Thursday, July 31, 2003


dum dee dummmm....i'm in the MUISS lounge now and since i have about an hour to go before my next lecture so...might as well since i wouldn't be free during the weekend.

let's see as i'm looking around...ling's lazing around looking bright and nice =) and yvonne's talking on the phone.that gal ah...must learn how to relax....she keeps looking so stressed...i tink she's worse than me.she's a kanjiong spider..hee.....she must learn how to relax...heee

speaking of spiders....thre's this stupid spider web in my lamp that kenne gave me. he complained that i never take care of it...hahahha....but now i can only see the web in the lamp..arggghhh..that means the spider is lurking around...ARGGHHH I HATE SPIDERSSS!!! damnniittt....hahaha and well my mum decided to scare me with this email that shows the progression of a spider bite...disgusting......... and jaime told me her friend died from a spider bite..YUCK! hmm..but now i still can't decide whether spiders or cockroaches are more disgsting...

hmmm....SPEAKING of cockraches...i miss my gang in spore...we used to call outselves the cockroaches...those were the daysssss..sighh....

anyywayy...going for my ski trip tomrrow early in the morning...so i've to ermm..i'm going to stay over at charms tonight because we have to be in uni by 4.30 am....dun tink i can wake up by then..heee

we're going for an all-nighter... =) sooo...we're going to watch friends and laugh our heads off.... =)

well yesterday i was pretty disappointed because i sent out an enquiry to NUS asking whether i could transfer over to NUS and do my second and third year there...but....there seems like there is no way and even alternative to getting into NUS...guess God wants me here in australia... =) hee well i did pray and i told him if he wants me in spore or australia...make it clear and close the door/alternative...oh well *sigh*...i shall still ask SMU i guess.....

hmm...must be wondering why i wanna do that...guess i was talkin to kenne and i realised yeah...having a degree is nothing..i need to do my masters at least....sighh..now not much use to discuss about this..i shall try to do well first....! heee

let's see...had this super busy day. was even supposed to wake up at 7 for my 8 o'clock lecture but...i slept late the night, or maybe morning before, that i only woke up a 7.40. sheesh! i slept through my alarm clock!!! bahhhhhhh!!!! then i actually got up to brush my teeth den i thought to myself (after washing up) AH!FORGET IT! and went back to sleep. hee. i had a tw 2-hour lectures and 1 hour lecture consecutively. can u believe that? man!

i had dinner at perry and janice's place after the YAA meeting and he meal was simple and good. (homecooked food always tastes good, unless i cook it that is)we had fried chicken, vegetables and nice herbal soup. i can't remember what else we had but dum dee dumm....we all jus paid 4 bucks for the meal! =) cheapest meal so far. i tink it wud be petrina and my turn to cook next week *gulp*

finally jeremy sent me home. i sat in his new car and it smelt nice. he was so uptight about his new sports car. it cost im 44,000..not too bad bu i prefer jeapS!!! =) he asked me about kenneth again. seems to everyone that we wuld never last...sighhh!!!!

let's see wat happened for the rest of the early part of the week....

tues:i had a very short day and i only remember tightening my braces. sighhh....stupid braces....because of that i couldn't eat properly yesterday. anyway charms , bryan, byron and myself hung out a chaddy's and after that we headed home. throughout the whole journey i just slept like a baby in byron's car. man!

after taking a nap at home for two hours i went out for dinner with glenn. had quite a nice chat with him.

monday:can't remember much ....everything seems like a blur to me. but i remember having dinner at ROO KUNG for chinese dinner =) they were teasing me AGAIN. everything i say seems like a joke...oh well...sighhhhh.....then i went to K-MART to shop with my HAM-parents. i bought my fillings for my beanbag...veryyyy happy.....feels like a mini couch..heeee......

okok...going off to talk to my friends first.... =)

renzi kissed and swore @ 9:47:00 AM
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Tuesday, July 29, 2003


eat eat eatttt..that's all i do here!!!! arghhh

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:32:00 AM
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Sunday, July 27, 2003


well well well....MY COMPUTER N PHONELINE'S SCREWED UP!!! bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm in jiew and bryan's place now. my fellow mahjong KAH KEEs and watching a movie downstairs. they jus broke out in laughter and i feel so anti-social but i guess i'm just too lazy. i did reply a few emails. i feel bad.

hmm that didn't make sense at all but what does man? do feelings make sense? do decisions make sense? does anything make sense in this world?

okay shall not get all too philosophical at this time.

hahah shall talk about the previous days.

yesterday (26/7):
went for a meeting which lasted almost 3 hours i think. i was late so it lasted for about 2.5 hours *grin* i overslept. you see i joined this Young Achiever Award programme (YAA to be short) and what we are supposed to do is to set up a company, come up with a service/product and liquidate the company in a few months time. okay so out product is this rubber thing called the handy-grip...shall not go into so much details because i'm lazy today (erm...actually i'm lazy everyday)

after that had lunch with petrina (we're in the same YAA group) and went home to vacumn the place, my house i mean. it was my turn to vacumn. i vacumned the place and my room. it smells and feels much cleaner now. and YAY! thank God i've no more rash. i guess it's just the weather. dum dee dum.

after that may fetched me to church. had quite a service. i dozed off again because of the accumulative lack of sleep. after service i had dinner with my MUISS bunch and we went to the arcade. i played daytona (i'm quite good i realised...especially with the manual bit....someone challange me quick!), the air puck game (and i'm good at that. up till now no one has beaten me yet...again...SOMEONE BURST ME EGO QUICK) and ......dance dance revolution! hahah i haven't played that in a while. charmaine's good i must say. and yeah....actually it's my second time playin DDR...it can be quite addictve i must add! *slaps oneself* tsk tsk..can't believe i just said that...maybe i'm an AH-LIAN! *GaSp*

after that and some coffee. chien ho said "since u guys still seem quite happy, where you all wanna go?" i suggested going to the beach and so chien ho drove kee hong, yvonne, jackie, charms and myself to menthone beach. it was cold but really refreshing. the air smelt different (DUH) and it was sooooo peaceful. the girls in the backseat were all discussing that houses next to the beach are beautiful...i want a house next to the beaccchhhh!!!

yeap so after that i finally came back and talked to kenneth (first time in a few days). =)

friday (25/7):
i woke up really late so i had to go for the later lecture. sigh i'm really dreading this semester's psychology subject. most of it would be on statistics! i don't like it!!!!!!

went to chadstone for a while and i bought a betsheet set! yuppiz!!! it's bright and matches my room =) all i need is a mini red fridge and fillings for my bright colourful beanbag =) maybe a couch too!

at night we celebrated allan's birthday in bryan and jiew's place. we were waitin for allan for almost 2 hours and he was actually pissed that no one called him to bryan's place for dinner. (oh this was meant to be a surprise....it was pretty successful but in the process he had to be angry lah..dunno whether that made sense) den we played red indian, or was it american indian to finish the food. this game is actually a drinking game but there wasn't any booze so *shrug* had to make do i guess! hahaha

we ended the night saboe-ing allan. he had eggs, soya sauce, diet coke and flour poured on him, it wasn't a pretty sight.

went home at about 5 and was so tired. waited for kenneth's call till i dozed off. apparently he was tryin to call me but the phone or line jus stuffed up on me. it always stuffs up! man!

thurs (24/7)
can't remember much. all i remembered was going for dinner with jiew, bryan, charms and bryan's friend to the city. we had GOOD fooddddd =) i love the food there. it's quite reasonably priced and the food's fresh. apparently the main branch's food is fresher! i went to the main branch but i didn't like it because it was too cramped. all my mahjong KAR-KEEs thought otherwise. they said that the main branch had the "atmostphere". to me it jus reminded so much of...hongkong? not that i can remember much from my hong kong trip but it's just so hong kong-ish. i mean it is a hongkong restaurant but i prefer the other branch because we can just sit down and talk.

well after that we had a really good bowling session after that. byron managed to join us and i did so well for my first game. in fact i beat my own high score. frankly speaking it was a fluke but still my best nonetheless. my score was 165!!! i had 4 strikes in a row.... not bad not baddddd.....

played mahjong but i kept dozing off while playing so we had to stop.

OKAYYYYYYY.....dum dee dumm...i realised my dates are all stuffed up too...shall change mysettings after i save and publish this baby!~

time to stop...bryan's playin Ps2 on his bed. tsk tsk guess he'll never grow up...guys and computer games =)

the rest are downstairs watchin some HK movie...

shall go down soon...yawn watched ali g and it was quite funny. not my kinda movie but oh well entertaining still...

shall talk about my dream, my cousin's remarks, ppl who are pretentious,....erm......comparisons in my next entry i guess...for now...i'm outa here!

(SUNDAY...er...MONDAY 12.19am)

renzi kissed and swore @ 10:20:00 PM
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Friday, July 25, 2003


i need to write about a couple of matters but i dun have time...so i shall leave a note to remind myself to talk about
1)ppl who are pretentious
2)erm...shit i can't remember already! my dream
3)my bowling experience yesterday =)
4)bahhhhh

oh well...jus a note to say i felt so maligned by kenneth today...bleahhhhhhhh....i did doze off yesterday before he called and when he called, he claimed that my line was engaged! hmmm...queer things happen man...bleahhhhh....!

argh..time to quickly check my mail and run off to class....sigh...no time to check mail! bleahhhhhhh

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:54:00 AM
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Thursday, July 24, 2003


boredd....i'm in the library nowww...bleahhhh....sucks....doing nothing...maybe i should jus call up some friends to go for tea...but i'm going for dinner later...can't afford to eat so much lah..hee

oh charmaine and i discussed about this and we thought that having the mahjong KAR-KEEs (erm...byron, bryan and jiew) to go for tea every tuesdays..sounds quite a good idea..hehe...love going out with them...all we do is eat...and laze around...mostly in jiew and bryan's place... My HAM parents..! hee

and going out and hanging out with them does actually take my mind off the things in singapore...actually more the people...or maybe a person...AH! what the heck...i don't wanna think about this now....

i'm in australia...whooooooo
did that sound convincing enough?

hahah well can't exactly remembered what happened yesterday. had one of the most boring lectures. maybe i was sleepy again. *shrug* but after that i had this incredible tutorial. seems like a nice bunch of tutorial mates but nah aussies and i just don't mix. i prefer singaporeans *grin* don't think that made sense though. oh! had this tutor who speaks with a nice accent. i couldn't really tell what sort of accent but nice and soothing nonetheless *grin* the only irritating point of him is that he likes to let out this sound "HUM", like he's in deep thought before he says anything. it irritated me quite a bit. but still quite a nice guy (hope he's lenient hee)

and my communications lecturer is quite cute but i think he's gay! =( his mannerism (dun tink there's such a word) jus made me conclude that he was gay. u noe the loose wrist syndrome? yeah however i did notice a ring on his fourth finger on his right hand. what does that mean? i can't really remember. BUT even so, if he's married, who knows, he may have married a guy! dum dee dum...

yawn this honkee's like speakin on the phone next to me...irritating...dun noe why...the accent of the ppl from hong kong just puts me off if i hear too much of what they're saying...oh well jus being biased here i guess!

today i had my second sociology lecture. and we're having one of the lecturers we had last semester. i like her. she's very funny (in her own way) and has undertones of sarcasm. as long as she's not talking to me personally i'm fine with her way of talking. anway she seems to have this very feministic point of view. maybe it's because of what she lectures. last semester she talked bout family and the various roles of what both sexes should do and this semester she's talking about inequality. ha!

ANNNYYYWAAAYYYYYY guess what i had doe dinner yesterday? home made craB!!! i helped out in the cooking and preparation! and we had chilli crabs with MAN TOU (fried erm...buns?) yummmm......we had a really large feast and they were all saying that we should all split into pairs to cook every wednesday. if this plan really comes through i would be cooking with petrina. she has many ideas in her head but hasn't put it into practicality. hope we make a good team! but with me around, *ponders* i jus hope we don't poison anyone...

i realised my entries are pretty lengthy but yeah...i jus love typing and typing and writing and writing...always incoherent but still thoughts noted nonetheless...

anyway maybe i should erm...start reading stuff now...if not no time later at night...i'm going to glenn's place to eat and watch shows! =) sheesh...when dejun heard about this she gave me the look...but there's nothing going on between us...he's just a nice guy...to everyone i think. AND i"M NOT BEING NIAVE (izzy keeps sayin i'm naIVE but makes him so sure i'm not pretending...? do i make sense there??)

okok...time to goooooooo

renzi kissed and swore @ 12:45:00 PM
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Tuesday, July 22, 2003


*burp* had canned peanuts with noodles hahah it wasn't that satisfying but well it did fill my tummy nonetheless. =)

i'm downloading songs with my very slow modem but i'm glad i'm probably switching to adsl (is that what u call it?) with the rest of my housemates! whoo! then i can download movies, trailers... YUPPIZ!!

let's see i can't really remember what happened today. oh! i went for lecture and man! there were so many people attending lecture. BUT i'm sure the numbers will dwindle by third week. the lecture topic was on conformity (jus like what i talked about with charmaine today!) we were talking about singapore and how the system sucks (the jist of it) well i'm quite sure, just like most of my closer friends think, my brother would most definitely suit aussie's education. singapore's just too rigid. anyone dare to oppose that view on that?

i guess i would consider myself fortunate to experience another country's education system. i know singapore's unis are really good but i guess the interaction, practicality and even experience is far better over here.

in general singapore's system's just spoon-feeding students...shall not harp on this farther unless someone tells me his/her opposing view.

anyyywayyyyyyy..... after lecture i went for tea with charmaine, byron, my HAM-parents (jiew and bryan). we had a good talking cock session. it had a serioius bit also. that was when i decided to give up crime and do visual culture. it's pretty tactical. at least i did experience/learn alittle about crime. practically speaking, there's no future in crime and since visual culture is linked to communications in a sense, i might as well do it as my elective. =)

*yawn* there's nothing much to do...i'm tooo lazy to do some revision...but i guess i'll get down to it.... I WILL try to STUDY HARD heee....

oh i was in byron's car when i heard this pretty old song on the radio by savage garden "i knew i love you"....how do you love someone before u meet him/her....sounds pretty ridiculous...that's jus rubbish ain't it? oh well... *shrug*

yawn...time to do some work..

renzi kissed and swore @ 7:58:00 PM
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hahah can't really remember what i bought...sighh...canned food....maybe i should eat the canned peanuts...they're nice and sweet *grin*

hungryyyyy....i can't concentrate now...should i eat?? yeah...will go down now........bleah!

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:52:00 PM
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i'm bored as usual...

too lazy to read up on stuff...

but guess i'll get down to reading up later...

for now............... I SHALL WRITE.....er type....whatevaaaaa

hehehe



let's see today i woke up late for the stupid psychology lecture...damn it....i will blame it on bad bad badddd sleep...i woke up in the middle of the night because i broke out in rash...it must be the damn bed sheet. i haven't changed it for over a month. *grin* who else can i blame? oh well *shrug* hey! i have ever done this for two months i think. that was during the examination period. *sigh*

now my sheets are in the washers downstairs. i'd have to throw them in the dryers as well because i only have one pathetic set of sheets, quilt cover and pillow cases. i must go out to get another set. i was going to do that today but charmaine had to go back to school for some rehearsal so i had to follow her back because we only had one driver, byron. at times like this i wish i had my own car....sigh....

anyway when i go down to transfer my sheets into the dryers, i shall find me some food....fOOOOOOOOOOOOd....i'm getting sick of food...it must be the over-eating in singapore...

I AM HUNGRY

let me try to recall..

renzi kissed and swore @ 6:38:00 PM
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Monday, July 21, 2003


MINI ME AND ONLY MEEEEE

actually it's not mini me...i'm big me now...sighhh....tink it has everything to do with my return to singapore. I've been eating a great deal of food in spore....hmmm a phenomenal amount....shit wrong spelling *shrug*

anddd....i've been ....well what have i been doing with my time back in singapore?? i must tink for a while..heheh okok...let me try to recap what i did back in singapore.... on my first day i scared the hell out of karen (she let out a scream in cartel...it was pretty embarrassing i must add) and i went to surprise kenneth *grin*

on the second day i went to church everyone closer to me didn't seem too surprised... ian told jingxi and i think jx told anne...BAH! so much for a surprise...stupid ian!!! bleah!

for the rest of the week i tink i spent time working and going out for suppers... argh!

on the second week i went to genting...BWAHAHHAHA it was a fun time... but kinda wrong move because we were planning to like shop and eat cheap dirty food. oh well *shrug* next destination i'm planning to go would be bangkok?? karen?? kenneth?? read that? heheheh

let's see... yeap..met up with a couple of people..scared a couple more... hahah and jus basically ate my fill. can u beat it..? i got sick of singapore food! not bad not bad...i tink my housemate (if he ever reads this) would probably scream at me or strangle me...hahah

yeap yeap...my housemate....he's called william..nothing much to say about him...only he's naggier (no such word) den my mum...who can ever be more naggy than ur parents?? hard to imagine right? hahhahaha

okayyyyy....change topizzzzzzz...hehehe....oh well.....i may be quite incoherent because i'm straddling between chatting and typin out a blog..hehehe

talkin to this fren of mine about gals...or should i say a gal he likes...tsk tsk....gals...sometimes jus dunno when to stop playin hard to get....tskk tsk...i meann.....why can't gals say what they want? why can't they be just as straightforawrd as guys? well.....only God noes eh? maybe i should ask myself eh? tsk tsk...

sometimes when i tink back i wonder whether i've been fair to the guys that i've met...hmm..something to ponder about before i doze off later..heheheh



ENOUGH ABOUT THE IMPORTANT STUFFFFFFFFFFF..kinda

hmm..what happened today? guess i started school at 1...hahahha had a pretty boring lecture....but i like my lecturer...she's pretty dynamic ....hahha yes ...i noe i seem to be contradicting myself ....let me get things straight....i was really sleepyy..so everything she said jus went in one ear and out the other....but i noe she's quite a work of art... and she noes her stuff....she's also very very confident of herself....confidence is one thing that i look out for in anyone =) heee

okok....anyway had an introductory lecture on my second semester for sociology (YUCK) dennnnn...i dragged myself with danny to the 11th floor for sociology tutorial.... WHOOOO!!!! i've 3 singaporeans...er...2 excluding me...in my tut class..! how cool's that! but apart from danny..the other guy seems pretty aloof...oh well....typical singaporean tryin to make some kinda stupid cool impression i guess..sheesh *rolls eyes*

okok...no more bitching..hahha

the peeps in the tutorial class had to talk to someone next to him/her and get to know that person. after like 10 minutes each one had to introduce to the class the person whom he/she spoke to...i was sitting beside danny so....hahaha we just started complaining...i couldn't remember anything we talked about but....i distinctively remembered him telling the class about an interesting fact about me....I hated sociology! argghh!! talk about leaving a good impression for the tutor...sighh..hope she's not racist or anything...*gulp*

*yawn* let's see...what else happened today? nothing much other den going to the city for tea...or...in my case....ermm...breakfast+lunch+tea....erm...tunchast? hahahhahahah oops

anyyyyyyyywayyyyy....going off to sleep now...i've got a lecture at eight...argghh!!!

renzi kissed and swore @ 11:11:00 PM
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well well...haven't written in this thing for so longggg....well not only this blog....even my diaryy....dairy.....oops...diary.... heee!~

dum dee dummmmmm.... speaking of diaries, i have been writing diaries since primary school. i know of some people who don't believe in writing diaries. some give the excuse of being lazy....some say they prefer not to live in the past but i don't see writing diary entries as living in the past. I prefer to see it as learning from your mistakes, even laughin at them. hee. i know jean (hope it's her...i've been talkin to soo many people lately i just can't remember who said what and when...tsk!) said something to the extent that she doesn't want to see how silly she was when she was younger...was it jeann.....orrr annee....argh! i'm getting on years....heheh

shiitttt.....nature callsss....

renzi kissed and swore @ 8:25:00 PM
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