets esp

yeap...my aims foir now...

my aims for NOW (present now) is.....to finish up my assignment...may go for tai-boh later with alvina....

it's 10.18am and renee is feelin super silly...BAH!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:24:00 AM
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ARGHHHH!!!!!!! i lost everything i wrote!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARGHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:16:00 AM
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entry 429

it's close to 10.24pm and i'm taking a break. didn't do much. only close to two chapters of d. psych. i'm going to finish up this chapter before i venture into doing the crappiest piece of work i've ever done!!! hahahha i really can't give an FF (u've gotta ask jon wat tat is...hahah i rate it an R(A) hahahha) about my work/assignments now because i'm more concerned about both my 60% for my psych subjects. argh!

let me see... i woke up late today.

went to the library with danny. did some studying. walked back and saw the dead thing again. it's a possom (dunno how to spell) and it's not gonna decompose any time soon because of the cold weather. shall take a photo of it and post it up on the web =)

once i stepped into the house, i knocked on alv's door to ask her something...and...er....we chatted for close to 2 hours! hahahah again. after that we went down and cooked. (i heated up ai yee's chicken rice, while she toasted bread for her dinner) we chatted some more and watched lame australia's funniest home videos (BORING~) then continued by watching.....GILMORE GIRLS!!! hhehe after my exams, i'm going to download each season's GG! i love it man!!! =)

anyway nothing much happened. paul swung by to collect payment for ski trip...hmmm shit...i owe SAM money. owe my land lord money too GULP! money no enough1!!!

hahah

shall update my progress every hour again...

10.48pm: i miss kenneth...sniffles

AND i just realised i dun have one textbook (i didn't buy it) for biological psych...i'm so screwed!!! jialat...

11.46pm: this is guru renee talking. hahah i've been talkin to danny for the past hour..MAN! well it's nice to talk to housemates... =) i shall take a short nap..maybe just lie down for a while before i start my engine and burn some midnight oil...

hungryyy...

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the next morning...DIEEEEEEEEE...........i dozed off!

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:16:00 AM
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entry 428: hmmm everyone woke up late

haha i'm quite tickled actually. i was supposed to wake up at about 10 plus to go to the gym, SM was supposed to wake me up. then i woke up at about 10 plus n waited till 10.50 and decided to call SM. She was actually still sleeping.hahahha.... i thought SM sleeps early and wakes up early....hehehe

it's 10.53am and renzi is groggy

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:59:00 AM
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entry 427: reports per hour

10.13pm: i'm VERY irritated and i don't know why!! i'm very worried about my two assignments AND my exams. i can't seem to sit still now, hence i feel like sleeping again. EVERYTHING is irritating me. my heater seems to be blaring, it's hot and it's irritating me. AND if i turn it off i'll be damn cold. my desk is too small. my room's messy, my desk is cluttered, everything's not going well...renzi wants to give up...sniffles...ANDDDDD renzi wants to exercise badly!

11.28pm: i think i noe why i felt like shit...
1)i haven't been exercising as much
2)the temperature of my room is....neither here nor tehre
3) shit i can't remember the rest...

just had a chat with danny....better start my assignments soon... and i need to eat!!!

12.56am: procrastination is my middle name!
sigh...went to cook noodles, invited jon over and i was eating, lamenting and chatting with jon. danny joined us and we talked about our childhood. really reminds me of the good old days =)

ok time to do work! renzi shall do work, if not renzi will be deprived of sleep

1.52am: my eyelids are getting heavier but i shall persist!!!!

2.52am: sleeepppp i need sleeepppp....progress is slow....shucks! maybe i really should sleep and wake up...NOOO renee u cantttt!!!

3.39am: i'm giving up for today... i'm damn tired...shall try to wake up early =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:20:00 PM
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entry 426

i'm getting real sleepy...i need coffee or a fix. hahah maybe i can 'trick' jon to go to the cafe again. i noe i'm just finding excuses but i just feel sooo drained. i have only 1 more week before my two papers. ARGH!!! bleah!!!

anyway will give jon a call and prob go back i'm damn tired. maybe i should do more work or print some notes. argh! two more assignments!!! aRGGHHH!!!

renzi is stressed!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:49:00 PM
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entry 425: giap how's a dick sometimes

i dunno whether i'm being emtional here or wat but i'm damn pissed at giap. i think he noes too. i slammed the drawers, threw the pen on the table, didn't say bye to him and stuff...he should get it right? (dun think he's WOODY! hahahha *tok tok tok*)

what happened was...he told yuelin that he wants to back out from the ski trip because he's made arrangements to go to NZ for a ski trip with angie instead. so yuelin, yvonne and myself told him nicely that he had to find a replacement (because we have already told everyone in the committee esp the gen comm) then he said "no need what" so many spaces. AND HE HASN"T PAID YETTTT.... then i insisted that he should find a replacement then he gave some fucking stupid excuse that since we had spaces it 2 places didn't make a diff. AND he was so certain that we could sell it. then asked about SAM....why the fck do u ask about SAM...it's none of anyone's business!??!

AND whast's moreee....he said very lightly and reluctantly "oh i'll find a replacement lor" sheesh. i can't stand him sometimes! fuck lah!

we alreay told the gen comm and he just doesn't make a goood impression AND it doesn't set a good exampleeee......basket lah...i'm still super pisssed. thinik after i fume while drink my milo...i shall do some work in the library...

ARGGGH!!!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:55:00 AM
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entry 424: HAHAH! Good one! (Email from rencong)

Recently a "Husband Super Store" opened, where women could go to choose a husband from among many men. It was laid out in five floors, with the men increasing in positive attributes as you ascended.

The only rule was, once you opened the door to any floor, you HAD to choose a man from that floor; if you went up a floor, you couldn't go back down
except to leave the place, never to return.

A couple of girlfriends went to the shopping centre to find some husbands...

First floor
The door had a sign saying, "These men have jobs and love kids." The women read the sign and said, "Well, that's better than not having a job or not loving kids, but I wonder what's further up?" So up they went.

Second floor
The sign read, "These men have high paying jobs, love kids, and are extremely good looking." "Hmmm," said the ladies, "But, I wonder what's further up?"

Third floor
This sign read, "These men have high paying jobs, are extremely good looking, love kids and help with the housework." "Wow," said the women, "Very tempting." But there was another floor, so further up they went.

Fourth floor
This door had a sign saying "These men have high paying jobs, love kids, are extremely good looking, help with the housework and have a strong romantic streak." "Oh, mercy me," they cried, "Just think what must be awaiting us further on!

So up to the fifth floor they went.

Fifth floor
The sign on that door said, "This floor is empty and exists only to prove that women are fucking impossible to please. The exit is to your left, we hope you fall down the stairs."

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:16:00 AM
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entry 423: an hourly report from the friendly reporter, RENEE!

12.07am: am listening to mandy moore's "only hope" (VERY nice song...always puts me in a dreamy mood heheh)right now. going to study in 5 more minutes. I just completed 3 chapters really quickly. I needed to have a read through for my stats (the earlier part of it, like last year's work) in order to know what's going on.

well nothing much else to say...AIKS! i need to shit!!!

1.07am: i'm home alone!!! hmmm...

there are ants everywhere in the house!!! my room has ants crawling on my bed, on myself, on my desk...irritating buggers! just now when we had dinner, they were everywhere in the kitchen, alvina and myself. graham was happily picking them out from our clothes. hmmm stupid ants! i'll flick u, flick you!!!

hmm anyway had a good dinner with my two housemates. graham was in the soupy mood, so he POH TONG (cooked soup), while alvina and myself cooked laksa. yummm.... i think i had too much to eat that...well...hahah i couldn't sit down. i settled down in alvina's room and we had a pretty good chat after a long while. haven't really gotten to talk to her properly since kenneth came to aussie.

we chatted from MUISS, to SAM, to the people around us. it was a nice time and it made me really grateful, and thankful for having such a great houssieee =) she's one friend i know i can not talk to her for a while, but we know we are still there fore each other. i can say that we give each other space, and well it's nice =) hehehhe and she has few expectations of me, and i like it because it doesn't stress me up. hehe me is relak jack =) she's like karen... =) i never get stressed when i'm with them. well friends shouldn't stress each other up... heheheokkkkk...

annyyyway before dinner i had a nice chat with jon at the psychology cafe(i'd like to call that the psych cafe, but it's NEAR the psych building..hehe). we sat in the cafe for close to 2 hours, chatted about sec school, our crushes...etc...heheh and listened to music (it was happy hour so there was live music). after our mochas, we drank a stubbie each and talked some more...nice =)

hhehe nice day. spent almost 4 hoours talking to both alvina and jon =)

okayy..time to hit the books AGAIN!!!! (did about 2 more chapters before i called kenneth for a while...got a little irritated because i realised i still have 2 assignments to do...should i jus heck it???)

1.58am:
i'm high....from statistics. it's quite interesting actually...but.........NO MORE PSYCHOLOGY!!!! heheh think me switching from psych to behavioural studies...hehehe lazy to do any more psych. (but tink i'll be fickle in the weeks to come)

just finished 7 chapters....feel like reading the book again...yawn...

my eyes are half opened now...better stop reading for now...

renzi is....drained

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:14:00 PM
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entry 422: ERRRRR...

R	Responsible
E	Enjoyable
N	Normal
E	Easy
E	Earthy

Name Acronym Generator
From Go-Quiz.com

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:01:00 PM
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entry 421: don't expect me to cook!!! *wink*

UCAUTION

IN THE INTEREST OF SAFETY IT IS ADVISABLE TO KEEP RENZI AWAY FROM FIRE AND FLAMES.

From Go-Quiz.com

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:58:00 PM
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entry 420: renee can't take it no moreeee..heh

well i couldn't resist temptation, i had to write another entry. well i just did a little bit on stats for close to 40 minutes and now i'm waitin for jon. we're going to have a quick drink at wellington cafe (tat's wat ppl call it).

i was actually supposed to go home to do more work but i met jon in west end so i decided to go to the library for a while before going to the cafe. i know i have no excuse to take a break but....hmmmm i give in to temptation easily. hmmm i shall strive to have more self control!!!!

anyway i shall finish up ANOVA today and start on pearson's soon. man!

anddd from next week onwards, (i tink i told this to charms) i shall not read any more blogs because ppl's blog entries affect me. =) i'm a sort of person who thinks a lot, and sometimes too much for my own good and when i read blog entries i would sometimes be sad, or well ponder too much about what's been said. still remember one time when i read someone's entry, i was so affected (what's more, it was very near my exams) that i called kenneth and charms and cried/wailed for a while. *gulp* no more heart ache/ sadness during my exams. and no more distraction. i shall do what i'm supposed to do and not read any of people's entries (stupid kay por renee...bleah!)

time to head on out of the library. i'm meeting jon in about 10 minutes. i shall check my mail and read more blogs now heheheh

it's 4.54pm

(renzi is...quite left out because of someting)

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:48:00 PM
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entry 419: WHOOO!!!!!
yeap..... i met up with Johan De Bree, the manager in charge of the grounds/lawn in between menzies and campus centre and we talked. first i bought him a drink, then we sat down and chatted. I explained to him (wat may actually told him a week back) about everything and surprisingly, he relented! WHOO! We can use the grounds for MCF now!!!! WHee!!! Now i can study...heheh...i'nm in the library now so...welll..... time to hit the books!

it's 9.42am and renzi is estastic!

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:39:00 AM
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entry 418: one entry per day renee!!!

2.44pm
I’m in my room right now. Maggie just left my house. I passed her my notes (I hope it’d help her) and gave her tips for the exams. She’s doing Soci this year too =) hehhe anyway going to start studying right now. Went to school earlier to interview some people and talk to May about MCF. Sigh. Right now, we don’t have the lawn and it’s bothering me. ARGH. Everything hasn’t been running smoothly for MCF. Time to go now…will write later again.

4.21pm
I’m just taking a short break from reading my text book. WOW these two days have been pretty productive. By the end of the week, I should be done with a read through of statistics, and would probably be able to do most of my work for stats (I have to hand it in anyway next week.eeks)

I’m still very afraid for my exams. Hope whatever I read now is relevant. I’m going to start reading D.Psych as well.

Hmmm tomorrow I shall start going to the library, hide in one corner and do some work. =)

Today we had another round of interviews for those peeps who are interested in going for NLCAC. It was a really tough choice. And after talking to May, we decided on our delegates.

I’m already thinking about elections. I shall count how many days there are till then. THEN I can have a nice break, unless I run again, which is quite unlikely. *grin*

After this song, I shall get back to work. Heheh how appropriate “Gotta get through this” hahahha I MUST GET AT LEAST 2 DISTINCTIONS!!!! Go Renee!!!

Okay shall relax in this dance track before I start my engine and finish another chapter. =)

10.26pm… 10.34pm
hahaha had a quick chat with alvina and now I’m alone in my room. Did some work before I walked to meet charms. We went to the gym. I did some weights, ran on the treadmill and went for the pilates class. I quite like pilates because it makes me relac-jack. Hahah =) it’s very relaxing and it actually makes me sit still. Breathe innnnnn breathe ouuuuttt….

After gym, charms and myself went to pinewood to have our 6-inch sub =) we had quite a bit of a chat and went to coles. I bought some chocolates yay! Heheh then right after that we managed to catch the bus which took charms back to her bus stop and me to the bus loop. I called Jon and asked him to talk to me while I walked back. I don’t like walking back at night by myself. It’s quite creepy and it’s dark..bleah!

Well managed to walk back alive but I was wet and cold (it was raining all evening) but after that took a hot shower and here I am =) well it’s prob the first and last entry I’ll write today.

It has been a good day BUT I’ve to buck up man! Sigh… assignments due dates and exams are round the corner *gulp*

Time to go now!!

renzi is quite awake

oh yah..i've gotta wake up early to talk to the grounds manager....sigh..about mcf...sighhh

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:48:00 PM
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entry 417: last entry for today...i promise!!!

well i got two chapters done...got a few details which i'm stuck at but will prolly ask drew and janelle (the two experts!)

jon and gang jus came back from the city. they had these tickets for the bourke street nike store...50% oFF!!!! arggh! but glad i didn't go because i would spend. i already feel so bad for spending, or well overspending for this month. i've been eating out practically almost everyday when kenneth was with me. argh~

i already asked for quotations for my flight back. think i'll ask mum to buy tickets from spore. it's cheaper. the cheapest flight from melb would be quantas and i have to pay 992!!! well if i get it from spore it's 980+....might as well get it from spore. sigh i feel bad for using uneccessary money. i mean the only reason why i wanna go back to spore is kenneth. i'm not too sure whether i'm being an emotional brat and the more i think about it the worse i feel because i'm using my parents' money. i'm quite surprised kenneth messaged me not to feel pressured to come back if it's too ex, he added by saying that he'll live with it if i choose not to come back. sweet dear... *hugz* sigh...so quesiton is....to come back or not to come back...

hai

okok...time to do some work before i call kenneth. hope danny stops playing GB then i can use the phone....

it's 12.37am and renzi is feeling like she's a spoilt selfish brat for wanting to go back....

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:40:00 PM
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blog entry 416: another blog entry from someone
The Origami of Truth.

Is it true that friends do come and go?
Or is it the other way where true friends stays?

To some people, friendship may not be for eternity. At some point in life, friendship might just end due to different ways of thinking etc.

Of course there will always be cunning people in the world who are pretenders; hypocrites; Backstabbers; for they understand how the defences of humans crumble when they believe they are talking to a friend. And how they want u to believe that they are indeed a friend..

But in another perspective, aren't friends suppose to people who accept u for who u are? Be it ur faults, ur bitchyness, all ur typical behaviours & flaws?

It is always a tragic if a good friendship does come to a standstill.

Are we all living in a social where we are blinded by our westernised upbringings or even for the sake our very own pride n reputations that we're afriad to stand up for those who we call friends sometime?

Although it sounds cliche and rather old-fashion-minded sometimes, but WHAT EVER happened to

'i'll always be ur frien.. No matter what, even if u're a loser..!! Or maybe even when u're in the wrong.. or even when the Whole world thinks u're wrong!! haha.a..okay i do sound alittle melodramatic..

But, I feel that spending time/ hanging out does matter,
as it definately does take time for one to recognise a loser anywayz..

It's only how people choose to reaction after really knowing that particular person that matters.

I guess such doubts can only be answered when a friendship is being put thru trials?

Like a fav quote of mine:
"When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives mean the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who takes time away, and stays with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate now knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares."

And i guess, when you do care for people, spending time would definately be a pleasure rather than a chore ain't it? maybe, perhaps..

Take it like how last week when my dad called a friend of his, who he had not been keepin in touch. When the phone was answered, although the voice does sound like him. But the truth is, it wasn't his friend picking up the call. It was his son. And he told my dad that his father had passed away for over 2 years.

Anyway, my point is, although acquaintances are like passing traffic, but they are important, nonetheless, for they allow us to make sense who our true friends really are, in the midst of all the passing traffic.
So if you spot true friends, hold on to them tight, and never let them pass by.

I wish everyone all the best and hope that the friends you are hanging with lately, will be true..

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:28:00 PM
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blog entry 415: taken from another blog
"And what's with people who goes round proclaiming that they didn't study but end up with superbly good grades? Sheesh man..u want people to think u're naturally smart coz u get a kick out of it? GROW UP MAN. it's no longer primary school. If u studied, just say so. There's nothing shameful about being a chao mugger.
Or how about those who scored 4A+s and 1B+ and goes "Wah lau. i can't believe i did so badly!!"
Fuck you. I'll shove my results up ur arse."

hahaha.... it's true i guess. if u've studied, then say u've studied. sheesh... anyway i better do some reading up before i do my next assignment...

sigh i'm so screwed. i'll be thankful if i passed both my psych subjects.

it's 8.13pm and renzi is getting stressed.

(i think i should stop writing and reading blogs. but well i wanna know wat's going on in other peoples' lives KAYPOR RENEE!!!! but yeah... hmm maybe just for 2 weeks. can i take it? ..............okay from tomorrow onwards, i'll jus check blogs once a day. AND from next week onwards i'll stop completely...cold turkey treatement man...bleah)

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:18:00 PM
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entry 414: i'm getting sleepy

wow so many entries in one day...yawn... and i'm getting sleepy.

reading stats is too much for me man....anyway think i'm going to camp in the library tomorro.. =)

hmmm jon and drew just went to the city for this 50% off NIKE sale. damn it...i wanna go too...but i told jon i had to go for aerobics. in the end i didn't go for aerobics! bahh... i have to give credit to charms who went alone, even after we got DUAed...*clap clap*

well will take a short nap and do work later...

renzi is currently listening to... ONE LAST CRY
it's 5.06pm and renzi is not feeling anything...

*gasp* dun tell me she's heartless!?

renzi kissed and swore @ 3:10:00 PM
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entry 413:email from mum

i feel even worse after mum emailed me this (when i asked her for more money). sigh... i think i really did overspend this month. sigh...

anyway i asked STA travel about the flight back to spore..it's bloody ex man..sighhh

okok..here's wat mum said...

HI
Actually the A$1,200 allowance per month already inclusive of monthly rental,
every time, we budget it to TTR beginning of the month.
(e.g. we budget every month A$1,200 for Jan, Feb, March, )
Let's say when we TTR for the month of April, you have
to keep aside the rental till end of April.
(you have taken April's from Ah Yee).
Just remember, try to keep within budget.
(e.g. try to see which are not essential items,
cut down or spend less)

Don't forget we have our budget to keep in Singapore.
(e.g. if think we have overspent on certain items,
we have to cut down on another item to compensate)

Will try to TTR over these 2 days.

MUM

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:28:00 PM
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entry 412: quiz-->my friends are as talented as meeee...HAHAHH!

Lord of the Rings!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
brought to you by Quizilla

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:24:00 PM
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entry 411: DODGY EMAIL from someone..

Dear Sir/Madam
This letter may come to you as a surprise but I really pray to God to
help me choose somebody that will be my true partner. I got your email address
from network directory. I apologize if I have infringed on your privacy.
I am Richard Kabbah.I was once a prominent member of the former Sierra Leone
government.During the civil war in Sierra Leone some few years ago the present
president,president Tejan Kabba started a witch hunt of all the past cabinent
members leading to the seizure of treasury and capital assets,which affected me
and my family drastically during which process some of my investments,both home
and abroad were confiscated.
I descided to flea to The Netherlands were we are presently taking refuge.
Before now I had deposited a consignment of two trunk boxes containing fifteen
million five hunderd thousand United States dollars($15,500,000.00) with a
security in The Netherlands and since the law here do not allow refugee to get
involved in transaction of this magnitude hence we beseach your assitance. I
will give all the power necessary (documents) to collect the box on my behalf
when you tell me in your reply that you will help me and I can trust and count
on you.You don't have to worry,as this is 100% risk free.
No doubt this proposal will make you apprehensive, please I imploy you
to observe utmost confidentiality and rest assured that this transaction
would be most profitable for both of us. Note also that we shall require
your assistance to invest our share in your country or which ever avenue you
consider fit such as,buying of properties like houses, hotels etc) This is why
your urgent action and response is of priority to enable us conclude this
transaction, as soon as possible.
I do not have the modalities to put up claims to this fund.Hence, I am
contacting you to assist me in transferring this fund into your account.
All documents relating to the conclusion of this transaction is in my
custody,which I will make available to you later. Your area of specialization
will not be a hindrance to the successful execution of this transaction. I have
agreed that 20% of the fund will be
given to you for your assistance,while the remaining 75% will be for
investment purpose in your country or any country of your choice.While
the remaining 5% will be set aside for any expenditures we may incure
during this transaction.
We will be waiting to hear from you on the next line of action.

Sincerely yours

Richard Kabbah

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:17:00 PM
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entry 410: it's another dreary day...
yeap...as the title says it, it is another boring, dreary day. and as days go by, the clock's ticking to my exams...bleah..and i can't seem to find a drive to study. and i keep sleeping more argh!!!!!!!!!! i'm very worried for my psych subjects. bleah.....

anyway i missed a lecture this morning and another media studies tut... =p supposed to ask may stuff about MCF but she has a lunch now ...hai~

time to go now...my throat feels funny....

it's 12.31pm and renzi is feeling...?@32940958049$)%*

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:26:00 AM
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entry 409: someone is just very different towards me today

well i told jon something today and he's just very different. he keeps saying it's very weird...hai~ but i've still no regrets telling him.

had a really long chat with him. close to 2.5 hours (dozed off a little). he was sitting on my chair because i didn't allow him to sit on my bed because i just changed my bed sheets. hmm

dunno dunno dunnooooo...hope i didn't affect him that much.. *gulp*

time to sleep now...shall msg kenneth and go to sleep...

renzi is tired and it's close to 3am

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:54:00 AM
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ENTRY 407: the first proper day without kenneth.

i know i seem to be making a big deal out of it...but hey it's my blog so *shrug* my room still looks pretty empty.

anyway it was nice of kenneth to leave me small notes on my calender.. =) it reminded me to come home. actually it was continuously remind me each day. hehe

speaking of which, i've gotta go to STA travel to enquire and see whether i can get a flight back to singapore.

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407.1 - the deborah sim lookalike
well she posed for FHM's calender and danny has a copy of it in his room. i told everyone that....karen looks better than that. it's true wat. she's a better looking deborah sim =)

407.2 - laundry
i've got loads to wash. my first load is washing now. hope i've got enough space to hand clothes...

407.3 - network
hahah someone made the comment that the editor's nose is as big as our president's whole body. where does proportion come into place now?? tsk tsk...

407.4 - exams are around the corner!
panic is taking over renee...argh!!!!!! help someone... i asked janelle to help me with stats this week. hope i can get everything done by then.

407.5 - dieting
i personally don't believe in diets. it just works for a while...and well after that u'll get back into the same shape if you resume your usual diet.

i heard someone mention in the lounge that she didn't wanna eat dinner. BUT when the cake came out she ate like two or three pieces...sheesh if u say u're on a diet, how come chocolate cakes are exceptions. tsk tsk... maybe i'm just being mean. dum dee dum

407.6 - exercise buddies
i'm actually quite glad for my exercise buddies... SM and charms =) although we haven't really lose weight. i think we're leading much healtier lives now (let's forget about today's sinful dinner...hehehe)

407.7 - friends around me
i'm really glad to have alvina, charms and jon...people around me. i'm actually having more fun here than in spore now...ehhe i dun wan this year to end...sniffles.

but back to the topic. i'm glad i have a bunch of cool friends who stick by me, esp these few days when i'm not in the best of moods... (esp esp after kenneth left)

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hmmm wat did i do today? nothing much. just nUA-ed at home and did nothing. practically slept my day away before i headed off to MUISS for our last gen comm meeting (FINALLY)

after that we celebrated May's birthday and it was a nice time eating...and hehhe bitching...

AND we had a stick-your-hand-into-VERY-cold-water game. gerard was the WINNER!!! basket. i was the ultimate loser...bleah! hahah anyway it was fun. it all started when charms and myself wanted a drink and we looked into the tub of ice water and we thought of the Heineken ad. =) cute lah...hehehe

okok...time to go, time to study... kenneth didn't pick up my phone...bleah.

it's 10.29pm and renzi's feeling sooo much better, maybe it's the chocolates...

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:25:00 PM
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i'm procrastinating once again...damnit..

well i shall take a short nap and start doing my work till 5 then i'll go down to MUISS...i decided to miss my lectures because they're pretty much useless.

so hmm procrastination+excuses=DISASTER (tat's where i am now...sniffles)

it's 12.21pm..and renzi is scared

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:27:00 AM
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entry 405: quote from a blog

"as life goes on, i have gone through good and bad experiences...
you know how people say time heals...
i think as time goes by, the hurtful memories just becomes buried somewhere within my mind... it never really heals...
the once tender and trusting heart, is slashed with each hurtful memory...
time doesn't heal... it just makes you forget and makes the heart harden to cope with the pain...
life is a beautiful thing, yet cruel, because of circumstance that we are put through..."

how true is that...

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:27:00 PM
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entry 404: I ALWAYS GET THIS WRONG!>!(*#&$($#(

hmm...kenneth's gone now and frankly speaking, i'm quite lost right now.

it's not that his departure came to me as a surprise but 1 mth came and went just like that *click* it's scary. he's gone and i've less than 2 weeks to my exams. i've 2 assignments to do, and i dunno where to start. i'm panicking right now man.

another thing is.. it's one of the first times when kenneth and myself really spent a lot of time together, we bitched at each other (about each other), snapped at each other, screamed at each other (hmm maybe it's jus on my part), we shopped together, joked together...it feels like one part of me is gone again. feels like my granny leaving me (only for a seemingly 'short' period of time). sigh

i'm now very tempted to go home, to come home at least for a week to see him. sigh

well cried yesterday, teared before he left, and cried once his back was turned to go into the depature gate. sigh

why am i so emotional?? i'm such a cry baby mannnn

damnit..

sigh...

well time to bury myself and distract myself with work once again. MUISS, SAM...and exams...sigh

it's 12.12am and renzi is lost and sad

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:11:00 PM
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ENTRY 402

well it's going to be 4.30 kenneth's going back soon...*Sniffles*

i cried yesterday, teared today...argh!!! renee will not cry in the airport...

hmm

anyway it's really quick...1 mth...

argh

kenneth's listening to graham explain how to go to the airport. ken's going to navigate while i drive...dum dee dum

me hungryyy

renzi is...

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:21:00 PM
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i finally told him almost everything i could think about, now i feel better...and worse at the same time...

bawled my eyes out...now my eyes are tired...

we're going to spend our last day in the camberwell market...

going to sleep soon...

=)

good night to the world...and God loves u... *muakz*

(hahah i gave jon a cactus, and gave him a message saying "though you are a prick, i still love you" hahahahha... =)... jon don't take it to heart ok? )

it's 2.01am..

time to reflect and sleep..

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:03:00 AM
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well it's kenneth's last night in melbourne. my dreaded day has come. hahah to think i was even dreading his arrival. sigh

1 month has past soo quickly, it's scary... aRGh~

he's watching tv now...hmmm of all things, but if that's what he wants to do on our last day well i can't say much right? after all i've neglected him for the past days with my meetings n wat not...

hahah i have to say this i'm tryin to hold back my tears, argh! he's going off soon...

hmm....he's up already.

argh! me tears jus keep rolling and rolling and rolling....

had a long day today lah...

first we went to q.vic market. walked the WHOLE place. was damn tired (plus we both slept late and woke up early)

then we met joe and had lunch at this place. we all had egg chiffon with something rice. not too bad but i'm qutie scared of eggs at the moment.

after that we went for dessert and we went to have hot choc.

at that place (i am too tired and can't be bothered to remember any names now) we chatted with this lady called sylvia. very nice lady... made my day

right after that....we took the car n made our way to the supposed smith street. in the car before we left, i asked whether we should call any of the guys up to ask for the address because we left it at home. kenneth insisted that we don't need to call anyone of them up. he randomly chose a "smith street" from the melway (directory) and we started our jouirney.

after driving from the city to st kilda's, we went into some ULU place and we were lost. we kept stopping to look at the map and kenneth kept insisting that we went this waya nd that way. when i called charms to ask sze min for directions she hung up on me, so i called jon, but straight away because i was at a junction, i didn't pick up his phone.

we just ended up somehwere...and yeah...lazy to elavorate....just had a bad day...

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:27:00 PM
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renzi is full but renzi is sleepy so should she sleep?

hahaha simple question eh? hmmm it's been a very long day. i drove quite a bit today and this made me very tempted to ask mum for a car. but... i feel bad for using every single cent of her money. sigh

i was jus telling someone (man i can't remember...think it was sze min) that in singapore, i didn't mind treating people all the time for ANYTHING because it was my money, my hard earned money, buttt here in aussie i seldom do that because it's my parents' money. so yeah... i mean... tat is prob one of the few reasons why i want to start working- spending freedom... (i feel KIAM here in aus...hate it)

anyway kenneth's bathing now and is coughing like a sick old man, as usual. he always gives that disgusting going-to-puke-anytime cough...DISGUSTING!!!!

oh well...

time to sleep now....it's 1.56am

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:59:00 PM
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okay kenneth says dun blog for now...so i don't blog... *wink* compromise i tell u!!! hahahahahahhahah (i just heard kenneth murmur "bullshit")

oh well..

it's 12.41am

(going to sleep after supper...we're going to vic market tomorrow...)

went to...
11am-- took a cab to budget to rent a car...it's only 109 for 3 days
12pm-- went to rock kung for lunch... kenneth didn't like it. i misinterpreted his actions and was very pissed at him....
1pm-- went for my first meeting with gen comm
2pm-- execs meeting. got loads to tok about...but i have to restraint...!!!
3.50pm-- met kenneth (was 50 minutes late) and i found flowers in the car =) i like flowers... hahahha well not all the time but yeah...it's kinda sweet

then we wondered off to st kilda's , got lost hahahaha.... we made quite a bit of u-turns and stuff...man! we were at each other's throats..but nice time nonetheless..ehhe

er...

had dinner at this place called GOA... =) kenneth liked it...yay!~

then...we made our way to crown...ahhaha to watch the fire... niceee =)

hmm lazy to elaborate...time to eattt!!!

renzi is..... lazyyyyy

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:47:00 PM
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POST 397: i'm amazed

i'm still amazed at how the tea that i've neglected has mould...yuckkk

anyway just woke up. kenneth's bathing now. we're going to hire a car soon.

i've got two meetings and yawn...i'm going to be stressed after that. kenneth keeps thinking "why bother" ....welll...it's not anything BUT if i'm the sole one responsible, it's alrigth. however...............it's MUISS' reputation on the line also.....

hmmm going to bath now.. it's 10.24am

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:29:00 AM
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POST 396: that's more than the number of days in a year!

hahah being retarded there.

well was supposed to scan photos, as mentioned earlier but drew was late and SM had to sleep so...sigh... thank goodness renzi doesn't have to hend in essay tomorrow...

anyway was walking to the milk bar with kenneth when we discussed what to do today (it's already 12.15am). i told him that we were invited for bak ku teh (he immediately said he didn't want, that's ok) then i mentioned about plans for victor tomorrow (it's his 21st). when i told him i may not wanna stay over at joe's because if the occasion arises and there is really a party for victor, i would want to go and show face. then we started squabbling, and he mentioned something that really ticked me off "i don't see you coming back for my birthday".......!??!?! it was a wtf-statement. i didn't talk to him for a good whole 20 minutes at least. i mean, what an unreasonable dumbass statement!!! like i have a choice to come back. at times like these, i wished i had money. why can't i have as much money as....paris hilton. hmmm shall go to the hiltons' and ask them to adoppt me...."renee hilton" sounds alright... =)

okok...time to sleep... we're going to rent a car tomorrow,,,,, yay! finally can drive...heheh

it's 12.21am and renzi is dreamyyyyy

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:21:00 PM
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i'm waiting for andrew to drop me off at charms' place. i need to scan stuff for the youth media essay...hahha in alv's room now....because kenneth keeps tickling me...hahahha =)

anyway let me tell ya something disgusting.... i left my cup of tea on my shelf for about a week and there's mould now!!! YUCKKKK...i was sooo disgusted at myself....for being a slob...bleah...once kenneth goes back to spore, i've to do something about my room man....

=)

well shall talk about why i was angry at kenneth later....dunno whether i'm petty... *shug*

okok..time to go....it's 9.58pm

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:56:00 PM
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i haven't gone for classes at all this week!!! i shall try to go for one at least later-sociology. we're going to talk about pornography.

anyway i feeel sooo drained and unmotivated now. i see two more assignments and i have no time to study for my exams. argh! well i shall try to squeeze in one more assignment this week then i'll be able to do some studying next week. sigh

double sigh...kenneth's going back this week. i know it hasn't been the best of times for him to come, but now that he's here...hmmm ....i dunno... hard for me to see him off (now it's the other way round..hahah) in the airport.

jon says i should make the best of it. but hmm i only planned for my commitments (ie MUISS and SAM) and studies. never expected kenneht to come...i dunnoooo wat i'm driving at

my body hurts

supposed to go for psych lab now...argh!!

help!

renzi is drowning... (it's 10.15am)

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:12:00 AM
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it's 11.54pm

renzi is tired

renzi is stressed

but one thing...renzi is glad that she's done with one more assignment!!! WHOOO!!! now she can concentrate on two more assignments before she can finally study... sigh...exams are around the corner...arghh!!!!!!!!! help!!!! no time to study!!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:01:00 PM
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hmmm.....i brushed my teeth. had a small brownie (courtesy to alvina heh) and kenneth's back to sleeping. hehehhe whiule i was walking into my room, i realised my room's a dump! it's in a mess, complete disaster!! argh! this is bad. okok...after ALLLL my assignments i shall try to do something about my room. think me mum would be horrified if she stepped into my room. hmm kenneth said it's beginning to look like 'home' (another FYO, erm....you have to tip toe in his room)

argh!!!

okay no more procrastination. i'll be a hermit and finish this 2000 word essay...shit 40%....*gukp*

it's 9.21am and renzi is irritated with her room

renzi is currently listening to: white flag (AGAIN...hahah stupid song)

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:24:00 AM
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it's 9.04am and i'm in my room. i jus made breakfast, english breakfast i might add, for my dear ol' kenneth. i finally put the bed-in-brreakkie stand to use. hehehe i cooked bacon, an egg, a sausage, baked beans,mushrooms and toasted a bread for him. =) now my room stinks, but alll for my dear...heheh (just FYO i dun really like to eat in my room because it'll make my room smell...)

anyyyway glad i woke up on time. asked kenneth to wake me up becos i wanted to cook breakkie for him, but he said "if you want to cook for me , you'll wake up urself" soooo...hmmm

leyt's see...got meeting later....okay lah...i shall aim to finish up this essay by today and start on another one tomorro....

time to go!

renzi feels accomplished (finally i made breakfast for someone...!)

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:11:00 AM
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i'm sitting here in my room, eating unhealthy chips *glares at kenneth* and procrastinating...okay...after talkin to karen for a while more, i shall start with my work

today has been very unproductive. sze min and myself had to go down to melbourne itself to look for ms viet from newland migration. we went to this slip road which was quite dodgy and we waited for her. she finally appeared in a really old car and....erm...hahah could see that SM was quite freaked out. then she led us up to her office which really scared us. but oh well. we got the deal, so who cares...hahaha

but i've gotta hand it to ms viet. that lady, in one conversation, told us how many clubs/societies her company's sponsoring...dunno whether she's supposed to tell us that...but good to know. then we knew how to twist our way around...heheh...she's one eager beaver (SM had to agree to that)

=)

then we walked to the OTHER side of the city becus SM had to chnage her air ticket or some sort. and we made our way back to the subs... hahah on our way to the train station, hehehe we passed by hard rock cafe and we decided to buy a shirt each. SM'S A REAL BIG BAD INFLUENCE...tsk tsk

hahahah

we chatted all the way back. quite a nice time, although...we took the wrong train/line so we had to change trains to go baxck to caulfied then to clayron....tsk tsk..

it was raining, but still had to walk back to pick kenneth up to go with me to tighten my braces. stupid boy has no sense of dirextion (or so he says/claims)....we took a bus to clayton and we ran to the station. we were damn wet by the time we ran to the train station. we waited for a couple of minutes before the train arrived and we reached springvale in a couple of minutes and went to each viet food from the usual place we used to have dinner at springvale (w CH)

hmmm tightened my braces, and went back home. rushed out because i was supposed to go to the gym with SM and Charms.

came home had dinner and stoned my night away. now i have to pay the price of doing my work in the middle of the night again.

=p

kenneth jus rummaged through my stack of mags that i borrowed from SM, he's getting in touch with his feminine side *SHRUG*

=)
ookkkk...time to go.....

11.55pm and renzi's feeling ....bleh!

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:49:00 PM
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some people sleep to escape, some people exercise to escape, some stone, some cook, and i do most of it. =) now i'm blogging to escape. sigh. work's piling up and i'm seriously very worried for my exams

with kenneth breathing heavily/snoring away...i'm very tempted to join him in dreamland. *contemplates*

just read xiaohui's blog.i'm sooo envious!!! a double decker party!! how cool's dat!!! keen's such a cool, observant boyfriend. very happy for xiaohui. =) almost put me to tears when i read her blog. it really sounded.... fairy tale like. i wonder what would he do for their wedding man? i can't wait to see...hahahah (and i can't wait to recieve red packet *nudge*)

hehehe

hmmm didn't do much today. just went for my meeting. exercised AGAIn....and came back. it's close to 12am but really have no mood to do work.

sigh

why???????????????

(so many whys in my head now)

renzi is feeling

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:55:00 PM
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hmmm i'm at SEF, we're going to exercise soon. then i'll fetch dear from the clayton station. right after that i will be meeting the rest again at bryan's place. it's his birthday today.

sigh

there's some NLC thingie this saturday. yvonne expects full attendance from execs because it's held in clayton but i made arrangements with dear on saturday. i'll make a compromise and tell yvonne that i'll only go for the morning one because i made arrangements like 2-3 weeks ago, and this was decided only on friday. if she doesn't allow, i'm going to pull a giap this time. i know it's unfair but...hey it's kenneth's last day. i really need time with him.

sigh

okko..time to go now...it's 3.47pm and renzi is in a dilemma

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:44:00 PM
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hmmm wat happens when things don't fall into place...?

what happens when expectations does not tally with the results?

feeling kinda disappointed at myself and well the things around me. shall elaborate no furhter

anyway me jus woke up...was supposed to wake up at 9...*guLP*

argh! procrastination+sleep=no good combi!!!!

time to read something before i meet the remaining rest for lunch.

it's 11.35am and renzi is....pissed

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:39:00 AM
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it's already 7.14am and i'm goin to take a short nap before i start doing work again.

got a long day ahead of me. not too sure whether it was the right thing for kenneth to come back, but i kinda miss him and he's only 1 week left, before he disappears...and i can only see him sometime in january, which STINKS! why isn't there such a damn thing called a teleporter...i wish i were a worm (tat didn't sound right) but if anyone who had played worms before would know...

hmm anyway aik ming finally has his own blog, after much influence from me. bwahhahahahahhaha..... i realise writing blogs is 'in' now eh? sheesh.... wat RUUUUUU-biiishhhhhh.....

watever...

it's 7.20am and renzi is going to turn off the light, sleep for a while because she's unfocussed

renzi kissed and swore @ 5:24:00 AM
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my mind's very idle now even though i am doing work. this is not productive. i'm even surfing the net while doing this...not good...after this entry i shall plug out my internet socket (or watever u call it)

something my friend posted on friendster...hahahha haven't been on friendster for AGES man...bleah...i've like 8 reqeusts and 23 messages which i'll pretend i didn't see. anyway here goes... (i wonder how true some of them are):

Food as Medicine

HEADACHE? EAT FISH!
Eat plenty of fish -- fish oil helps prevent
headaches. So does
ginger,
which reduces inflammation and pain.

HAY FEVER? EAT YOGURT!
Eat lots of yogurt before pollen season. Also-eat
honey from your area
(local region) daily.

TO PREVENT STROKE DRINK TEA!
Prevent buildup of fatty deposits on artery walls
with regular doses
of tea.
(actually, tea suppresses my appetite and keeps
the pounds from
invading....Green tea is great for our immune
system)!

INSOMNIA (CAN'T SLEEP?) HONEY!
Use honey as a tranquilizer and sedative.

ASTHMA? EAT ONIONS!!!!
Eating onions helps ease constriction of
bronchial tubes. (when I was young,
my mother would make onion packs to place on our
chest, helped the respiratory ailments and
actually made us breathe better).

ARTHRITIS? EAT FISH, TOO!!
Salmon, tuna, mackerel and sardines actually
prevent arthritis. (fish has omega oils, good for
our immune system)

UPSET STOMACH? BANANAS - GINGER!!!!!
Bananas will settle an upset stomach. Ginger will
cure morning sickness and nausea.

BLADDER INFECTION? DRINK CRANBERRY JUICE!!!!
High-acid cranberry juice controls harmful
bacteria.

BONE PROBLEMS? EAT PINEAPPLE!!!
Bone fractures and osteoporosis can be prevented
by the manganese in pineapple.

PREMENSTRUAL SYNDROME? EAT CORNFLAKES!!!!
Women can ward off the effects of PMS with
cornflakes, which help reduce depression, anxiety
and fatigue.

MEMORY PROBLEMS? EAT OYSTERS!
Oysters help improve your mental functioning by
supplying much-needed zinc.

COLDS? EAT GARLIC!
Clear up that stuffy head with garlic. (remember,
garlic lowers cholesterol,too.)

COUGHING? USE RED PEPPERS!!
A substance similar to that found in the cough
syrups is found in hot red pepper. Use red
(cayenne) pepper with caution-it can irritate
your tummy.

BREAST CANCER? EAT Wheat, bran and cabbage
Helps to maintain estrogen at healthy levels.

LUNG CANCER? EAT DARK GREEN AND ORANGE AND
VEGGIES!!!
A good antidote is beta carotene, a form of
Vitamin A found in dark green and orange
vegetables.

ULCERS? EAT CABBAGE ALSO!!!
Cabbage contains chemicals that help heal both
gastric and duodenal ulcers.

DIARRHEA? EAT APPLES!
Grate an apple with its skin, let it turn brown
and eat it to cure this condition. (Bananas are
good for this ailment)

CLOGGED ARTERIES? EAT AVOCADO!
Mono unsaturated fat in avocados lowers
cholesterol.

HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE? EAT CELERY AND OLIVE OIL!!!
Olive oil has been shown to lower blood pressure.
Celery contains a chemical that lowers pressure
too.

BLOOD SUGAR IMBALANCE? EAT BROCCOLI AND PEANUTS!!!
The chromium in broccoli and peanuts helps
regulate insulin and blood sugar.

Kiwi: Tiny but mighty. This is a good source of
potassium, magnesium,Vitamin E &fiber. It's
Vitamin C content is twice that of an orange.

Apple: An apple a day keeps the doctor away?
Although an apple has a low Vitamin C content, it
has antioxidants &flavonoids which enhances the
activity of Vitamin C thereby helping to lower
the risks of colon cancer,heart attack & stroke.

Strawberry: Protective fruit. Strawberries have
the highest total antioxidant power among major
fruits &protects the body from cancer causing,
blood vessels clogging free radicals. (Actually,
any berry is good for you..they're high in anti-
oxidants and they actually keep us
young.........blueberries are the best and very
versatile in the
health field........they get rid of all the free-
radicals that invade our
bodies)

Orange: Sweetest medicine. Taking 2 - 4 oranges a
day may help keep colds away, lower cholesterol,
prevent & dissolve kidney stones as well as
lessen the risk of colon cancer.

Watermelon: Coolest Thirst Quencher. Compo

renzi is drowsy but still motivated...RENZI IS NERD!!!

it's 6.39am

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:42:00 AM
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oops...let me finish with what i did today. watched TROY and...hmmm not a bad movie. i must read up on this history...heehhh

and after the dinner, weijie was in such a jumpy and usual kan jiong spider mode (uptight) mode that hmm...i snapped at him. he really caught me at the wrong time when i was jus not in a good mood. maybe i'm jus being mean. if so...TOO bAd....i can't be nice all the time anyway... i try but i'm only human~ =) anyyyweayyyy our conversation went something like this..........

(we were talking about the sophia's dinner)
W: ay renee, how are you all going for dinner tonight? i come over to seascape okay?
R (horrified tone...hahah sorry was over dramatic then): FOR WHAT????
W: er.. jus to go with you all
R (uncomfortable): er,.... we're taking public transport there you know, i mean a cab.
W: er....
R: (i assumed, bad of me, that he was actually going with the rest) you have to find your own transport wat
W (jus his tone, which sounded very rude and offensive): sooo....you expect me to take a cab there myself and pay for myself lah??
R: WEIJIE CAN YOU RELAK FOR JUS A SEC??? (i kinda raised my voice, i think he was quite taken aback) just chill and not be so uptight for a sec? jus relax lah dude! (roll my eyes)

hahahha sheesh i was very chi chi (bitchy) but hey you can't expect us to 'provide' transport. but well nice of jon to arrange for transportation for everyone. i know this sounds bad but i thought we all should jus have arranged for ourselves. like maybe jus the seascapers plus sharon and kareen...tooo much of a hassle to accomodate for everyone. maybe i'm jus being me lah...

speaking of weijie, i shall jokingly tell him that i got a new nickname for him. i told a few of them that i wanted to joke with him and tell him i found a nickname for him - "KAN JIONG SPIDER"...seriously....he must learn to relax. he IS the epitomy of KJP man...but hope he doesn't take offense. i wanna tease him in such a way that he may actually realise it and hmmm take things more easily? he too serious deh!
was very tempted to tease him in front of everyone....but guess not the right tiem today.

okok....well time to go now.....it's 4.31am

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:27:00 AM
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well well..it's about 4.12am. i managed to get me little ass back home because jon wanted to sleep already. he was watching soccer downstairs jus now while i crawled to his room to upload photos, and i took a short nap. so now me jus going to do work till i meet the rest fo lunch, at sophia's.

guess wat? we went to sophia's for dinner as well today!!!! but hmmm stupid me didn't wanna tell bryan that we had tat for dinner because he insisted on sophia's *shrug* oh well.

anyway as i was saying, we went to sophia's for dinner. the president (aka janelle) and danny treated us because they told us that if we reached the target of 150 members and 180 members, we would get a treat (we actually only meant the execs. i never understood how the gen comm were involved. and i never understood how the gen comm's friends were involved.)

this reminds me of last year when some unexpected visitor came along with us for our "last supper" together as a muiss committee. i actually thought he was unwelcomed. BUT oh well, since he voluntarily invited himself and said he would pay, *shrug*. i mean if it's a committee dinner, shouldn't it be a committee dinner?? sheesh... i'm not saying neglect friends but well i think committees should be granted well a bit of time together as well. that's jus wat i think.

=p

okayzzz....time to go for now. time to work..... sigh

been procrastinating for the past 2 days...not good...progress is slow at this moment. argh!

(it's 4.18pm and renzi is stoned...

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:18:00 AM
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just left a message for humpa...it's his birthday tomorrow. i'm planning a lunch or either that dinner with a couple of his friends...the muiss bunch that is. i managed to contact everyone except the birthday boy. i hope he calls back.

anyway jus went for aerobics class with sze min in the morning after sleeping for about 3 hours. i couldn't really sleep because i was quite freaked out with the video i watched last night. hahah

hmmm going for TROY soon...i think i'm wasting my time man. but i already promised janelle that i would go down to pass rich the tickets so bo bianzz..hehehe

haven't had lunch yet...i'm hungry....and i'm tired because i had very little sleep...bleah... hope i can get some work done later...dum dee dum... time to call alvina man....

it's 12.21pm and renzi is feeling....

hungry!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:25:00 AM
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NOT FOR THE WEAK HEARTED

am at no7 now and jon, victor and myself watched this gruesome act of murder by some iraqi terrorists.........here's the link...

well..erm...i lost my appetite after watching this so..well tat's a clue =p they bloody sawed Nicholas Berg's head off....imagine that! well u dun have to imagine that...jus click on the link and watch it... =p

it's 2.49am and renzi is feeling VERY DISGUSTED

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:43:00 AM
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hmm....it's bryan's birthday in 2 days time...shall call him up today or something. i need to see him when kenneth's here.

anyway jus had a run. short one. hahah i almost blacked out jus now, guess it's because i haven't had breakfast. oh well *shrug*

it's going to be a long day again. i've got two meetings before i go to the city to meet dear. he says he's going to stay till tuesday. so...hmmmm

now it's time to take a quick shower...and head on outta here ("/)

it's 11.26am and renzi is very awake and AMAZED that she actually went for a jog

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:30:00 AM
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BAH!Was supposed to wake up 7!!!!! Should have done more work....hmm well guess i'll jus go for a run now.... BAHHHH!!! shall brush my teeth and run for a while....heheh

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:34:00 AM
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test test

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:53:00 AM
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i miss someone and someone is going back sooo soon....i hate it when my assignments pile up at this time and my exams are coming. yeah maybe he relaly should jus stay in the city for the remaining time. save me heartache eh? should i ask or not?

it's 3.33am and renzi is undecided (hahah tat's my old nick!)

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:38:00 AM
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jus walked out of no7...i smell of cigs...bahhhh....

anyway went over to talk to jon for a while. then i dozed off. then i woke up and talked so more till jon dozed off so........ i came home. now i'm lost. should i do some work before i actually sleep? hmmmmzzzz...

ohhh...here's an email sent to me by ren-ren =)

As I've Matured...
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in...

I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets.

I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jackasses.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.

I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed.

I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.

I've learned that it is not what you wear; it is how you take it off.

I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished.

I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things.

I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back.

I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity.

I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are celebrities.

I've learned that artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity.

I've learned that 99% of the time when something isn't working in your house, one of your kids did it

I've learned that there is a fine line between genius and insanity.

I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away. And the real pains in the ass are permanent.

renzi kissed and swore @ 1:10:00 AM
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i'm getting bored of my blog...the layout...everything...yawn...

BORING...hahahha reminds me of the SAM ball last year when someone was speaking on the stage, i shouted "BORING".... =p,,, was quite high then...oops!!!

hahahah....

i can't wait for the next session of HAPPY HOURing... =) and what happened to KNOTS???? bahhh... i wanna drink. nono...not alchoholic...jus wanna have fun with me buddies... sheesh..i sound like a guy...and i sound drunk..bwahh....

i'm having a FEELing...i need to shit.... *groan* thought i jus had a very big crap????? bahhh

time to crap then...

(i miss kenneth)

sheesh..i've been listening to the same ol' song....can bring me to tears lah this song...."
my shattered dreams and broken heart
are mending on the shelf........

but i have one last cry...
one last cry
before i leave it all behind
i've gotta put u out of my mind this time'
stop living a lie...
i guess i'll die with one last cry??"

hahah someone help me out...?

it's 9.53pm and renzi is feeling....

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:58:00 PM
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let's see...i'm done with one assignment but i have no motivation to do anything now. maybe i'm jus tired to do anything now. ok...i shall slack till 10pm then i'll start doing some work...

nothing much happened...just met up with MI personnel...and hahah let's see....had a drink with gd ol' charms...stupid gal....hahah said "gd ol' " now..it's stuck with me...bahhh... we had a good chat, nice catch up.

that's about it really... now i'm jus cursing and swearing...why can't monash have a one week study period?!!?!?!?!

)@*#$#*$@&$#$&#)($

it's 9.41pm and renzi is

BLANK

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:44:00 PM
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i'm sitting inside the execs room and am feeling very stressed. i'm extremely vulnerable and i don't think it's the lack of sleep. it's the lack of confidence that is plaguing me. most of my gen comm are thankfully doing their work BUT just one i guess.. need to push him. i'm verrrry tired at this point but i guess i still have to push on. a few more months time till we pass down our post..WHO!~~ ANNNDDD...3 more assignments to go...sniffles....i shall try to finish 2 more this week. if i can...i shall treat mysefl for a day..maybe go t the city for a day...heheh =) hmmm...i'm even more motivated at this point....GO GO RENEE!!!

(it's 3.03pm...renzi is stressed BUT she will not give up!!!!!

kenneth calls me a draggie...actually snappy the dragon...so hehe..)

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:59:00 PM
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it's 4am and i'm still up! i finally completed one assignment(except for erm....the reference list...btw wat's the diff b/w a reference list and a bibliography???)! 3 more to go! i can't wait to start studyin..!?!?>!@>@!?3)#$(&# wat did i just type? i mean i can't wait to finish my assignments because i really need to get down to studyin proper. 2 exams on the first week and i've yet to hit the books! argh! stress!

anyway didn't do much today other than finishing up my assignment. next assignment up...would be...hmmm my media studies major essay. think i'll ask janelle whether i could borrow the psych stats (groan) assignment she did last year for reference sake...sigh..i really hate stats... am still thinking of whether to drop psych because i'm starting to have a dwindlin interest in it...sigh.... think it's because of stats... TIAN AHHHHH!!!

hmmm going to sleep right now. my throat is getting dry, i'm feeling pukish. think i need sleep. i always feel pukish when i have little sleep. hmmm AND my left eyebag is STILL twitching!!! bahh! sucks! jon says it's because i'm lacking of sleep...i hope so..!

hmmm last thing to say..had a nice dinner with danny and jon at no7. =0) we walked to the milk bar to buy food and then walked back. while walking back we had ice cream. crazy fools we are...bwahhaha and danny said i look round =(

bah!

anywayy..... had a good catching up session with jon. hahah despite all the criticisms and insults we hurl at each other, we're still great buddies..i thank God for him =)

time to sleep...it's 4.08am and RENZI is tired and sleepy

ohhh hahaha i'd better msg dear first....maybe he can call me.... i actually miss him!~ hahah

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:08:00 AM
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check out...two photos...ahahha the rest...erm...can't be uploaded....this was taken on the 25th of April hehe...

renzi kissed and swore @ 4:16:00 PM
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this was an email sent to me by mum....hahaha funny...

Hi
Have mailed out "Reader Digest" yesterday.

Eat well, keep a healthy body, mind, focus,
rest, you'll suvive, haha!

Take care,
MUM

hahaha i'm quite amused... =)

anyway i feel cheated...was supposed to go to the gym but thank goodness i messaged szemin and asked her where we were meeting. We're not goinn to the gym again...sianzzzz...

anyway time to do my work again...since i fell asleep for a while jus now....

it's 4.18pm and renzi is very

AMUSED!

renzi kissed and swore @ 2:22:00 PM
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dum dee dum... i'm now in my room tryin to complete a task at hand - unit journal. i think my progress i pretty slow BUT at least i'm getting my butt to doing some work ( i need to start somehwere!?)...

well jus decided to write because i guess i'm bored and tired. I woke up at about 8+ and ploughed through stacks and stacks of readings so hehe i need a break.

nothing much else to add... i already did last night...oh or well this morning, in another blog. HAHAHA i jus set up 3 blog accounts. No apparant reason. Maybe i need a change. But... will redirect this blog to that blog soon, maybe after the exams, when i have to time to actually surf and beautify my blog (i take pride in writing and making my blog "FUNKY"...everybody..say that in a HK accent!!!)

gagaggahahaha... hmmm ok time to finish this reading, finish this journal entry that has been stagnent for the past few hours...and time to buck up!

it's 1202hrs and renzi is feeling.... motivated!

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:05:00 AM
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hmm getting tired...hahaha jus finished two entries for my media studies journal...THIS IS SUCH A CHORE! hahah well while waiting for my notes to print, i came across this blog and once i read it i knew this gal was from singapore. she did mention queensway which confirmed my guess =) SMART NOTTTTT hahahaha

hmm getting crazy now...damn tired.... anyway... here's an entry written on sunday (if i'm not mistaken)....

Well well…it’s another day, wasted day I must add. Yeash I went out when I was supposed to study…sigh…. So many assignments and three exams……..arggh!!! where are your priorities renee????? Then again…you always don’t give a shit…or do you? Do you jus pretend that u dun give a shit..?? hmmm time to watch American idol…although I know g. huff got voted out…thanks to XH..hehehe…bkaste!!!

It’s 5.57…

yeap...

that was that...

now...hmm wat happened today?? can't remember much... had SAM meeting...OHHH before that... hahahha =) talked to damien again. the class was boring you see and hahaha we both were bored. we started bitchin about the ppl in front of us. one was bitchy, one was uptight. GOD SAVE THE WORLD~~~...bwahahha... well and i found out he was only 19!!!he's a kid!!!!!!! =p basket... oh and he's born on the 31st of jan...took a look at his driver's license...bwahhahaha

okok...enough about damien...

had a SAM meeting...then came home with alv and jon. i made english breakfast for jon for dinner...then we lazed around. watched the simpsons and walked to the milk bar because crazy me was craving for ice cream (in this damn cold weather...wat's wrong with meee????). after that we watched big brother and i ended up in my room doing my work till now...not badd...but i need to speed up...*gulp*

hmmm i miss kenneth...

oh well~~~

it's 10.55pm and renzi is feeling

hungry...AGAIN!!!!???

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:55:00 PM
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renzi kissed and swore @ 9:21:00 PM
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guess what? realised mike reads my blog..... HA! good for u mate...like i give a fuck...

hahaha...anyway jus watched all-stars survivor...man!!!! i want rob to winnn~!!!!!!!

but it's very romantic that he proposed to her, although he gave quite a crap speech...hahahha =) hmmm but i still think that one should do it privately =)i mean prob 9 out of 10 women would accept a marraige proposal IF it's done publicly...

hmmm nothing much to add for today...

jus that i have too much work to do.... and......good work danielle!! (for breaking up) =) *wink* hate to do this when ppl break up but when i see injustice done to the world...i have to say something somehow... that's why we have blogs...

it's 11.09pm and renzi is feeling...oh well she's angelic

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:09:00 PM
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